minitapee

standing against the mind. 

then the world

Ahmoq

reflecting . 0:00
dreaming . 0:35
null . 2:19
hope . 3:27
slipping . 5:11
PANIC ROOM . 6:45

PANIC ROOM (EP)

nyquil 1
nyquil 2
nyquil 3

 a day of me sitting w a fractured hand producing w a fucked up ear & sinus infection off of nyquil

(super fun to make ilu all <3 )

Nyquil (minitape)

samples:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLk2V7NZ2F0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a39buzJs9Vo

cool track i stole ideas from and feel bad about
https://soundcloud.com/aktr-track/two-and-a-half-minutes-to-hey-girl

Euphoria Lens

they watch from the outside in, we see from the inside out. we make noise to feel what its like on the outside.

AQUARIMONIUM

AQUARIMONIUM

0:00 - 0:33 . loading
0:33 - 1:58 . STIMULATE
1:58 - 3:39 . CONTROL
3:39 - 5:18 . ESCAPE
5:18 - 7:59 . critical error

ty for 600,  the support for my music in general is super overwhelming for me lmao, but building a community of people who enjoy something I use as a personal stress relief keeps me sane in the world i live in. and the energy and support i get from you all makes that vent feel like it means something, so thank you.

enjoy the mini ep :)


album is still in the works :)



k im done now


:)

Simulation

1. WALL!
2. memory loss
3. never ending
4. a solution
5. fuck it, im fine

LONG LIVE THE HAMMER AND NAIL

WALL!

0:00 I AM THE FLY

2:10 LIFESPAN

3:20 I SEE THE SPIDER

im the fly

1: WASP
2 BORNTODIE
3 Beekeeper


LOOK IK I SAID ALL MY RAP SHIT WOULD GO ON https://soundcloud.com/user-600686065 BUT I LIED THATS MY BAD

Beekeeper

ALONG THE BANK OF THE EUPHRATIES, HUMANITY STRIVES TOWARDS ITS SKY WITH A TOWER BIGGER THAN GOD. A GARDEN MEANT TO HOLD AND CELEBRATE BABILIM IN FULL. 

LONG LIVE BABYLON.

1. GOD
2. BABYLON
3. BECOMING OF THE WORLD w @garbagio
4. WEAVE

BāBiLiM

TRY TO BREATHE. IF U CAN. ANXIATY FAKE. ITS ALL DREAD AND SCARS FROM YOUR PAST. BROKEN. BROKEN. HATRED CHOSE TO REMAIN. BUT WHAT IF. BUT WHAT IF. BUT WHAT IF I CAN BE FREE?. I THINK THATS UP TO YOU. WILL YOU SET ME FREE?. TRY TO BREATHE.

1: PUNCTURE WOUND
2: THE HEART 
3: LUNG DAMAGE
4: HURT

LUNG

1. fast-t-t-t-t
2. ooh yea
3. the heist ( a flip of a fucking great drumloop flip please listen first https://soundcloud.com/drumlewp/run-it-up)
4. getaway
5. inhibitors

bool operations (throwaway shit)

1. confession2self
2. 2DESTROY
3. ikno2much

4th of july i went to an abandoned sugar mill w the homies and got really drunk then i lost my wallet and keys on the side of the highway throwing up somewhere and i dont care because the sugar mill was that cool type beat(s)

(we had a sober driver drunk driving is dumbo stupid mode dont do)

super appreciative for my friends and the ability to see past a depressive state finally ily all

SYSTEMIA

1. to free myself from everything
2. panic infused serotonin 
3. middleman
4. walk despite it all
carry yourself higher than the rest, you will not be seen otherwise, as you are the middle man. your will to live is stronger than this. you know that very well dont you? constantly staying afloat in an existence that spits in your face when you try. the tears that constantly drip down your face are nothing but a signifier that you are very well alive. if you breathe, if you move, if you feel your heart beating from within your chest, if you can see through your damn eyes then you are alive. become more than yourself. breathe, see, exist and move. you only have once chance before even that right is taken from you too, so is the existence of the middleman.

middleman (EP)

1.BLOOD
2.WOUND
3.BLEED 
I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE. I BLEED, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE IM SO ANGRY AND CONFUSED I JUST WANT IT TO STOP. MY PAST FUCKS ME UP SO MUCH MOVEMENT MEANS NOTHING. PROGRESS MEANS NOTHING TO THE FACE OF MY CHILDHOOD. THE FACE OF MY PAIN REPRESENTED IN A HOPELESS ATTEMPT AT SOLACE THROUGH SONG. 
I BLEED, WHEN I BLEED I DIE. JUST TO RESURFACE.

Blood

1: dntknwhy2
2: ivebeen
3: toohigh

rip my memory out of my head and let me learn anew, and the cruelest joke of them all, to let me live free of my memory, and then give it back to me. inevitably im the one ignorantly chasing hell. but i wont stop. 

i wont stop.
i dont get that choice
i will move on.

(happy halloween everyone ily all)

my heart and the heinous act of grief

https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks https://soundcloud.com/buhduh/tracks 

1 WEIGHING ME DOWN
2 boutursoul
3 i can feel my ears
4 3.D

3.D BODY (w buhduh)

SO&SO

become thy enemy
 born anew
 personalities become
 split in two

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCQ0eNDnNZA

personality disorder

ty to everyone involved :)

1: whitelies (jus me)
2 allnite https://soundcloud.com/uncle-xav
3 ICET https://soundcloud.com/areye-tee
4 sippinjin https://soundcloud.com/am004
5 letsee https://soundcloud.com/taymon_honeybear

minitapee

conlee