IM STILL SOMEWHERE IN THE NOWHERE
I’M SO SCARED PLEASE DON’T CARE 
DON’T HIT ME WITH THAT COLD STARE
NOTHIN EVER BEEN FAIR
WHO WHAT WHY WHEN WHERE
ENTROPY
EVERYTHING PROLLY GON CHANGE EVENTUALLY
SO IF IT’S MEANT TO BE 
U GON BET IT WAS RLY MEANT TO BE
THE CENTIPEDE COIL MY BODY TILL I CAN’T FUCKIN BREATH
I’M SUFFERING JUST KNOWIN THERE’S A CYCLE THAT I MIGHT REPEAT
OPEN ME
I USED TO HOPE SOMEBODY WOULD NOTICE ME
PLASTIC BAGS IN MASSES N I AIN’T GETTIN NO GROCERIES
THAT’S GROSS TO ME
OMG WHERE THE FUCK MY DOPAMINE
I NEED STRONGER POTENCY
EVERYTHING SO BROKEN G
WHY THE FUCK MY MAMA AIN’T TEACH ME 
A WAY TO COPE WITH THINGS
I DON’T FUCK WITH DRAMA I BARELY OPEN UP SOCIALLY
 DISSOCIATING HATING MYSELF I FOLD UP EMOTIONS B
I REMEMBER BACK IN THE DAY WHEN NOBODY SPOKE WITH ME 
NOW I’M HAVING TROUBLES FOCUSING LIKE EVEN FOCALLY 
ALWAYS SMOKIN I THINK THE DOCTOR BE DOUBLE DOSIN ME
ACID TABLETS ACTUALLY TOLD ME 2 CHASE THIS POETRY
AIN’T NO GODS WE KILLED EM BY CHOKIN EM WITH THESE ROSARIES
AIN’T NOBODY GROWIN BY HOLDIN ONTO UNSPOKEN  NEEDS 
DROP THEM BOMBS UPON EM N BLAME IT ON SUMONE OVERSEAS
PRAYIN ON SUM SWOLLEN KNEES
 nobody told me who im SUPPOSED TO BE
I’M JUST JONES FROM THE DOPETOWN BABY
THESE DAYS THE BURG LIKE FUCK U PAY ME
FRANKLY U DON’T KNOW NOTHIN A BOUT HURTIN
ALL YA FUCKAS  FAKE BLEED
 CAN SOMEBODY FLAY ME
I THOUGHT U MFS WOULD NEVER EVER BETRAY ME 
WHEN U IN THE GRAVE IMA PISSin ALL OVER DAISIES
WHY TF U HATE ME WHEN U AIN’T EVER CHANGE THINGS

I DON’T NEED THE DOLLAS U HONESTLY GOT THE WRONG GUY
I CAN’T SELL MY SOUL CUS THIS PROLLY WON’T BE A LONG LIFE
COCAINE IN MY BODY I THINK IT’S GON BE A LONG NIGHT 
YOU DON’T WANNA JUMP LIL HOMIE U CATCH A LONG KNIFE
STABBED INSIDE THE TORSO GET FUCKED UP JUST LIKE A PORNO 
MAN INSIDE MY MOUTH MY LIFE RLY DOROHEDORO
25  ALIVE AND AIN’T NONE OF MY DAYS IS NORMAL  
I DON’T GOT THE TIME TO REWIND OR MOVE IN A CIRCLE
YOU AIN’T PLANT THEM SEEDS LIL HOMIE U BE INFERTILE
HIT YOU WITH THESE HANDS LEAVE U TALKIN WITH ONLY GURGLES 
MAYBE NOW THE SHIT U SAY WON’T BE FUCKIN HURTFUL 
U JUST END UP SMOKED U GET ROASTED JUST LIKE THIS HERBAL
DESENSITIZED AND VIOLENT FROM CONTENT U WAS EXPOSED TO
CONSUMERS ON THE HUNT WANT NOTHIN BUT TO GO EXPOSE U
THEY ONLY THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT EVER BEEN KNOWN TO HOLD TRUE
ARE PROFITS PUSSY POWER CONTROL EVERYTHING  U KNOW DOOD
I THINK I KNOW U
FROM SOMEWHERE
IN THE NOWHERE

SOMEONE IN THE NOWHERE [PROD.LILPRISON13[]]]]

I don't condone what Kirby did but I enjoy his music.

evil twin

CASTILLO! (feat. KID KAMI) (Prod. Buckx2)

felt like making it, so here u go.
stream sateotw for me.

JOHNNASCUS - BLuE (TMBK House Remix)

i want to formally thank everyone whos supported me this year. i really couldn't have made it this far without you guys and i love you all so dearly. i really do hope you enjoy this song and have a great time celebrating whatever holiday u like
see you guys in 2023
lyrics:
Oh love, It's foggy
I don't know what's beyond the mist
But love, it's all me
Not your burden to bare, need my fix
Dread upon me, I can't find who I am
I missed, so lay it on me
Keep me warm in the storm only I see
You couldn't comprehend what's inside my mind
A little peace of self is so hard to find
I know you think I'm a joke but I cannot stand it
Knife up against my pale throat, I can't understand it

I don't know
Keep asking me, I don't know
I don't know
Keep asking me, I don't know
I know it's hard to accept, but one day you'll get it
My life's in shards, but I'll fake until I make it
Oh love, It's foggy
I don't know what's beyond the mist
But love, it's all me
Not your burden to bare, need my fix
Dread upon me
I can't find who I am
Is it you or myself I can't stand?

mind fog

SPOTIFY

late at nite on some background vocals


I can't think without you
I can't live without me
I can only live internally
vicariously

Im glad that you could know me
I wish that i could show me
Feel like you hit into me 
wish u could fall into me
Yuh

Autumn

Help (pink guy cover)

PROD. CONTORTION
Everybody give a big ''thank you'' to betel for making the beat and the art but also for putting up with my shit for so long
 I'm mentally deranged don't read too much into the lyrics :P

like sandy hook do it all without a precedent
nuke wall street, kill them all inside they residence
ain't no recollection when I relocate your vessels and
maniac era aint no mothafucka safe from him

LIKE THAT!
FIGHT BACK NIGGA FIGHT BACK
SAY NOBODY KNOWS YOU
IMMA PUT YOU ON THE MAP
YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW ME
WHEN IM GETTING TO MY BAG
BEAT YOU TO A PULP
LEFT JAB 
LESS CHAT AAHHHHHHH!!!
SOON ENOUGH YOU'LL BE TALKING ''LIKE THAT''
BBRRP LOAD IT UP CAUSE YOU AINT READY FOR WHAT'S
ABOUT TO COME BUT I AINT GOTTA TELL YOU THAT
BOAST CAUSE MOST WONT LIKE TO SEE ME LIKE THAT

i like killing innocents
because im such a piece of shit
i externalize my depression and i take it out on you
imma play the perfect victim -
never take accountability all my life because thats scary to do
i symphatize with monsters because i relate to them
and my pain is too blinding to see im a monster too
i have lost my sanity, ability to feel sympathy 
empathetically please run when i tell u to

flawed human
spiteful
clasp on the rifle
secluded
alone
hermit
but never tribal

going over the treshold
you could say you're done for 
say your last prayer
fore' you end up in the cupboard

she puts the lotion in the basket
lotion on its skin
put the lotion on it or it gets the hose again

she puts the lotion in the basket
lotion on its skin
put the lotion on it or it gets the hose again



but the chem' trails makes it harder to breathe
i fear that winter is coming and there aint nothing to eat
when you dont know your enemy there is nothing to beat
and when your life is laid out there aint nothing to live
like death means nothing take the value from grief
put respect in its place and bring that value to we
if theres no fight in us then there is no fight to be
and if i got to i will kill everyone just for you to believe

BE FREE

MANIAC ERA

deadman wonderland |prod. Biome

RIP 💛💛
PLEASE LISTEN TO THE ORIGINAL SONG
https://soundcloud.com/fuckamatayan/when-you-have-it-you-dont-want-it-anymore


[CHORUS BOTH]
cant run from where we are now
cant run from where we are now
my babe likes to make things up
my babe likes to make things up

[VERSE SWAG]
was hopin' you'd love me back
daydreamin' laid on my back
you started wantin' me back
when i started growin a stack
and i am never gonna take you back
the way you speak shows that it wont last
gave you flowers, met your dad
started drinkin emptied my flask

you never loved me and i know it
it was a phase, and you've outgrown it
i keep thinking but i know its
never gonna be the same 
layin in the grass my eyes burn from the sun

[BRIDGE CRAIG]
and i don’t want i,
thinking fast up in the sun I missed a high
and i don’t want i,
feeling down at the dead of midnight

OOO OOO
OOO OOO
and i don’t want i,
thinking fast up in the sun I missed a high
and i don’t want i,
feeling down at the dead of midnight

[VERSE CRAIG]
Everyday, I thinking to muself i need another
And my hand is like a fist and I am needing smothered
Need a bomb inside the mouth that I met that summer
But I catching up past nine that I wont meet another
How do I know that you won't the same
Same thing that got him running away
Now you got inside of his head
Now I am plagued by all ur mistakes

I don't know why I broke that
I just tryna find where you're at
'fore I falling on my face, nose first, flat
'fore I scratching at the walls, tryna climb that
'fore I grasping at the feeling that I can't think quicker
'fore I grasping at the feeling that I can't get sicker
'fore I grasping at the feeling that no one's considered
'fore I grasping at the feeling that im turning bitter 

[CHORUS BOTH]
cant run from where we are now
cant run from where we are now
my babe likes to make things up
my babe likes to make things up
cant run from where we are now
cant run from where we are now
my babe likes to make things up
my babe likes to make things up

when you have it you don't want it anymore *COVER/REMIX* (w/SwagDisease)

LYRICS:

[PAPA SPYRO]
There's days
There's days
That I wish that you could
See ways
See ways
Breakin hearts you wanna
See veins
See veins
I don't think I wanna
Part ways
But some day
just be ways

[YEEHAWSILLY!]
wip










ART BY: YEEHAWSILLY! COLOURED BY PAPA SPYRO

VOCALS: PAPA SPYRO & YEEHAWSILLY!

MIXING: PAPA SPYRO (SHOUTOUT ANIMAL CONTROL FOR HELPING)

I NEED A BREAK!

mind fog

contortion

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