this is where it all ends

shooting spree- ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

waiting on this life to pass me by
without you here id rather die
im not having fun
but im not mad
i just fucked up all i could ever have

so ill write songs about how drinkings
the only thing that’ll stop me from thinking
how I need you, I need you bad
then i wouldnt be so fucking sad

i know im a loser, but could you still love me?
i know im an asshole i hope that you’ll still like me
i know im a faggot but please dont leave me baby
i know im a loser, but could you still love me 

i cant sleep
i cant eat
i lay awake with you next to me
got nothing to say 
nothing i wanna do 
nothing left for me to impress you

everyones the same
everythings a blur
i try to break out but i just get fucking hurt
i dont wanna live
i dont wanna work
just wanna be with you under the dirt

loser

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

A Gun in My Hand and Voices in My Head

I saw you 
And you saw me too
Won't you be what I want you to be?
A stupid bitch
Who chokes on dick
I wish that I didn't want you to be mine

Between the hollows of the wall I saw
There is no reason to adore you at all
And I wish that I didn't love you back
I wish that i wouldn't fold to
The feeling that I might hold you 
Yeah oh yeah
The feeling it is never over
So i get back to it

I saw you 
And you saw me too
Won't you be what I want you to be?
A stupid bitch
Who chokes on dick
I wish that I didn't want you to be mine

There is nothing about you
No nothing about you that makes you seem cool
You're a cum chugging loser
A serial accuser
I need you to be gone

I heard that you got a new boyfriend
Yeah oh yeah
I hope that fucking faggot beats you to death

And you say you're suicidal
But you've got no one else to blame but yourself
For never getting help
You're a stupid fucking bitch
You're a stupid ugly moterfucking bitch

Stupid Bitch

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I'm a schemer boy, I'm a dreamer boy
I love a girl that don't even fuckin' need a boy
Baby, I'm a beamer boy, need a beamer boy
I want a Z3, that's a two-seater, boy
I pull my cash-out, shorty pass out
Take her ass out, then I spaz out
Okay, yeah, I hit that, shorty, get back
I got death notes, where my list at?

I want it now, wanna sing
I don’t know anything
I don’t care, I don’t care
I don’t wanna cut my hair

Yeah, I'm in my zone now, I put my phone down
I'm on my own now, I'm on my own now
She wanna go down on a real one
I hit Olof like, "What's the deal, bro?"
See me doin' shows now, I'm a pro now
I got hoes now, I got some dough now
But they don't wanna hear that, they want that real shit
They want that drug talk, that I can't feel shit

Buy a gun, buy me weed
What else more could one man need?
I don’t judge, I don’t judge
Now my head is full of sludge

I'm never comin' home now, all alone now
Can't let my bros down, can't let my bros down
I feel like I'm a no one, that's what they told me
I'ma show ya, I was chosen, ayy

beamer boy x molly

LOOKER

“The Veil II: The Eternal One”

Ashes crown my throne.
I walk — not alone.
The serpent breathes my name.

Faith is dust.
Glass bleeds rust.
Baphomet calls — I have become.

The altar cracks.
The prayer decays.
Truth burns beneath the faith.

The serpent sleeps.
Its pulse is mine.
Silence feeds the divine.

No dawn, no flame.
Only bone and breath remain.
The wound — my throne, my gain.

this is where it all ends

xcgamer ♡

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