Where did she go? Where could she be? When will I know? When will I be free?
Time goes by so slow like an ol’ willow tree. That someone I used to know grows deep inside of me

Someone I Used to Know

8. Second Chance at Love

THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD - PSALM 23

This song is part of my fourth studio album, Endlessly Yours.

🎶 About this song:
Betrayal cuts deeper than silence. Why Couldn't You Be is the story of love built on lies, a heart torn apart by hidden truths, and the strength it takes to finally break free.

🌍 Stream “Why Couldn't You Be” on all platforms and be part of the journey.

🎵 Song: Why Couldn't You Be
🎤 Artist: Britney McClearn
✍️ Songwriter: Christopher Haines
💽 ISRC: GXFSV2400044

© 2024 – 2025 Christopher Haines. All rights reserved.

"Why Couldn't You Be" – Endlessly Yours Album (Track 10)

Artist Statement  
“She’s Heaven’s Whisper” is a celestial tribute to grace, intuition, and the quiet power of presence. I wrote it to honour the kind of woman who doesn’t need to shout her soul speaks in silence, her love echoes in light. It’s a hymn for the divine feminine, the healer, the muse. Every lyric is mine, sculpted with poetic reverence, emotional depth, and spiritual truth.

Copyright Notice  
All lyrics, melodies, and recordings of “She’s Heaven’s Whisper” are ©BelleJ. Unauthorised use is strictly prohibited.



She’s heaven’s whisper. I’m the echo she refused to lose.  
This track is for the one who prayed for me consistently when I couldn’t speak, who held me when I was suicidal and broken, who saw me even then, when I felt like a shattered mess, not worthy of love or kindness.

It carries the weight of her love,  
the kind, big heart that heals, that stays, that saves.  
My older sister is an amazing, beautiful Christian soul.

Love her so very much, I wrote this song for her name is Helen.


If you’ve ever been rescued by someone who refused to let go.
Please press play.  
This is my big heart filled with thank you. My tribute. My truth to all who prayed for me.

"She’s Heaven’s Whispers" is an original track written, performed, and produced by me, Belle J. It’s a tribute to my older sister, Helen, the one who prayed for me when I couldn’t speak, who held me when I was suicidal and broken, and who saw me even when I felt like a shattered mess. She’s heaven’s whispers, and I’m the echo she refused to lose.

This song carries the weight of her love, the kind that heals, that stays, that saves. Her beautiful Christian soul has been my lifeline, my light, and my reminder that grace walks among us.

I own 100% of the rights to this music and authorise its distribution and monetisation through official platforms, including SoundCloud. This track is for every soul who’s been lifted by someone who loved them through the darkness.

She's Heaven's Whisper

She's Heavens Whisper

Another Year

During the summer break of my third year,
I couldn’t seem to settle down.
I spent plenty of time with Ren,
but it was always under the name of
“Pair Test preparation.”
Just once, I wanted to do something
that wasn’t about studying.

That night, holding my phone tightly,
I sent him a message:
“Hey, Ren. Let’s do something summer‑like!”
The read mark appeared instantly—
of course, Ren replied fast.
“Summer‑like? Like what?”
“Fireworks, or the sea!”
“What about studying?”
“No studying talk allowed!”

After a pause, his message came:
“Okay. But where should we go?”
“You decide.”
“Then… how about the fireworks festival?”
I hugged my phone in delight.
“Perfect! When? What time?”
“Next Saturday. Six o’clock at the station.”
“I can’t wait!”

---

On the promised day,
I dressed up a little more than usual—
a new summer dress,
my mother’s favorite earrings.
I wondered if Ren would notice,
my heart beating faster.

At the station, he was already waiting.
His clothes looked like an extension of his uniform,
yet somehow, tonight they seemed special.
“You’re not late, right?”
“No, perfect timing.”
He smiled shyly,
then guided me through the crowd.

---

The festival grounds were alive with people,
but we found a quiet spot to sit.
When the fireworks burst across the night sky,
I couldn’t help but cry out:
“So beautiful!”
“Yeah. You always liked fireworks, didn’t you, Sao?”

I was surprised—
he remembered something so small.

When the fireworks paused,
Ren pulled a small paper bag from his pocket.
“I wanted to give you this.”
Inside was a simple silver bracelet.
“I make you study all the time…
so for summer, I thought I’d give you something different.
I figured it would suit you.”

“Ren… thank you!”
I slipped it onto my wrist—
it fit perfectly.
I kept looking at it, over and over,
until Ren, embarrassed, said:
“Don’t stare at it so much.
It feels weird.”
I laughed, answering only:
“I’m really happy.”

---

On the way home,
walking side by side,
I realized this summer day felt special
because Ren was beside me.

“Hey, let’s go somewhere again.”
“Sure—but we still have to study.”
“Oh, come on! You ruined the mood.”

I teased him,
while gently touching the bracelet.
I knew I would treasure it,
along with this summer memory,
for a long time to come.

④Sao,Ren,Fireworks, and Pair Test

I don’t know when
my heart began to loosen up again.
My body’s tight,
and I keep glancing back at where I’ve been.

I fall into the same routine,
holding on to what I know.

Tomorrow might bring sun or rain—
should I hand it all to fate,
or trust myself at last
and chase that landmark down again?

Wonderland Crisis
I dive into a shining sea of light.
Time drifts soft and slow,
and the waves keep shifting
the distance between us—
pushing us apart,
pulling us close again.

Even on a new-moon path,
there’s always just a little glow ahead.
After the rain, the grasses sway,
and tiny creatures start to sing.

We repeat the same old things,
but no two years are ever the same.

When the dawn breaks and the birds awake,
I let the waves decide or ride their crest.
The earth and sky
are singing all around us.

Wonderland Crisis
A farewell light spills over the corner of town.
Even a wandering butterfly
can throw the heart off course.
We chase what’s real—
endlessly, endlessly—
and I’ll set out with you.

Wonderland Crisis
I dive into a shining sea of light.
Time drifts soft and slow,
and the waves keep shifting
the distance between us—
pushing us apart,
pulling us close again.

Wonderland Crisis 夢境の乱 ワンダーランドクライシス

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