prod// @sadboiforever @dageer02

i don wanna die 2day
make me fall in love when is saw ur face :3
then we fall apart :(
broke me from the start
tellme y u love thn u broke my heart .???
can u help me find the reason..
bby i keep 🩸🩸bleeding🩸🩸
tell me where u r noww.... ??
tell me if u feel it ;)

@lileddy8
kiss me softly 
with your regrets
i’m all for you and I fall for it
don’t call for me
cuz i’m not for this
you weren’t for me 
and it all makes sense
eh-eh
i know you’re afraid of the dark
you got this place in my heart
how did we get this far
i hate when we have to depart


i thot u were so cool i was such a fool :(
now I'm all alone n im trapped up in my room
I'm watching all the shadows...walking past u 0_0
addicted 2 the past & I cant escape the truth DX
..?o??0

& it makes sense... w/ lileddy [2001 + dageer]

rudeclub - “burn” (slowed + extended)

dont reply w/ witchboy & xample [prod. wixard]

#ₙₒₜ #αԃʝυʂƚιɳɠ



How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don’t do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I’m not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I’m not fronting

Looking in the mirror I can’t recognize
I can’t face the fact that you’re just desensitized 
Say it with my chest I think I can see through your lies
don’t know why I always have to empathize 

It’s a cycle
I can’t stop
Or fight it
I’m a flop 
Why me 
I don’t know 
driving me insane

I know I can do better than you 
why can’t I think of someone new

Pushing away those that care
You were never there

You made me feel like I had purpose 
but now I feel useless
All this time still I feel worthless
this is a daily occurrence 

All my problems, pretending they’re solved
You were toxic, still was involved
I doubt you know everything that you caused

Disassociating [prod. yandere]

lil yu x dxsh - my name

just dont know [lights] prod. dead@18

remix of sainty's song hospital / self control
og song prod and written by sainty 
art by @2013yearold on insta!!

lyrics
no self control
text u at midnight when i’m all alone
fiending for attention like life support
like ur my drip in the hospital

will u check my pulse when i’m breathing slow?
it’s a dumb question when i know it all
been hurt many times but ur the worst
imma haunt you like im a ghost

two can play this game
load up on the die
cuz i don’t wanna wait
skinned knees on the floor
wrap my legs in gabardine
tell me that ur mad cuz they cost two fifty

no self control
fiending for attention when i’m all alone
fiending for attention like life support
like ur my drip in the hospital

no self control
text u at midnight when i’m all alone
fiending for attention like life support
like ur my drip in the hospital
will u check my pulse when i’m breathing slow?
it’s a dumb question when i know it all
been hurt many times but ur the worst
imma haunt you like im a ghost

imma haunt you like im a ghost
ur so self absorbed ull think its love
needles in my palms; on your street like it’s a cross
tell me what you want or let us fall apart

i don’t need your empty
you don’t need my trying
let us fall apart or let me die trying

no self control
fiending for attention when i’m all alone
fiending for attention like life support
like ur my drip in the hospital

no self control
text u at midnight when i’m all alone
fiending for attention like life support
like ur my drip in the hospital

will u check my pulse when i’m breathing slow?
it’s a dumb question when i know it all
been hurt many times but ur the worst
imma haunt you like im a ghost

i don’t need your empty
you don’t need my trying
let us fall apart or let me die trying
i don’t need your empty
you don’t need my crying
let us fall apart or let me die trying

ch.1 Die Trying (w/ sainty)

prod. @prodbyjang
artwork by @trendcluess on instagram 
★~(◡﹏⊙✿)
Love u all <3 ^-^
（⌒_⌒）
lyrics:
i need uuu💫
u needa 
hurry up hurry up
cause i can’t wait no more
im waiting im waiting 
and i can’t take 
no moree 

hurry up hurry up
im knocking at ur door
throwing up throwing up
i think i drank to much 
shut me shut me up
my ears are always urs
come take me come take me
let’s leave and go explore 
you’re mine im urs

it’s a bad habit 
and girl u have it 
ur the onee 
hurry up hurry 
i’m knockin
i don’t wanna 
have to part ways 
to be honest 
cause i’ve never met somebody like u
and u know that
but u hold back 
and that just makes me confused 
i’m sitting here waiting for u 
and i don’t really know what to do 
u talk 2 me like u want me 2
but honestly i’m confused 
you shut me off ^-^
i just wanna be with u <3
ur the song that plays in my heart 
ur in my head 
as i’m laying in bed 
you got me smiling all day 
just like uuu said T.T

hurry up hurry up
im knocking at ur door
throwing up throwing up
i think i drank to much 
shut me shut me up
my ears are always urs
come take me come take me
let’s leave and go explore

The Song in My Heart (@prodbyjang)

prod @margoproxy @whatever51 <3
ty for listening 

(7starz)
If you tryna fuck w me , know that strings come attached
Got the ripped black jeans , chrome belt and a hat 
If she try to tell me stay off the drugs , i wont listen to her
I just seen a spirit in my room , boutta have a heart attack 
Imma catch him hiding in a set of flatz , yeah we chased you about , you was running laps
Yeah you running your mouth stop running that 
Yeah you better stop the talking now , before i spin back 
That boys untrue hes a fucking little rat , like wtf you smoking on some crack 

(ljstnn)
Took more than i want to , i dont even know you 
Forever boys in the 22 , 2k3 on me 
Feel like were the fucking army , i got motherfucking oxy and i really be falling
And my stomach hurt off lean
Ion agree with that bullshit , people pull up on that fake shit  

(7starz)
If you tryna fuck w me , know that strings come attached
Got the ripped black jeans , chrome belt and a hat 
If she try to tell me stay off the drugs , i wont listen to her
I just seen a spirit in my room , boutta have a heart attack 
Imma catch him hiding in a set of flatz , yeah we chased you about , you was running laps
Yeah you running your mouth stop running that 
Yeah you better stop the talking now , before i spin back 
That boys untrue hes a fucking little rat , like wtf you smoking on some crack

flatx w ljstnn (margoproxy x whatever51)

lyrics::::
call me on the flip phone
i aint evn get home
i b off a fkin xan
i b off a fkin xan 
bitch jus call my flip phone 
i aint pick it up tho
i b off a fkin xan 
travel 2 a promised land yuh
n she looking like ??
n she on my samsung
n she told me tht she wnted me 
but she know tht shes fuckkd
n she wanted me 2 
when im faded in the back
but u kno she wanted evrything
but u aint get it back yuhyuh
me dejaste
por un par de pastillas
quando pense que es mia
mi corazon esta desrozado
y pense que estabas en amorado
i pull up my flip phone 
n she see me tlk it tho
she gone see me walk around up w tht 20k$$$$ glo
n she wanna see me glo
but she know tht she a ho
n she lft me 4 anthr guy left me for the coldd.
left me for the cold x2
i b off a xan tell me evrything i know


i love u so much

🌸xanax diaries🌸 (prod. shyburial)

all prod me 

art by qoyboys:
https://www.instagram.com/qoyboyz/?hl=en

december mix #foreverwalkingthrudecember

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