internet

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
close my blinds
so i see the sun less
waking up at 2:30
i think i need some more rest

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
i quit instagram
so ill see ur face less

i sit alone
all my friends are here
well not anymore
all my friends are gone
and so am i
and so are u

im just freaking worthless
im just a dumb piece of shit
ill go
silence is
ill go
silence is
silence is killing me

https://soundcloud.com/melodyx_o
i just want to be somebody that i’m proud of now
but it’s okay
all my friends are fucking gone
nobody responds to my texts now
and i thought it was okay
because i had you each day
someone that i thought i fucking loved
but you suck so much it hurts
i wish you the fucking worst
and now i have nobody fucking else
else

nobody else to be with me
nobody else can see
exactly how i feel
exactly how i feel
and i don’t know
exactly how i feel, i feel like i’m not real

i want to fucking die
all of my friends are gone
and so’s the one i love
the one that i thought was
somebody who was good

my friends are gone and its all my fault w/melodyx_o

It was wierd and I don’t wanna talk about it

I had a dream we had kids

Computer Kid (Girldog Cover)

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

They Speak Through The Screens (Bad Takes Only Cover)

Nothing Ever Happens

i think there is something wrong with my head
i cant enjoy like i used to my videogames
i sit on my bed and stare at the wall
and i think i wanna be nothing
dont wanna feel anything
not anger or joy
dont wanna see anything
all these people i ignore
im still learning how to be myself
why it feels so impossible
and all the bitches fumbled
all the bridges i burned
theyre haunting me in my nightmares i dont wanna return
to those dark old days
i was confused and afraid
and all the people in my life
were they ever real
are my memories really mine
or implantated
guess ill never know
but it doesnt really matter anyomore
im so fucking bored
i hope you really mean the things you say
ik i did bad im sorry for my ways
but i want make up for it and save my face
but im still unable to believe in better days
i have to live with my past i cant run away
i cant really change ive tried
and sometimes even i cant explain
why i say these things that hurt you
i say things that hurt you

i think i want to be nothing

Bummed Out

search
for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

soundcloud shit

worse than boring

so need a cute girl

Energy Drink

Go Flex

Computer Shy

don't talk to me
if you've got nothing to say
don't talk to me
i can't see your face

robots walking
next to me
faces talking
not saying anything

you're not real
i only know that i'm able to feel
so how do i know that you're even here
i only know that i'm alive
don't know about my peers 

robots walking
next to me
faces talking
not saying anything

Blackpilled Again

Dalepilled

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

XO_Willow☆ - Bianca Devins

[Slater's Verse]
Lately I'm dead
I can't stop feelings of dread
Lately I'm done
I can't have no fun
Lately life sucks
It's a cliche, now guess what
Lately life's fun
I'm done, all done

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
A party for one, so let me be
Pity party, you give me plays
I write songs and I'll be okay

Pity party, just for me
A party for onе, so let me be
Pity party, just for mе
Just let me be, just fucking let me be

[Owen's Verse]
My music is stupid
Pumping out stereo putrid
Confused and lost
I got fame but at what cost
I lost my friends and I lost myself
And all for what, she's still on the shelf
Goddamn this business is so lame
I'm going fucking insane

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
Pity party, can't you see
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you

Pity party, can't you see
Pity party, just for me
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you



Written by UhOhSlater and Owen Adamcik

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