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Their full length debut. A colossal cacophony of soul-searing vocals, pile-driving riffs, unorthodox percussive punishment, and scattershot speed.

THE DILLINGER ESCAPE PLAN - 43% Burnt

A Stoner's Wish

ある日大天使はダブリンの男のギターを聴いた
余りにうるさくてその鼓膜を破った

天地を揺るがした
その轟音は異教徒の讃美歌

囁く声とエンジェルダストに惚れた

New Shit

Tangent 2

Too Much Not Enough

Nimbasa Core Cover

no forgiveness for the damned 
crouch and you die 
beings that have no soul 
soft, reattached limbs 
kneel and I beat you 
with this iron hand 
we go to our doom 
and it's the holy dagger 

your guts 
your guts 
your guts 
your guts 
your guts 
your guts, I'm hacking at them

Noise 7

Nu Gaze No. Phi

I remember

5 AM

Just a little something for everyone while ya'll wait for the Mixtape. Again this isn't the final version but it's mixed pretty well (despite me being an amateur at this). Final version will be on the mixtape.  

Theme of this song: I'm the best.........That's it.... 

Enjoy!

Top Ten (Prod. ZEROSAND1NES)

Backstory to this track:
For the past ongoing year I've had I guess what you can call extreme depression. Not to the point of suicide (although I've have had those dark types of thoughts before) but definitely to the point where I've felt like life has no meaning or purpose to it. Long story short, I become disillusioned with my Job as an ALT of English, with the societal and political structure of both the countries I call home (America & Japan) , and just the general fate of our planet as we spiral further and further into what feels like the abysses of Hell...

So in general I feel overwhelming frustration and sadness at the same time as I feel my role in trying to change and impact lives feels insignificant and in fact I've felt, through my current job, that I've done more harm than Job by just following orders from those looking down upon me. 

Add that with the fact that as a Black man coming from a working class background, my options are limited and just the slightest mistake can end up with me being dead, in prison....or both. Sometimes I wonder if that's just what my fate is to be honestly... 

Anyways....Here are the lyrics to the song:

Yo, most these days I just go wondering why/
Why the fuck I'm even bothering trying to live just to fucking die/
Cause everything I'm told's a fucking lie/
And all this pain I keep on holding close inside makes me wanna cry/
But "real niggas don't cry" is what I'm always told/
So I go on talking cold so the folks don't stock my phone/
Asking me "What's the matter?" Like they don't already know/
They can see that I'm shattered, my parts already thrown/
Into the Trash again, so if you ever ask again, I'm closing up/
Cause I'm just like an iron door, I don't open up/
To all those who been showing up, they seem concerned/
But with each new deed I've learned/
That's these peeps don't even hold a fuck/
And I hope to recover from this.../
But every time I'm trying to do the right thing I'm getting punished/
By the peeps who think they run this, so I don't wanna try/
To even be a wholesome guy when it seems that I encompass/
All the fears they have of Black men, they think I'll be attacking/
And I should get involved, cause this whole job don't bring the cash in/
And I don't see no action, from all those than been acting/
Up to be the leaders when they see us as a trash bin/
So I became a teacher to go reach the seeds with hope/
But the ones all claiming teachers just all see the kids as jokes/
If I was "IT", I'd make them float, cause they clowning with their fate/
But it seems I rocked the boat cause I be drowning in the lake/
I'm just surrounded by mistakes, that they playing off as facts/
In fact, I feel like this job was just a trap/
So they can use me as an act, a Mascot who can rap/
A recorder with a track or just a board man in the back/
That they're enforcing how to act/
It's like the whole time I've been existing/
Was just a ruse preparing me for prison/
And I guarantee they're wishing I was trapped right in the system/
They don't listen to my mission cause their blinded by their vision/
It feels like my soul was severed/
Cause with the close friends I have, I feel more alone than ever/
Ain't nobody change the weather, no X-Men for this storm/
From since when I was born I wanted to bring on out reform/
Into a world already gone, I'm turning Nihilistic/
By the minute, wishing I could end our life existence/
No fun that I can witness, I'm stuck in a life sentence/
Not one sighting of a love I can feel from I'm damned to misses/
So when I think back to all the times I've tried/
To find a love to be enough to reach into the sky/
I've just been wondering how I'd die, don't mean to heat the plot/
Go grab a dinner plate, it's just been Food 4 Thought/


Intro and Outro taken from "Economic update: Capitalism, Jobs & Depressed People"

Food 4 Thought (Prod. LethalNeedle)

A while back I purchased a cookin soul beat and decided to add something to it from my upcoming Mixtape.

The final version of this track will be different on the mixtape which is of the same title as this song "Past Tense" 

Feel Free to download this track. お楽しみね！

Past Tense Remix (Prod. Cookin Soul)

YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN YEN

YEN [EROK MULE]

Torn
Beyond repair
Fated to be lost
Torn

Can't go down that path
Wasn't meant to last 
Wasn't meant to last
Did we have to fall apart
For me to change
For me to change

Fall
I won't fall
I'll look ahead


Windheart debut single “won’t fall” is a powerful track about moving forward , reflection on ones mistakes and finding the strength to standup again no matter how down you may be. 
I hope you guys enjoy the new direction of my music / art. Windheart is a post black metal + emo shoegaze project that is the essence of my emotions and spirit. Thank you all for the continued support and this is only the beginning.

Won't Fall

 Music producer, engineer and musician from Sapporo, Japan, and hardline militant socialist noise Twink!
 
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