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Bewildered Rose

Recorded these songs for my application to the Queer Arts Mentorship program the day the it was due. I felt like the pressure to get them done would force me to not over think the making of the recording as much as I might have given more time. So, these are definitely in a certain raw form that I'm trying to just allow to exist/be by releasing them online. 


Holy Technology (Drop D)

I don’t believe in god
But I’m wary of false idols
I don’t believe in god
But I’m wary of false idols

Who do you follow
On your computer screen
Who do you pray to
Before you go to sleep
Who is your salvation
Make you speak tongues
Who do you worship
Before you go to sleep

I don’t believe in god
But I’m wary of false prophets
I don’t believe in god
But I’m wary of false prophets

Who do you follow
On your computer screen
Who do you pray to
Before you go to sleep
Who is your salvation
Make you speak tongues
Who do you worship
Before you go to sleep
Before you go to sleep
Before you go to sleep

Love Is Alive

I’m in love
With a dying man
One day I will
Grasp his hands
As we stare
Into each other’s eyes
And we whisper
Our goodbyes

Oh what a joy it is
To hold one another 
Curses and blessings
Hold us together

In the night
Shadows breathe
Dance amongst
These lonesome streets
In this city
Full of gorgeous ghosts
We found flesh and blood
To call home

Oh what a joy it is
To hold one another 
Curses and blessings
Hold us together

To fall in love
Is to dare your faith
To let the fates
Control the flames
Of your rapture
Your sacred disasters 








To fall in love
Is to dare your faith
To let the fates
Control the flames
Of your rapture
Your sacred disasters 

To fall in love
Is to dare your faith
To let the fates
Control the flames
Of your rapture
Your sacred disasters 

Yeah I’ll cry
Weep for days
Feel an eternal ache
Of wonder
For that pain
Simply means
Love is alive
Love is alive
Love is alive

Restless (Capo 4) (Drop D)

Restless I am
Restless I am
Stagnant I become because of how
Restless I am

I want to move
I want to move
Away from you and your definitions 

Restless I am
Restless I am
Stagnant I become because of how
Restless I am

I want to move
I want to move
Away from you and your definitions 

I want to move
I want to move
I want to move
I want to move

Away from you and your definitions 
Away from you and your definitions 



Holy Technology / Love Is Alive / Restless

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Wicked beast in me
I thought I was free
From your cruel hold

From the way you own
My wounded impulse
My need for fire

Wicked tongue of mine
I thought I was fine
Enough to indulge

My voracious Id
That seems to live
The more I die

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

Wicked heart of mine
You can be too kind
To my twisted mind

That gloats how it owns
My wounded impulse
My need for fire

Wicked blood within
Pulsing with sin
Wanting to stir

My dangerous Id
That seems to live
The more I die

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

I am in control
Of how you control
I am in control
Of how you control

I am in control
Of how you control
I am in control
Of how you control

Wicked beast in me
I thought I was free
From your cruel hold

From the way you own
My wounded impulse
My need for fire

Wicked tongue of mine
I thought I was fine
Enough to indulge

My voracious Id
That seems to live
The more I die

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you
I got my eyes on you

Bewildered Rose (Version 1)

I’m so sick of this fear
Stuck to me like hardened mud
My pores are aching for air

I got to dance within the sea
Of joy and possibility

I’m so sick of this mind
Of mine that strangles my roots
My blood is tender for truth

Disentangle these veins
Trust the flow and free the pain
My blood is tender for truth

I’m so sick of this fear
Stuck to me like hardened mud
My cells are aching for air

I got to dance within the sea
Of joy and possibility

I’m so sick of this mind
Of mine that strangles my roots
My blood is tender for truth

Disentangle these veins
Trust the flow and free the pain
My blood is tender for truth

Tender For Truth

CaughtintheSwell

6AM Whim
Can't Sleep
Original song by Grimes from the album Visions

My verison of her lyrics are:



My heart will never feel
Will never see
Will never know

Oh, heart
And then it falls
And then I fall
And then I know

My heart will never feel
Will never see 
Will never know

Oh, heart
And then it falls
And then I fall
And then I know

Holding On, I
Am a vagabond
It’s always different
I am the one who falls

Holding On, I
Am a vagabond
It’s always different
I am the one who falls

Holding On, I
Am a vagabond
It’s always different
I am the one who falls

Holding On, I
Am a vagabond
It’s always different
I am the one who falls


Genesis (Cover)

New Moon
Heal My wounds

New Moon
Heal My wounds

New Moon
Heal my wounds
My wounds
My wounds
My wounds

New Moon
Heal my wounds

New Moon
Heal my wounds

New Moon
Heal my wounds

New Moon
Heal my wounds
My wounds
New Moon

Raw Matter(s) 

New Moon

I’ve been here before
It all feels too damn familiar
I’ve been here before
It all feels too damn regular
Shrouded in shame
Face to face with my shadow pain
As I ask them to please leave me
Alone 

I am not defined by the come down
I am not defined by the fall
I am defined by my future actions
As I make my name known to this thrall
Will I repeat these self harming reactions
Will I fight for something new
That will lead me to the beauty I feel burgeoning 
Within my blue
Within my blue

I’ve been here before
It all feels too damn typical
I’ve been here before
It all feels too damn usual
Shrouded in shame
Face to face with my shadow pain
As I ask them to please leave me
Alone

I am not defined by the come down
I am not defined by the fall
I am defined by my future actions
As I make my name known to this thrall
Will I repeat these self harming reactions
Will l fight for something new
That will lead me to the beauty I feel burgeoning 
Within my blue
Within my blue

If I want my limbs to breathe
I must shed my decaying leaves
If I want to begin again
Like a spirit snake I must shed my skin

If I want my limbs to breathe
I must shed my decaying leaves
If I want to begin again
Like a spirit snake I must shed my skin

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Like a spirit snake
I must shed my skin
If I want to 
Begin again

Shifting Skin

Begin Again

In the night
I dream of you

In the night
I dream of you

I sense your love
I sense your touch

In the night
I dream of you
I dream of you
I dream of you

Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever dream

Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever dream

Moon magic meaning
Moon magic meaning
Moon magic fever dream

In the night
I dream of you

In the night
I dream of you

I sense your love
I sense your touch

In the night
I dream of you
I dream of you
I dream of you

Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever dream

Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever
Fever dream fever dream

Moon magic meaning
Moon magic meaning
Moon magic fever dream

Raw Matter (s)

Fever Dream Fever

All songs written and sung by - Jacob Dannett
Production/Recording by - Milo Schreier

Ever since I was young
All I’ve wanted was to be loved

Oh so quickly I realized
Boys like I we are not deserving of

Because
We’re sick in the head
Damaged men
Because
We’re sick in the heart
Full of sin

As I grew I wondered why I was this guy with tainted skin

I stared at myself in the mirror
I saw a fear from deep within

Because
I’m sick in the head
A damaged man
Because
I’m sick in the heart
Full of sin

Ever since I was young
All I’ve wanted was to be loved

Maybe one day I’ll realize
Boys like I are deserving of
Boys like I are deserving of

All I've Wanted

All songs written and sung by - Jacob Dannett
Production/Recording by - Milo Schreier

I can feel them crawling within
Beneath the hairs on my skin
Please set them free with your teeth
Don’t be scared to really dig in

Oh holy hell
I guess this means I am not well
For having fervor for another man’s bones
I guess this means I am not well

I can feel them crawling around
Everywhere they can be found
Living amongst us like most creatures do
Emitting such glorious sound

Oh holy hell
I guess this means I am not well
For having fervor for another man’s bones
I guess this means I am not well

Oh holy hell
I guess this means I am not well
For having fervor for another man’s bones
I guess I am under lust’s spell

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