Bleeding Through My Ears

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

Nothing Ever Happens

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

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Eat More Chicken

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

@menthol100s
just an alt version of
https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/retard

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cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

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b4iphone

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lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

Panic

Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=Tqbk9Vj8BYV0jhg6

Cant take my mind off you
I think it's all I do
It's in the summer breeze
inside my empty room

take your time
to reply
before I kill myself

Don't think twice
I'm alright
Here sitting all alone

ooh baby, I know it's never ending those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

oooh baby, stuck inside the matrix
My voice is in the static 
that echos against the ceiling 

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

oooh baby-- I know it's never ending, those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

cause
oooh baby, your favorite connotation 
whenever we get wasted
and pray for our salvation

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

Summer

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@naerobi

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

i wont lie
like you do
cuz time from time
i miss you
your touch you smile
i’ve been through 
so much worse

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

@coldwntr

Why am i stressed without you
Always sad dont know how ill get through
What comes next? Im not sure what ill do
Wasting time, cant stop thinking of you

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going

i can't keep on going w/ coldwntr

Mike Krol on Audiotree Live

Fifteen Minutes (Audiotree Live Version)

You Make Me Feel (kinda zainy)

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back

Spaz Attack

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Feeling burnt out and feeling so bad
I try to do stuff but I give up so fast
I want to progress and I want success
But it's hard to do that when I'm always so stressed

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out

Feeling so numb and feeling so dead
I want to enjoy the things I like again
But I'm messed up and everything hurts
I'm starting to think things only get worse

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out now

Bleeding Through My Ears

Copperknight