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fucking mad

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Never Land

All Of My Role Models

cursed w/nosark

rain that’s parallel to home,
a wretched mountain soothes my bones
as if i wish you the best 
i know i chose 
a pretty lie wrapped in suicide left alone,

what is left inside
of innocence wrapped in this theft?
i want to keep on breaking for now,
so they know,
a single lie breaks a breath and i carry on to carve my chest,
so i won’t forget to let it go,

how can i find these answers 
for tears that i can’t gather?
they wash away my purity
why should i try to find this closure
to a sunken lullaby
i can’t seem to understand - as each day filled me with loneliness
i still hear your faint voice inside -
whisper at least a ‘goodbye’,

what is left inside
of innocence wrapped in this theft?
i want to keep on breaking for now,
so they know,
a single lie breaks a breath and i carry on to carve my chest,
so i won’t forget to let it go,

when will i stop being here
in this midday dream of sorrow
holding onto a someone else,
curse me so i won’t forget
that my love for you was endless
but now i’m soaking wet with guilt,

it was always just a dream,
now you’re surrounded by a bad memory,

what is left inside
of innocence wrapped in this theft?
i want to keep on breaking for now,
so they know,
a single lie breaks a breath and i carry on to carve my chest,
so i won’t forget to let it go,
so i won’t forget to let it go.

count each breath (p. kmkz)

we jus dancin fr
how'd we get on da moon doe??
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Prod by DiLo + Cardiigan
Mix & Mastered by DiLo + Ty Lorenzo

DANCING IN THE MOON w/ Cardiigan

RUN AWAY

amber

yesterday demo

prod. drmabeats

lyrics:
i know you're tired of things we were lackin
and i've been trying to find my way back in
feels like we’ve always been stuck in the past tense
i know it's never my fault when it happens
i know you're trying to get my reaction
and now i live in a house that's falling down
cause you're not around

i live alone in a glass house
and baby the walls are thin
no matter where i go
or where i've been
the ugly truth has been unspoken
(you never wanna say)

so let's just raise a glass
looks like my faith was trash
cause hopes abandoned
(abandon all hope)

now i fully paint the picture
teardrops falling in my liquor
i drank it anyway
(i'm ashamed)

know i wasnt wanted
i think i was needed
was never okay
with the way i was treated

and now you're far away
you left my pain
i might not see tomorrow

might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
might not see tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow

it's like you're stuck in the way
i lived and learned i wanna leave you
i'll hide all my pain
not what you thought i was
cause i can't be there to save you
no i have to save myself
i've been living too dangerous
time to leave you behind

because i'm done with the lies
i've broken free from chains that held me
i woke up this time
the insecurity
help me
i wanna be there
put your face in the dirt
knocked unconscious im screaming
guess that i'll never learn

tried to go back to you
but you didn't wanna see me
cause i always lose my cool
and say things i don't mean
but deep down
i need you to believe me
stuck with all these feelings
and now i wanna
die die die

and now i wanna
die die die

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glass house (drmabeats)

lyrics

Didn’t ask for you to spill your guts
I just wanted to disclose a little something
And I know you never really gave a fuck
Push me over like I’m nothing
Oh I tried with you
When I had 20/20 vision could’ve never seen this coming from you
You’re just sentimental value I’ll dismiss you without thinking it through
Oh I tried with you

Oh I tried-

I wish you
Would give me something to hold on to
I just want to
To mean something, something to you

Ain’t no peace of mind
In letting go
I’ll tell you one of mine
And let you bleed slow
Ain’t no peace of mind
In letting go
I’ll tell you one of mine
And let you bleed slow

Was it something that I said to you?
Couldn’t keep it if you wanted to

And it’s all I ever wanted
And it’s all I ever wanted
Ain’t no peace of mind
In letting go
I’ll tell you one of mine
And let you bleed slow
Really thought you’d be the one I’d still be waiting for?
Shitty fake laughter
Think he’s just an actor

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