regret u

“fear of heights" 🦉

Featuring: 4cf @dead4cf
Prod. Bond. + Stoney + Kari + Dez Forman
@prodbystoney1 @karimusicc @dezforman
Cover art: @suhzeyy (IG)

Lyrics:

verse 1:
my head fell right through my hands
i can't even catch myself when i stand up
should've saw the look in your face
i swear you saw a phantom in my room
i don't wanna haunt you
then i said that I'd be home soon but i-

Chorus:
fell over the edge right into my mind
always been afraid of heights
i see you in a flash of light
but i can't hear a sound
i don't wanna waste my life
see you when I close my eyes
i don't know if I'll be alright
i don't wanna hit the ground

Verse 2:
i don't know how to focus
i know I can't stop fallin
swan dive right into your emotions
why is everything i touch broken?
and i almost crashed on the bike ride home
just don't wanna spend my nights alone
i flew too far from home
i can't respond
no i can't respawn
where did you fall?
i don't know where you are

Verse 3 - 4cf:
i think i'm in over my head and i need oxygen
i’ll start it over with some confidence 
cut all my connections, avoid the argument 
came back with more than what i started with 
i treat misdirection as an option and i-
can’t trust the target
got paper planes set in chains and a locket 
i took my name, switched a lane now i’m wanted 
that fear of falling, i can’t change how i got it

Chorus.

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I hope you're staying strong
I hope you sing along to my songs still
Tell me that I'm in the wrong
I need my conscience
Wish you were still on my arm
I'm barely conscious
I'm running my way back home

Why is it getting dark
Think there's a hole in my heart
Feel like I've had enough
I'm sick of calling bluffs
Could never get enough
Still feelin outta touch
Still in your debt
Tryna' wash away the stains of lust

Wasted away all of my nine lives
Paces to greatness you cut those ties
Now the thoughts in my head are an enemy
Can't be placed in a bed or a reverie
Lost all the sauce now the bread's all dry
Rather be dead than you gut my hide again
What's really there anyway I guess

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

You push a little more
I'll walk away a little less
My jaw is on the floor from duress
It made decisions a mess
And now I can't ignore
My obsession has got a little flesh
Foot into the door
You won't leave me here
You gon' wait a sec

Write all my rhymes from a basic place
Feel like a spineless waste of space and time again
This plight you win
It's alright you said
You're already hundred miles away

Wasting away
Cause you're stuck in my brain
And I can't get you out
Feet on the ground
But my head in the clouds
Lost in the sauce so the breads all dry

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

Lost in the sauce so the bread's all dry

SOMEONE I COULD TRUST

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Caked up in a face full of makeup
Paystubs from the ache of my breakup
Body take to the town, now I'm wasted
Six feet under the ground I reawaken

Think I'm the talk of the town now that I made it
Lost my head underground and now I'm faded
Tell em' that I'm over and out, I feel elated
I Reawaken, I Reawaken
I been going up and then down I'm losing patience
Feel like I fumbled the crown, I'm getting latent
Funds coming out my account, I feel baited
I Reawaken, I Reawaken

I wish I didn't
Pop one more that's right over the limit
You got bored that's a stain under my linens
New concord I'm replaced
You could admit it, it's true
Call it how I see and then lose
Put yourself in my shoes
Think there's sand in the grooves
I'm tying my noose right out

Fate stops what a waste of time
It's all in my head sometimes
And it's all in the way
Guess I'll crawl through the cage
Until the paramedics carry me out

Think I'm the talk of the town now that I made it
Lost my head underground and now I'm faded
Tell em' that I'm over and out, I feel elated
I Reawaken, I Reawaken
I been going up and then down I'm losing patience
Feel like I fumbled the crown, I'm getting latent
Funds coming out my account, I feel baited
I Reawaken, I Reawaken

Face up when your bread gets down
They'll replace your noun
You lost that contract
Walk round in a brand new town
You could take my house
And you won't break contact
I'm stuck wearing hand me downs
Set fire to my mouth
I'm trapped on top your couch
I'm ripping away again

Call it how I see and then lose

Caked up in a face full of makeup
Paystubs from the ache of my breakup
Body take to the town, now I'm wasted
Six feet under the ground I reawaken
I Reawaken, I Reawaken
I been going up and then down I'm losing patience
Feel like I fumbled the crown, I'm getting latent
Funds coming out my account, I feel baited
I Reawaken

REAWAKEN

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Stars fallin' when will you call back
It's too hot to feel the way that you wanted
It won't even haunt you or weigh on your conscience
A fly on the wall
My impatience was honest

Wait I need a minute
Mistakes and my decisions are
Wasting away in a pint of Guinness
I don't know my limits and now I'm throwing a fit
Feel like my soul is ascending, feel I've atoned for my sins
But wait I need to finish
My space and no attendance is
Staked in your ways through my codependence
You make an incision and then you throw in your spit
I was a man on a mission till you revoked all my shit

Sick of being so dependent
Lost my head in faux admissions
That you never made again
Why you gotta make it tense
When I sullied the friendship
It wasn't intentional
Just need a hand to hold (Ugh)
Wait I really need a little bit
My feet won't grip the sand if I keep taking Ritalin
You say you was a fan but now you ain't even listening
I couldn't understand. I lost my head in dissonance
Wait I really need a little hit
You see it in the clouds
I couldn't even take it in
You've really done it now
I don't need a minute middleman
Running out my mouth
I'm walking into the sediment

Wait I need a minute
Mistakes and my decisions are
Wasting away in a pint of Guinness
I don't know my limits and now I'm throwing a fit
Feel like my soul is ascending, feel I've atoned for my sins
But wait I need to finish
My space and no attendance is
Staked in your ways through my codependence
You make an incision and then you throw in your spit
I was a man on a mission till you revoked all my shit

Stars fallin' when will you call back
It's too hot to feel the way that you wanted
It won't even haunt you or weigh on your conscience
A fly on the wall
My impatience was honest

CODEPENDENCE

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Cause you got me on the end of my rope
I just got to let you know
That I can't let you go away
Fore you walk out and you tear out all my hope
Seeing stars in the road
A string so long i couldn't see it was frayed

I guess now I'm just a boy with a gun
Wars already done
Guess I'll walk my way back home
Lost my head in a fountain of rum
You don't care that I'm spun
Anymore
Anymore

Lost love now his brain on the loose
Head to town put that boy in the news
Underground put together his tools
He freaking out with his head in the noose
He freaking out for attention
Who want the truth
All in attendance
I want to lie
Feel in my tendons
Bet you won't ever see my fuckin mention

Girl you got me on the end of my rope
I just got to let you know
That I can't let you go away
Fore you walk out and you tear out all my hope
Seeing stars in the road
A string so long I couldn't see it was frayed

Since you feel so far
Could you get to my house
I need to break that contract
It's just a shot in the dark
I'll lose my head in the clouds
At the first sign of contact (why why why why)

Guess I'll crawl through the cage till they carry me out
Paramedics and shit where the cars turning round
And it's all in my head
Cause I'd rather be dead
Than wake up alone
With thoughts in my phone again

Lost love now his brain on the loose
Head to town put that boy in the news
Underground put together his tools
He freaking out with his head in the noose
He freaking out for attention
Who want the truth
All in attendance
I want to lie
Feel in my tendons
Bet you won't ever see my fuckin mention

Girl you got me on the end of my rope
I just got to let you know
That I can't let you go away
Fore you walk out and you tear out all my hope
Seeing stars in the road
A string so long i couldn't see it was frayed

BATTLEFIELD

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Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

I'm gon pull the town away before I live within
My own mind, I cannot stay to settle in
Truth is that I've tried to take a lot of medicine
But I know that shit never works
I rub my hands through the dirt until I'm
Down Down Down to the bottom of the barrel
I don't wanna get up for work I feel so terrible
Lost out my element
Stuck in the sediment again
Maybe if I try I could really make a friendship

Put my pain out to dry
And I'ma get it right back tonight
You thought I really would lie
And I'ma get another text until I

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said  you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

Said I lost it, but you found it
Said you'd climb up a mountain
Till my head spin
Or it flow out like a fountain
Wear it like a talisman
Clipping through the ground
Think I'm flying like a mile a minute

SEDIMENT

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Oh my God
I'm so goddamn anxious all the time
I think I'm out my mind a little bit
Sun's up I've been pacing around all night

I feel out of line all the time
Think I whine a little too much
It's all in my head
Guess I'm fine
Don't need to get out of bed
It's alright (Right?)
It's okay to leave yourself in the wench

Okay, alright, okay
Already over you anyways
I'll fight till my heart is grey
And you don't even know what to say
(Umm?)
I'm feeling like my own enemy
I'm locked in the Hennessey again
Maybe if I figure it out
Then I can be my only

Friendship down, I lost a couple pounds
When my ends fell out without me
And I could feel ten feet tall
And not be all talk
But the silence is overwhelming
Maybe I could get it in my head
If you tek a little less
Your protection wasn't healthy
All the little demons
That you keep under your bed
Things you could've never said
Oh my god! I feel I'm melting

The Alligator is coming for me
So tell me what I gotta' do
To prove that you're not all bad
You got my heart on a leash
You're only gonna disagree
When I explain the concept
Too many times I'm left on seen
Now it seems a little hard to process
Now I contest, I won't tell you what you need
And if it isn't obvious, Nothin's been what it seems

Friendship down, I lost a couple pounds
When my ends fell out without me
And I could feel ten feet tall
And not be all talk
But the silence is overwhelming
Maybe I could get it in my head
If you tek a little less
Your protection wasn't healthy
All the little demons
That you keep under your bed
Things you could've never said
Oh my god! I feel I'm melting

ALLIGATOR (project mix)

Alligator -MXJIA ReMX

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

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