Why is it so relatable...? anyway this is fantastic

Sick track, wheres the art from? feels strangely familiar...

sr cobranza listened this and sayed "hydenko semen"

listen to this one constantly, made my 2023 playback 😎

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lyrics:

(verse 1 )
Fuck redbull, fuck rockstar, fuck coffee and amp, theres only one drink that makes me happy. Smells so good tastes so sweet its a carbonated dream, sugar sweet dopamine making me feel like me

(chorus)
cause I'm a caffeine head, without it I'd be dead, I've got a deficiency, I need monster energy

(verse 2)
Gives me a grip gives me a kick, fills me with inspiration, I can do anything when I'm on my  caffeine binge. I only feel okay when theres caffeine flowing through my brain. Take a sip, chug it down, It's a one way trip to caffeine town.

Caffeine Head

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

HOOD SHOOTER - NOKILAM

Today wasn't a good day 
Yeah, it was such a shitty day
No purpose in my life
I think I'm freaking going nuts
I guess it will end up like this

Six-pack is where I belong
It's like that cool gezebelle song:
Doesn't matter if I die drunk,
Doesn't matter if I die young
Like shit all my life stank

It really sucks to be 17
Nobody ever wanted me
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
My green fluids near me
I'm really really diying tonight

CHOPPING BLOCK

Vomiting My Stomach Out

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

all day locked in my room,
going online to kill some time
no girl no life no friends to call
im a fucking waste of life

eating junk food every day, 
energy drinks are rotting my brain,
sleep deprived, i'm so depressed,
living life in slow decay.

slow decay

slow decay

slow decay 

living life in slow decay

Slow Decay

im tired of everything
please let me end my life
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

everything fucking sucks
every day everything hurts
I need to turn off my brain
I don't wanna feel this pain

i dont wanna be around
i dont wanna be around
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

Don't Wanna Be Around

Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

Lyrics:
tongue tied; i'm all out of cans
I guess that's why I'm feeling like a shell of man 
at a full throttle im ready to roll
even though it feels like im at the end of my rope
catch up on rest when i'm a pile of bones
still i dont give a damn bout if you do or you dont
 oh no, i got trauma; resides in the dome
was 21 found out how; it came from the soul
u don't think that I'm your type, baby?
well i think you might be right now
when I drink i flush my life down the wrong sink
swallow the knife now

i been a slave like a rat in a cage
I guess that's this maze has me feeling full of rage
i admit I been playin with my blades 
bought a whole package of bullets to put one in my brain    
there ain't running away from circles of fate
you're just dragging your feet along the way down to your grave
and straight down the way you head awaits lakes of flames
you can try to fight your out, but the price? you're bout to pay now 
 
you dont know the place i been
you go and try to make amends
i'm friends with ones who live in sin
they live in my mind within
you'll find a way to live your life
i might go swallow my pride
you tried to hide what makes me bleed 
at night I lay my head and weep

i might go and end this strife 
just to show you I was right
this knife is a friend of mine
same one I found stuck in my spine
i might go to slit his throat just for giving you the dope
i'll go kick on it that door
there's no saving of my soul

Vomiting My Stomach Out

common bastards

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