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Breathe (2AM)

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Cover Art: Yawns

Crisis (w/ Wiccaphase Springs Eternal)

Ski Mask

Damn You

a song i wrote, inspired by the amazing artist GNASH
i wrote this in a week, and managed to remember it
hope you enjoy

'Deep Thoughts' is now available on Apple Music and Spotify! 
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LYRICS :
there’s still things i regret, i don’t know what to do
i walk around everywhere and i still think of you.
while you’re out in this world, i hope you miss me too
that drags me out my mind, i don’t know what to do   

im fragile, i can break soon
this hearts like a typhoon
everything that i see or do, will always lead back to you
but then my mind knows how to deal with this
whether I’m hurt or thinking of what i miss
it’s a like a memory far away
but i can still feel the touch of your lips

highlights of the events in a book
going back to our days where we had our looks
that one jacket i loved that you took
that scent of your perfume that I shook
shook it off, shook it off, it’s no more.
like that one picture we use to adore
thinking of what our love was for
now its on a boat, being lost in a shore

i loved, it hurt, but it was worth a shot
headaches, deep thoughts, thats all i got
stupid reasons to be worried for
no one knows what anyone has got in store

but love feels good, it never feels great
if it ends, there’s all the pressure you take
no one notices the fake smiles
it’s like they’re adding the tiles
of a wall that they don’t see, let it be

there’s still things i regret, i don’t know what to do
i walk around everywhere and i still think of you.
while you’re out in this world, i hope you miss me too
that drags me out my mind, i don’t know what to do

my mind, it’s sick, like there is no cure
something so silly that i can endure
but it’s non sense, i keep having conscience 
deciding where i can stay
it comes to me almost everyday
shape or form in every way

my mind is lost, its in need for help
i feel trapped like I’m wearing a shell
I’m sad, but i don’t think they can tell
i need a spot alone for me to yell

me and you, lets keep it low
stop with the attachment, don’t let it show.
overall, i just want you to know
that we still friends, we’ll just go with the flow

finding someone new, its not that hard
now i know where i came to so far
that I’m to the point of forgetting you
and going out to find someone new

Deep Thoughts - Single

Deep Thoughts

deep thoughts.

yeah but is it enough [prod loudmouf kang]

"without u" by spooky black, covered by sean bolton.

Download: http://bit.ly/2abwosA

Connect:
- Twitter: twitter.com/iamseanbolton
- Instagram: www.instagram.com/theseanbolton/
- Soundcloud: @theseanbolton

without u (cover)

Free Download

without u

i hope you are feeling better [prod joshrefe]

prod @fats_e

Everything's a still life when your up this high
I've been watching the earth turn on my computer It takes a long time
Hidden in the clouds
Pockets of sorrow slipping out

From town to town
I've already jumped I can't turn back now.
I hope the landing smooth
we won't find out
Until we've hit the ground
the words have left the mouth

Sipping on whiskey drawing out our history 
all of the enemies I've created mentally
I need more energy 
I need a fresh breathe 

Sipping on whiskey drawing out our history 
all of the enemies I've created mentally
I need more energy 
I need a fresh breathe 

still waiting on this landing 
So I can go to sleep
how much longer till I can dream
I almost see

maybe its a reflection
Maybe it's my fantasy
is dying anything
Like swimming in the sea

Drinking on my plane as I pass away the days
Whiskey is a friend take your rightful place

Soon I'll be leaving with nothing 
I won't make it out alive
I'll die happy on my own here
Leave and go survive 

Love is lost and found in the home
Come with me if your alone
stripe the clothes from our backs
There's nothing left
We lost it all 

When you're falling it feels infinite
Even if it's limited
moments away from ending this

how slow those seconds tick
Picture it
Time always works against this

I won’t make it out alive

Everything’s a still life
When you’re up this high
Hidden in the clouds
Soon I’ll be leaving with nothing
I won’t make it out alive

swim [prod. fats'e]

Download "GoodForNothing" - http://tinyurl.com/goodfornothingdwnld
Produced by VRSYJNES

lyrics

no weapon on my side but im still down to ride
know i stay up for mine forever vertically spined
dont look to me for kindness if you recite me lies
i will cite you with these fines make you pay up everytime
i know i say some mean shit but i mean every line
i know i do that scream shit but i dont wear no mask to hide my face
when im out walking down the streets at night
up in the alleyway i aint ever gonna leave

GoodForNothing

Bones - Sterilized (Prod. by Vrsyjnes)

prod. by @drxnes 

lyrics:

you gotta find your way
cause you fucked up and that can't be erased 
staring at the outside will never do anything for you
you just gotta go outside and make a brand new day
you're okay, don't be afraid cause nothing is safe if you just hideaway

so come outside, show your eyes
you don't have to cry
you'll be alright 
you don't have to hideaway it's okay

so build away
your brand new place 
somewhere you can grow and find your way
stop pretending, show your face
cause this is your new life where it's okay
you're safe here, you're safe here

build a new place (prod. drones)

every rose I’ve ever held has long and died
every bird flies far home from time to time
just like every cowboy sings a sad song when they ride
so will u say the same thing every time
 when i ask can u love me like that
would u hesitate or text me right back
and if u call me ill be there
everytime girl yea i swear just like ....

Every Haunted Movie Takes Place In Massachusetts (prod by nyck)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
Ft. https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

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Never meant to w/ SCUM ( Prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

produced/mixed by lederrick & cortex
additional mixing by smokeasac

LOVE YOU

Weekend (Prod. Lederrick & Cortex)

blog - https://youtu.be/Kr0aM4ExPg8

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beats http://traktrain.com/cloutcohen

Love mom

Coming Around

coming around

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

emo but happy

🤭