rather be by myself but every time i close my eyes im seeing u

Helloween with her

im just another side character #Skin

oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

sorry this is too much

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

AND SHE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i hope that one day 
it'll come around for me again
bet she told u something
like how i never let anyone in 
or maybe i go unmentioned
like how i think  its been for the past 9 months
have we all forgotten
did i never really mean that much

this time its all about u
your tired eyes tell me something new

it's all about you

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

https://open.spotify.com/album/1IEJpPn1mB809PhCI0AxLe?si=8liObuTQSJaofVEG18PMSw

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
@six-days-after-christmas

knocking at your door
you cant go
you cant go
i would tell you whats wrong with me 
if i knew better
im under the weather
i cant see you no more
is there something wrong
with telling you everything
you were my everything
i cant see you no more
you say "youre dead to me"
want him instead of me
is this all thats left for me 
i cant see you no more

i don’t wanna fall in love

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

fuck
i take it all back, do you really hate me that bad
and i wanna see you so mad
when i needed you, you were never around
i let you down
when i needed you, you were never around
i let you down
why'd you push me away
i can't forget your face
its engraved in my brain
what's your name i don't know it got erased

got erased from my head now
from the heart, i can't take it without you
i don't know if i should go
i don't know if i should go
don't go for me
don't lie to me
come blow this tree
stay mad at me
i take it all back
do you really hate me that bad
and i wanna see you so mad
so mad

crayon - erased ft anji

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon & anji
mastering by crayon

what would it take for you to put your trust in me
i've been thinking a lot
it makes it hard to breathe
what would it take for you to come back to me
the way you live in my mind
it makes it hard to sleep
don't make it harder for me
you swear that i'm all you need
i see you falling for me
and i can't stand when you speak
if you hate me then leave x3

i knew what you wanted from the start
go ahead and go
go ahead and go
was it something that happened the other night
if you hate me then leave
if you hate me then leave
you keep lying to me
its getting harder to breathe
there's too much blood on the leaves
if you hate me then leave

crayon - hate me w anji

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

close your eyes w ankle

crayon

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