Looking for the Magic (Studio ver.)

Reincarnation (acoustic demo)

Lyrics: Thies Mynther
Recorder: Paul J. W. Schauenburg
Rearranged for performance "Tryptophylia".

Feed on Me (Tryptophylia ver.)

Text: Daria Geske
Special version for the performance Tryptophylia.

Shades (Tryptophylia ver.)

2023 Christmas Impro #1
Lyrics by me

I let fate take me by the throat
I love to be suffocated 
If fate dares to take my breath 
I will come on its face

Take Me by the Throat

Christmast Impro #2
Lyrics by Itaru Ouwan

Children of Nosferatu

Christmas Impro #3

Lyrics by me

Erwachseners Lebenschmeckt nach Ibuprofen
Du musst es nehmen um funktioniert zu bleiben
Dein echtes Gefühl muss blockiert werden
Aber alles wird schmerzlos beenden 

Egal was kann morgen passieren 
Hauptsache kannst du heute noch arbeiten
Am besten nicht auf dem Arbeitsplatz sterben
Sonst kann die Krankenkasse nicht leisten

Wo hast du die Schmerzen
Wir können eine Therapie anbieten
Aber es dauert nur 15 Minuten 
Mehr als das musst du selbst zahlen
Oder nimmst du Ibuprofen
5 Euro für 50 schmerzlose Momente
Wer kann es ablehnen

Langsam gibst du schon auf das Problem zu finden
Aber alles wird schmerzlos beenden

Erwachseners Leben schmeckt nach Ibuprofen (Adulthood Tastes Like Ibuprofen)

Christmas Impro #4
Cover art by Itaru Ouwan
Lyrics by Itaru Ouwan and me

Hidden spells on my mouth, 
With my fingers make cross intertwined.
Wind laughs, air vibes, ground roared,
With no gravity, elements of earth in my hand.
You call it contemporary witchcraft 
Because you feel it but you don't know the logic

Using objects wrongly,
I crush the machine of entropy.
Make the land a black hole,
And flows in this chaos void.

Instead of Channeling stones with fire
I involve them in mystery sound
Against cursed intrigue to mist the paradigm of chaos.
Burn your soul, burn your eyes and tongue and breath
as a sacrifice to unearth the power of secret,
and release the spirits from empty codes.

I'm not an idol it's not a religion 
But you can believe in me part-time as a superstition 
I create consolations sometimes
But I'm blasphemous always

Contemporary Witchcraft

Christmas Impro #5
Lyrics by me

Jede Ausatmung
Visualisiert meine Depression 
Jede Einatmung 
Erinnert mich ich noch lebe

Leer und breit sind die Straßen
Die Baustelle dauert ewig 
Weihnachtsmann steht alleine im Himmel
Mit schwachem Licht leucht

Hannover Dezember 18 uhr
Auf Wiedersehen

Hannover Serenade

Christmas Impro #6
Lyrics by me

You provided me material for fantasy
Without our memory nothing can turn on me

When I saw you I found my long-lost libido
I want to see your nude to 3D print a dildo

When I saw you I found my long-lost libido...

Don't let me know you more
My fantasy is fragile

You Provided Me Material for Fantasy

Lyrics by Daria Geske

In a world that's like a game, 
Being queer can feel the same, 
Like an NPC, 
I'm in the back, 
No control, no agency, just a hack. 

I see the players all around,  
They move with ease, their feet on the ground,  
But I am stuck, I cannot move,  
I feel invisible, like I have nothing to prove. 

I long to be a player too, 
To have a say in what I do, 
To choose my path, to make my mark,  
To be seen and heard, to light up the dark. 

But sometimes I feel like I'm not real, 
That I'm just a character in someone's reel, 
A stereotype, a token, a prop, 
A mere decoration, to be used and then dropped. 

I want to break free from this game…  
To live my life without any shame, 
To be accepted for who I am,  
To be seen as a person, not just a program. 

So let's rewrite the rules of this game, 
Let's challenge the norm, let's break the chain,  
Let's embrace the diversity of all,  
And let each individual stand tall.  

For being queer is not a flaw,
It's a unique trait, a special draw, 
And though it may feel like being an NPC, 
Together, we can create a world where all are free. 

I shed the skin I once wore, 
A transformation to adore, 
The person I was, now no more, 
A new life I embrace and explore. 

Living in fear, trying to please, 
Society's norms, their beliefs, 
But their attacks didn't cease, 
Till I decided to break free.  

I killed the person I used to be, 
To live my truth and finally see, 
The person I was always meant to be, 
Living my life fearlessly.  

A metamorphosis, painful but true, 
A journey of self-love, long overdue,
I stand tall and proud, as I pursue, 
The life I was always meant to do.
No longer living in fear and shame, I embrace my true self, unashamed,
A phoenix risen from the flames, 
A new life, a new name. 

I killed a part of me to live, 
A death that brought forth life anew,
A fear that once consumed my heart,  
No longer holds its hold so true.  

I shed the skin of who I was, 
A shell that couldn't hold my soul, 
A metamorphosis profound, 
A transformation, my life's goal.  

I couldn't bear to live in fear, 
To please those who would hate me still, 
So I cast off that mask I wore,
And let my true self have its fill.

I am reborn, a new creature now,
And though the journey's just begun,
I walk with pride and newfound grace, 
My battle hard, but it is won. 
I live with courage, not with fear,  
My heart and soul now free to soar.

And though the road may not be clear, 
My strength will guide me evermore.

Insomnia Impro Session #1

It's not enough to be not hungry
At least I should be full
It's not enough to be not sleepy
I need to be fully awake

It's not enough to have some love
What necessary is the right to live
Be full, awake, and alive
What a difficult goal to archieve

It's not Enough to be not Hungry

Insomnia Impro #2

To love is to put you in trash
To love is to never publish
To love is to lead you to vanish
I know it's all what you wish

To love is to put you in trash 
Like give the water to fish
To love is to put you in trash 
And never try again to search

(to love is to) Put You in Trash

Insomnia Impro #3

The earth deported me
I can do nothing but leave 
The earth deported me
It doesn't care where I'll be

Even I float between galaxies 
Even atmosphere tears me into pieces
Even a probe can't detect me
Even in the vacuum I bleed

When I tried to talk with it
It said, first pay your application fee

The Earth Deported Me

Lyrics by Daria Geske
In the frame of the collaboration "Fanfiction"

I want to be animated
I saw these big boobed short skirted dipped in metal 
I thought I saw them in real life

In the red light
In the library
in the club
on stage

But there was none
They were in my eye
To be selected
To be played
Cheat

The sharpest blade
Just inanimate

I Want to Be Animated

Lyrics by C.

The day is wearing a thousand shades of fall
Red, green, brown, and lucid as rain
Home is where the stories are insane

The drops of rain
I’m falling again
Towards the path of thee
It’s another lemon tree

Average 
The one I don’t belong
The one that keeps me mighty and sharp
As the thunder keeps the light

I fall for the shades 
And it falls into place to alter the origins of mine
Into a home for every soul

Containing There is no such thing 
For that infinity is the only word
I can take shelter under the loopy roof

Here are my lines
And if you look closer
You’ll see yours
Just between the lies

Not the one of repetition
But some just can’t keep it in the momentum

Here are the shadows
I’ve been ready to share

Here are the meals
I’ve been in to prepare

Here are some of the shades
Not meant to fade further away
For that, I have many homes to ride in the say

Shades

Congee Rats is a project of Dong Zhou's, which explores all genres of electronic pop music and reflects the life situation of marginalised people.

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