rather be by myself but every time i close my eyes im seeing u

my eighteen reason </3

im just another side character #Skin

oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

i can see thru ur glass face
the way the sun would glimmer on your eyes
you're the reflection of my skin
and i cant seem to let you go tonight
come on just show me all my flaws 
before i go away
i wont let you get the chance again
bring me down

show me things i havent seen before in life
show me what it means to be alive
i'll show you everything that ive had in mind

i only see myself

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastered by crayon

reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x5

@copics
i can't feel a thing
tell me why i know that you wont stay
i cant leave you 
you deceive me
my hands cant stop bleeding
my heads to the ceiling
your wounds don't show
if you're alone


reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x10

if you're alone

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

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coward

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

was it smt i said to u?
bae was it smt i said?
its my bday

was it smt i said? 17

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

youll never ever know

Too many shots

pony

bipolar

plz kys >_<

365 days and i still never forgot ur password - curseaugust

This one is acc rlly recent. I been experimenting with improving my singing and I rlly like this one. I was gonna drop it as a single but there's some small things that made me second guess it n it fits well into this project so i just decided to add it here instead.

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close your eyes w ankle

crayon

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