⋆los♱ in a sta♱e of mind⋆

every time u leave 
girl i feel like an asshole 
i see ur smile 
and i cannot relax girl 
i love ur hair i love ur eyes 
but i dont think im alright 
i saw u walking down the hall 
and noone else was there but u 
it felt like a movie when i saw u walking through 

i told you i said i was okay 
i know that its your way or no way 
i still think bout past times that we had 
now ur gone i cant help but feel sad 
i told you i said i was okay 
come with me ill show u what i think
i need you now more than ever 
could you  please stay with me forever

but you made me feel so blue
i dont know what to do 
i still feel this burning pain inside my chest

i told you i said i was okay

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iY7d4stVd1h6fHNbfTU6h?si=jzL8Z0YvSf6jhy4NuwvdNw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7myT2l7GajUkFvrPw8RfB3

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
cant even get my own way
pretty worthless wouldnt u say
u asked me how i was today
i wasnt the slightest bit okay

wanna go to the movies like u said
but ur too busy partying with ur friends
say ur busy the whole weekend
will u ever talk to me again

i
cant
breathe
if ur not with
me
baby
im around ya

i cant believe u'd rather spend
more time with him than me baby
im so damn co-dependent
need u with me at all times

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
she takes my breath away 
and heals all of my pains 
dont want to see her gone 
i need her everyday 

but its hard to 
believe my own mind 
kept my guard down 
im on my own now

take my breath away w/ jacko

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

https://open.spotify.com/track/5deqRcXhpxot443g7emMy0?si=NydICEOaRk296K4txYVwGA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4rUhH7hSpj0Sk41NFYbvYi

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

cold winter nights
spent alone
used to sit by the fire on the phone
drinking hot cocoa
looking at our old photos
turning time into slowmo
where did it go wrong?

(where did i go wrong
dont wanna see u gone)

what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone

@revivle
i spent so much time on my own
i couldnt stop you from letting me go
so many promises that you went and broke
if i killed myself then how would you know ;p

im sorry for acting the way that i did
theres just something about u that makes me feel like a kid
im calling out for you i just wish you could see it
maybe u would if you stopped fucking leaving

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
what did i even do wrong?
was it what i wrote about u in my song
where did i even go wrong?
why wont u just tell me i dont wanna see u gone
x2

what did i do wrong? w/ revivle

i likethis part alot
original artist: @menthol100s 🕊️

if i could go to your party, i'd be there
too bad i wasn't invited, i guess you're scared
wish i could go to your party, i bet you look real nice
but you only talk to popular guys 
if i could go to your party, i'd be there
too bad i wasn't invited, i guess you're scared
wish i could go to your party, i bet you look real nice
but you only talk to popular guys

wifiskeleton - party (good part looped)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5rFqazROwCjEN83I91xFHW?si=72a9658bf5e54163

prod me ft @revivle ...again ^_^

@requiem-for-you
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something

@revivle
late night talks
i could talk to you for hours baby
you dont listen to me
break my heart and call me crazy
i know i cant play these games
talk to me like whys that so hard
i just wanna feel something
got a past that im not proud of

gave it all that i could
(blame it all on me)
i cant leave but i should 
(i cant seem to stop)

stop myself from texting you again
maybe we were better off as friends
wondering when the lyings gonna end
baby whachu....

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something
x2

heartless w/ revivle

pony

bipolar

produced by me

can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt 

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know youre sleeping

comfort song 4 u

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story
prod. casper’s pishogue

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance (casper)

beat by sickboi

honestly who would want to live long enough till your body starts giving up on you? you'd pass all your time on a bed till death arrive, that sounds so depressing to me

lyrics:

I don't wanna grow old
I just wanna die
Let's say I love you
Just one more time
I see your smile everynight in my dreams
I fear the worst keep pissing in my jeans
Take your left hand
and my right hand
Let's walk togheter in silence

i know youre sleeping

crayon

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