Exude your love, just for fun
Just when I'm running out of blood
You give me hope, then let me go
So don't hold me up, just, let me choke
So what if I can't breath, or stand tall on my feet
I guess your words really got to me
I'd find your face, and let you know
But lately I've been busy, dangling from a rope


And I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep at all, goodnight
(So beautiful, yet out of sight, so full of light, it's been awhile, still I 
can't smile)
Yeah, I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep at all, goodbye
(You left this town, without a sound, you let me down, tell me how I'm amazing now)


Please read the note that I wrote
With all these detrimental quotes
I've got a pen but I can't get, the right words, flowing out of it
Just give me time to apologize, for all the times I loved and lied
An empty promise that I, would always be fine 
Cause now I feel like I'll explode, if I don't ever let you know 
The fact that I can't breath, or bring myself to even sing
Your lack of words really got to me
I'd find your God, and let Him know 
But lately I've been busy, dizzy, driving home


And I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep at all, goodnight
(So beautiful, yet out of sight, so full of light, it's been awhile, still I 
can't smile)
Yeah, I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep at all, goodbye
(You left this town, without a sound, you let me down, tell me how I'm amazing now)


(And I...)
Once had a dream I had some friends
And they'd help me through all this 
But then I woke to realize
Everything I had wasn't mine
(So what if I...)
And even though they're talking shit
I bite my tongue and I didn't
Just get me high, to feel alive
Until the morning when I die
(And I...)
Yeah I don't know why I would speak
When words are best behind my teeth
White lies that you will never see
My lips lay loose and out of key
(So what if I...)
Still need you in my line of sight 
Clearly you're only in my mind 
So I take guns to both my eyes
And pray to God that I go blind
(I'm blind, I'm blind... so what if I...)


Cause I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep with you tonight
(So beautiful, yet out of sight, so full of light, it's been awhile, still I 
can't smile)
Yeah I'd sleep it off, if I could sleep with you tonight
(You left this town, without a sound, I wrote it down, tell me how charming am I now)


(Just drop it)
And I still hope, you make it home
I'm just terrified, to let you know
(Aaron stop it)

Goodnight Goodbye

I still visit your grave 
In my darker daze 
But my friends, they don't see just how static, my thoughts can be 
Or how much I miss your arms of steel, as I write lines 

It's so messed up, I know, but it makes me feel alive 
And honestly it's all that I can find 
To keep these dreams of you from creeping in my mind 
But I have just been buried too far down to ever find my way back 
I'm already buried too far down to ever find me way back out, yeah! 

Well I gave you the rest of me 
And you just floated through the sky 
Now what am I suppose to do 
With fire burning out my eyes 
Just say "if you believe in God He'll find a place for you to die" 
And I would live without you love 
If you could live with all these lines 
So I've been dying to find what's real 
And her arms are bone, not steel 
Hey Beautiful, turn up that static on your radio 
You said you'd hear me, but you don't 

It's so messed up, I know, but it makes me feel alive 
And honestly it's all that I can find 
To keep these dreams of you from creeping in my mind 
But I have just been buried too far down to ever find my way back 
I'm already buried too far down to ever find me way back out, yeah! 
(Hey Beautiful, turn up that static on your radio 
You said you'd hear me, but you don't) 

Static... (I miss you) 
Static... I miss your, arms of steel, as I write lines 
I'm only dying to find what's real 
And help my rusty arms to heal 
Hey Beautiful turn up that static on your radio 
You said you'd hear me but you don't 
(Static on your radio) 

It's so messed up, I know, but it makes me feel alive 
And honestly it's all that I can find 
To keep these dreams of you from creeping in my mind 
But I have just been buried too far down to ever find my way back 
I'm already buried too far down to ever find me way back out, yeah! 
(Hey Beautiful, turn up that static on your radio 
You said you'd hear me, but you don't) 

(Hey, you make me) 
Fade, you make me fade 
(You make me)

Static Radio

I've spent more than just a few lonely days
Just tying to find the words to say
Like they would change a thing 
And suddenly you'd see me in the way
I see your pretty face
A beautiful escape 

From all these weeks that leave me left, feeling weak
And tangled in my own defeat 
I heard it straight from a Clydesdale with perfect teeth 
(She says that I could "never sing")
It's time I pick myself up, and off this broken knee
And if I did, would you marry me?

Can we just blame it on my OCD, and lack of sleep 
That's got me thinking of you more and more, obsessively 
I've tried to sanitize my mind, prescription pills mix blood red wine 
But this disease I've got in me, won't let me stop to breathe 

You're still all I see
With broken smiles 
And perfect teeth 
You're all I see

So where the hell have you been all my life 
Or the years I'll spend wishing that I could only die
Outside your lullabies I'll tell you how "I'm fine"
Just like you said I will "one day be alright"

But I can't see, see a light 

My arms stay open 
Although my voice, it may be broken
(I'm locked, your loaded)
I'm stilling singing, oh, to only you
Outside of your crowded room
...Repeat after me, "I do"...

But hey, you helped me breathe 
And found the strength that I always needed to be ok
Take my hand, we'll float away 
We're leaving with more than just memories 
Like our lives were just a tiny offering 
Somehow I thought that God was watching over me
Somehow I just can't stop

When all I feel is the dirt on my hands
I'll wash them until they bleed and they crack
Until I don't feel the small of your back
Through rubber gloves, I'm Mr. Clean and I can't be touched
(It's a trap)

Hahaha, people.....

OCD And Perfect Teeth

I left my phone taped to the fridge 
With a note that read "you can find me at the bridge"
But I couldn't find it without gps
(So sick of Siri says)
I bet, I guess, that bitch, she burned it down again 
Now, I'll admit it's probably for the best 
Cause I would have driven my car right off of it
Lost, I thought of all your empty promises 
And how I could never leave him wondering why his dad is dead 

My son could you forgive me, it's a long story
But I'm not going anywhere

I'm sorry I had to sell our home
And everything we own's in boxes 
Beneath this tiny room, I'm happy to share with you
One day I'll pull myself back together
And give you things that you deserve
I know that I've been coming up short, with every cent
But every second you spent looking up to me 

My son could you forgive me, it's a long story
But I'm not going anywhere, anytime soon
So when this cruel world weights you down
I'll be the one who never lets you drown 
And even when the water's way above my head
I'm not giving up on you, I'll swim 

Well don't you know that home is where you make it, son
I guess I got myself confused 
When all I needed was you 
I feel the water rushing in, hope I can get myself to stop
Oh stop sinking
I'll hold my breath and swim 
I'll hold my breath and swim 

My son could you forgive me, it's a long story
But I'm not going anywhere, anytime soon 
So when this cruel world weights you down
I'll be the one who never lets you drown 
And even though the water's way above my head
I'm not giving up on you, I'll swim 

(They says there's tons of fish in the sea, but I've been dragging lakes, that's why I haven't found em'
I've been trying to find a reason to breathe, but you were always standing under always standing under me)

Son Of AB

You were starting straight to the back of the room 
And wondering why I'm smiling, but so were you 
Now with you sitting in your seat
I just pray to god, I won't hear you sing
It reminds me of that state of mind 
And all those words like knives 
I sang them straight to you
With a little help from auto tune 

You're just a figment of my imagination
You're just a stigmation, without the hesitation 
I saw it in your hollow sunken eyes
Emitting false rays of light 
Yeah, such a clever disguise 
Somehow I lost you in my mind

They say they're on the other end
Of this phone, all I have to do is say when
Yeah and maybe pretend 
I don't write songs about their best
I'm so over all of this 
Just keep telling yourself that load of shit
It doesn't have to end like this
I'm still dreaming, softly singing in my sleep

You're just a figment of my imagination
You're just a stigmation, without the hesitation 
I saw it in your hollow sunken eyes
Emitting false rays of light 
Yeah, such a clever disguise 
Somehow I lost you in my mind

(The worst monsters are the kind that live inside your head
Not the balls of lint under my twin sized bed
I'm dizzy driving in a broke down car
I tried to find you, but I just don't know where you are 
I don't know where you are)

Believe me, I know it was all in my head 
And you never did exist 
I guess that I'm just full of shit
But I'll loose every fake friend I have over it 
Cause it was all in my head 
And I'll loose every fucking fake friend over it

You're just a figment of my imagination
You're just a stigmation, without the hesitation 
I saw it in your hollow sunken eyes
Emitting false rays of light 
Yeah, such a clever disguise 
Somehow I lost you in my mind
(I thought I'd say, go away
I lost my head, I lost myself)

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