the other half dropping next week due to computer issues. my shit is totally fucked.
it'll be on soundcloud until i drop the other half then it'll be everywhere else.

cringe, i know.

enjoy love u

wasteland part 1 (read bio)

dive in

outro

never loved

always on my own

do 2 much

snowstorm

auf wiedersehen

wasteland

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g25vJRriAks

 [prod. cjd]
prod cjd 

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
She ask why i do it say i had to yeah
Baby you cant get another chance ooh yeah
You will never get me again ooh yeah

Hit me on my phone but i wont pick up
I dont love these hoes and i wont switch up
Half moon clips shoot the whole bitch up
44 mag keep the whole bitch tucked

When i was young
Everybody left me in the cold 
Everybody left me all alone
Mama told me get it on your own

in my own lane and you cant say shit
Working all day no half day shit
Waiting all my life dont have patience 
Going all the way no half way shit

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
She ask why i do it say i had to yeah
Baby you cant get another chance ooh yeah
You will never get me again ooh yeah

Hit me on my phone but i wont pick up
I dont love these hoes and i wont switch up
Half moon clips shoot the whole bitch up
44 mag keep the whole bitch tucked

You’re never there
I don’t care
Baby i do what the fuck i want now
Started blowing up bitch im up now
She ride me like emotions thass up down

I’m never there
No one cares
Baby i think i should fucking jump down
People screaming at me i cant hear a sound
Now they at my shows king without a crown

Everybody hate me cuz im me
But who the fuck else imma be?
And if she leave me then she geekin
I aint even care cuz this my season

in my own lane and you cant say shit
Working all day no half day shit
Waiting all my life dont have patience 
Going all the way no half way shit

You say you’re fucking sad well im sad too yeah
She ask why i do it say i had to yeah
Baby you cant get another chance ooh yeah
You will never get me again ooh yeah

Hit me on my phone but i wont pick up
I dont love these hoes and i wont switch up
Half moon clips shoot the whole bitch up
44 mag keep the whole bitch tucked  
x2

dead in december

[prod. Dee B] 

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

Used to be a nerd used to be a fucking lame
Used to get bullied for my weird last name

Now im making racks put them all in the bank
Now im taking hoes from they mans like a game

Now they wanna talk said the past’s a mistake
Now they want my time “how much for a day”

I dont wanna talk so i dash do the race
Feeling like tay cuz im bout to catch a case

Its just another pop song
Call me taylor swift
Munchin on a poptart
Fuckin on your bitch

Everybody hates me
So i flipped a switch
Now im in the mainstream
Now they give a shit

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

Polo sport my shirt
20 dollar jeans

You flexing that designer but it dont look clean
You acting like you hard but you cry when they mean
Say you got no friends then say you ball with the team

Ignore me til im up
Try your fucking luck
Imma blow up while i show you that you suck

My whole school hate me but i dont give a fuck
Im getting all this butt while im getting all these bucks

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

drink-182

prod dee b

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
 Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me to myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

Get cold wrist froze like i told you
Get bands all alone like im sposed to
Dont come to my funeral i dont know you
Im next no flex cuz i chose to

Dont have nobody to get close to
Dont have nobody i got no crew
They tell me ill come up i got no clue
Im dying inside but that old news

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me by myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

black heart

prod @gosuto [prod. gosuto] rip gosuto

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

All black fit you cant see me with the lights out 
All these fights i just really wanna lie down
All that hate but they started being nice now
All your love but i feel it start to wind down

Do you hate me 
Do you love me
Askin whats wrong
I said nothing

All these people wanna peace of me
No peace no sleep cant breathe 

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

Got it from my mo-o-om
Wish she wasn’t go-o-one
New style what i go-o-ot
I think im the o-o-one

yuuh
I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

all black fit

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

[prod. jakkyboi]

the whats new scooby doo x drake vine that i saw two years ago was stuck in my head so u know i had to do it to em
dont sue me please i have like 6 dollars

these gir1s

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

lonewolf

i don't know

You.Won't.Do.Shit

gone

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

[Prod. Skress]

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)

[Verse 1]
Don't know where I'm going, rot in my core
Your hate means nothing I hate myself more
What is this for, I can't take you to the top
Cause you were not with me when I slept on the floor

[Chorus]
So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

[Bridge]
You're right 
I lied
I know that I can't erase my sins
Im fine, inside, so why can't I seem to let you in
Why can't I seem to let you in
Never really loved the man I be
Never really kept my word but i'll run away
Things caged and kept from you

So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)
x2

Swan Dive

Cat Scratch

get lost

sasha killed himself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXKsn1cHmLU

гули // ghouls [prod. DC 1-30] (video in bio)

[produced by yago beats]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

lyrics: 

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

When i was a kid i was broke
Never had hope
Thinking of sink, never float

Thinking how thick of a rope i would need to keep my feet from touching the floor 

Bitch now i know
River card made me a boat
Done without selling a soul
you love me more than I know
And i love you more than i show 
Heart made of gold

Wait 

nanana x2
ooh

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

everything hurts when she love me its the worst
when she love me its the worst 
x2

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

medicine

[produced by nomu & vvspipes]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

beaten down geranium molle

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

[produced by nicasso beats]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

black sheep

soldier freestyle

ominous

don't nobody get me

never met freestyle

in my room freestyle

[prod. thislandis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDQJiyUrtRU

everybody hates me

running from my problems
see them always chasing 
sorry that i fucked up 
never not anxious

everybody hates me
i cant really blame them
thoughts of what it all means,
dont know how to say them

cinderella x8

when they see me on TV i fuckin know they hate it
how i came up from the bottom to be celebrated
getting recognized in public getting elevated
but inside i feel low like i aint gonna make it

i be takin mad shit
i dont wanna panic
i be getting so high 
on another planet

wish that i was thom yorke 
wish i had a talent
wish i wasnt useless
wish i wasnt Alex

cinderella x8

(at the same time)
i was on my own, never getting nothing from you
baby that sorrow, you would never know, never know

mirror says im sorry
broke soul broke body

nu davai pognali 

im not even in this room

convolk

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