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Shawty [ traumaticbonds ]

prod me & @ldlad

lyrics:
she was barely alive it was not a surprise 
i keep looking in the mirror 
that envision of your eyes
die like a whore or leave yourself to be a bitch
stay true 2 urself i can see ur limbs twitch
i got bodies, chloroform, and im cutting up ur face
baby ure my ketamine i can feel u on my veins
baby hold me i dont wanna talk to myself im so lonely 
u dont need to cast me a spell 
i keep replaying on my mind
the time that you died 
i keep looking in the mirror 
i was so terrified
Now im walking alone 
theres no need to forget 
and i need u so bad 
i need my love back
girl i dont wana lose u i dont wana hurt u
u make me feel special but i dont deserve you
i will never walk alone cuz i got u by my side 
still remember the night that i thought our love died
she was buried alive and im digging up her body 
need to see u smile again even if softly
five xans tomorrow ill do ten the next day 
i keep seeking this happines because u r away
and if i dont make it, it makes me crazy 
even if youre dead you will always be my baby
im dying alone, i wish i met you before
baby save my bones i dont wnna lose you anymore
break my ribs dont touch my face
shes so fkn pretty i will never walk away 
if ur lips are trap girl i wana get trapped
when im without u i feel like i am dead

you are my ketamine 💉💉 🎠 #barelyalive (snuffcide + ldlad)

162 BPM C# minor

not by me just a repost since traumaticbonds dissociated music and this track is not anymore in his profile, posted with traumaticbonds permission

star kitty remix

Mixed & Mastered by @d3rcore
Produced by @asteria

I self sabotage myself
I don't really care, about my health
A lot of nothing in my head
All the time, I can't focus
Only way to fix me, (fuck)

I don't think that I can even do it anymore
But people count on me, because I am an open door
I'll help all those around me, but I'll never help myself
Like I said, I don't even give a fuck about my health

I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I lost control
I don't know, I don't know
What's real from fake
I dissociate
I don't think I ate, today

I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, but I hate you, oh

I self sabotage myself
I don't really care, about my health
A lot of nothing in my head
All the time, I can't focus
Only way to fix me, (fuck)

I don't think that I can even do it anymore
But people count on me, because I am an open door
I'll help all those around me, but I'll never help myself
Like I said, I don't even give a fuck about my health

I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, I hate you, I want you, I don't
I love you, but I hate you, oh

ilyihy [prod. asteria]

knife in my back 
i knew you would do that
poured all of my guts out now im feeling flat
cut me up baby put my body in a vat
always been goth i guess i was born a bat
you've always been a snake plus 

i just slit my wrist I'm bleeding out into my cup
i just slit my wrist I'm bleeding out don't give a fuck
driving down a dirt road riding in a truck
lead flying towards your face id advice you duck
45 on my side i might let it buck
in the woods off shrooms ego untucked
I'm sorry your bitch cannot unfucked

But i don't worry about time
i don't worry about a life
I've had a hundred thousand now
and I'm never backing down

knife in my back 
i knew you would do that
poured all of my guts out now I'm feeling flat
cut me up baby put my body in a vat
always been goth i guess i was born a bat
you've always been a snake plus your a fucking rat
knife in my back 
i knew you would do that
poured all of my guts out now I'm feeling flat
cut me up baby put my body in a vat
always been goth i guess i was born a bat

All I want is Love (Prod. traumaticbonds)

do u have eyes for me?


lyrics;

oh, oh,  there's blood on me ~
tell me that he's pretty and I might kill you :p
one cut away from ecstasy ☆
in your screams I find my rest

xoxo, dead on my fucking knees (!)
all the other guys can fuck off
bb, it's time to forget <3<3
stopped eating for a week

tell me you lov me, kiss my hip bones
do you have eyes for me??
can we do some piercings??
you're all I ever wanted 

rawrr

I wanna go viral w/ some cuts on my wrist \\
I want him, I need him ♡
every room screams your name 
I can't take it anymore, I need you here

do you love me? I love your hair 
you're so pretty when you cry ~
emo boy, at the club 
spill out my fucking gutxz x_X

overdose and have some fun ^^
I'll appear in your dreams 
if I can't owe, you no one can (grr)
ik you have a bloody mind ‼️

viral >Д<)// (prod.luvnote)

Produced by me
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Gaunt skin and gossamer wings 
Be careful in the rain or you might forfeit your chance to fly again 
-
He met a girl
She said I recognize
In her dream, she’d seen that pair of weary eyes 
-
Beware what frolicking brings 
If you leave your wings outside the wind might sweep both of them into the drain 
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She met a man
Told that forty candles gets a prize
before the 27th, rope replaced the tie
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Adorn my hands in porcelain plasters 
Don’t you it think it has something to ask her
A sore throat and a cough from the cold 
The snowy night peppered with cheering and laughter
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Stuck in a room with nothing but antlers 
The phone rings but nobody answers
Mend the cracks with silver and gold, so if I stumble and fall it looks pretty when I shatter 
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A seamstress came asking to amend 
To make revisions with their needle and thread
Soft blonde hair for the fractured head 
And chartreuse eyes for its broken legs
But make sure if you ever do the mouth 
To stitch it shut from north to south 
To ensure that those cruel words will never leak 
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Have you heard about the man 
Who lives inside the wall
Fingers just like spiders legs
I heard he’s very tall 
Have you heard about the women 
Who lives under the stairs 
Eyes as black as night 
And cum caked between her hair 
Have you heard about the thing
That sleeps inside the fridge 
It’s so dark and cold in there it must be shivering 
Have you heard about the angel
Who comes into your room 
I heard he grants four wishes
I’m sure you’ll hear more soon

AS I STAND ON BROKEN LEGS

• prod me
• mix by me
• vocals by @jackhere-142381332

[Intro: ?]
Can you hear me?
I don't know if you can but...
I am still here...
For you...
Stay strong!

[Pre-Verse]
I'll run away even if it's not scary
You're not the problem, it's me
I don't know what to tell you, but you're scary 
(This is a suicidal reject exclusive)
I don't know what it feels
(I love you Conner)

[Verse 1]
You're under my bed waiting for the right moment
I don't know if you're scared 
I see in all black, I don't know what to feel, I'm scared of you
I wonder if you're gonna attack me 
Blood over my walls, wondering if it was mine 
The monster under my bed was you 
I don't know what to feel about you

[Break: David Near]
Are you him.....
Are you the man....
Who murdered those......
Children...?
ARE YOU THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO DIE?
Well it really doesn’t matter.....
You are here of your own
Free will.....

[Verse 2]
My mind's gone, I don't know what to feel I'm running around in the forest looking for some help
You're the monster hiding under my bed
Blood all over my walls, thinking it's mine 
I scream for help but it won't help 
You're a scary monster, you hide under my bed 
I don't know what to do if you're gone, but I don't want you

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