such a underrated song, you deserve more attention

induratize

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

guitars by @ease-up-kid
prod corefish


I don't think that I could be any better than the
Way they perceive me, ah
I don't believe it
4, 5 tether my own feet to the ground, I can't be seated
Fuck it, I'ma breathe this
I need some sequence
My head feeling over and out
I steal the pieces
Put it back together, the sound was just a pretense
4, 5 tether to ground, the stance anemic
Lost my head up over the clouds while I was geekin'

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

I think I lost my spot on the roster
Was I an imposter?
Don't know, but the cost made my pockets hurt
Play the slot, let the rot burn
I fiend in the sheets for success
Why can't I be the best? It's like

Spend another damn week
Learning something I'll freak out about
Oh my God, is it something I seek out?
Without any prompt, rhyme or reason
Playing my scene, stage right, I'll be leaving

Fucked up bad and never looked back
And I got things I regret but never wasn't that
And now my whole body's spent
And I couldn't attend
My own breath pitch the depths, breaking sober attempts, fuck

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And hope that my reaction would end

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
String brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

4, 5, TETHER

prod @dramatrial and corefish

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could saddle it all up and take it away
What's to say, you wouldn't give me all of that
Time and space, couldn't wait
Fuck it, here we go again
That's right, you and I are stuck approaching another end

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

I got a problem and it's all my fault
This feel of drama keeps me up all night long
The marijuana frees me from my slump
And maybe if I felt a little better, I could get up and eat
I sob it all into a sweater and then I sever the leash
And we could really get along if we just let off the peace
And if you really think I'm wrong, we could give it a week

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could make up the breakdown a little bit
Shake, rub, and ache out the feeling
Take in the great love revealing
Patience, son, been pain since the ceiling

Now I've got a fear of falling and I wanna let it go
Sick of huffing back a gaseous pack and sitting like a stone
And the trauma gave me honest responses to get it out of me
Circle all the drama and atrophy all the artery

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

KITE

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

prod. mucisian & heavnsnt

(Intro - heavnsnt)

Now I'm really afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - heavnsnt)

I had to fight for it all
There was one night I would fall
I had to push down the walls
To make the buzzing thoughts stop

I had to breathe thru it all
What was your name? Don't recall
I had to make through the call
to manifest the windfall

(Hook - heavnsnt)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

(Verse - heavnsnt)

afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - mucisian)
Man down, don't be coming 'round I'm exhausted
Hit me up with messages and then get no responses
If you just had a sense that was common, you'd find out
You're not the girl that I wanted

I don't think she understands me
And I don't think it's real it can't be
But I won't pay the cost this time
Don't tell anybody you're a friend of mine

(Outro - heavnsnt, mucisian)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

beehive (w/ mucisian)

I'm stuck in my headspace
Mind stuck in rotation
Blame the earthquake, can't shake it
My memory's fading
I spoke to a doctor, she said I ain't fine
Emergency sessions gon' keep me alive
I'm stuck in my headspace
Why am I forsaken

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

Running so long, adrenaline fades
Chasing dreams, I can't keep pace
I'm done chasing butterflies, we all got our fake lives
Through windows the pain lies to lead us astray
I miss me, I miss the rain
Rose tinted cellophane
Terrified down to the cells in my veins
I'm racing my mind, just to feel heard
It used to be debilitating, now it's just the worst
And either way I think of you, the bad days I reverse
I can't see you in a bad way
No, it just hurts

Eat me alive
Come drag me under
Your tears crystallise

So you can break my voice, make it hurt
So maybe we can take my words
And play all my mistakes in hertz
Just let me let you down

Blood rush, my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

I am adrift
Coasting on excess of my emptiness
But I got my decaf tea, a little 2CB
I'll break down some walls just to feel the debris
Chip my stone
I'll never know why I never gave us a chance to know us
Leave me, I need to breathe
Hoping you'll disagree

Let me learn to forget
I been feeling like death got the better end
(That was the time of my life)
Don't let me think this out loud
But it's alright
And I'm okay
I hate that I miss you, I do
Wish you died to me when I died for you

So I'm gon break my voice, make it hurt
And play all my mistakes in hertz
To save myself, please
Let me let you down

Blood rush in my head
I can't do this again
Find me in egress
I'll leave you for death

egress (death)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/felt-2

niztopia

out tonight !!! :D

FELT

FACE OFF

Producers 
Noah808/recycle bin/vinso/kellyk

give me butterflies (noah & recycle)

no xan no fans, all I want is u
no xan no fans, all I want is u
no xan no fans, all I want is u
no xan no fans, all I want is u


한 번 더 기회를 준다 해도 나 돌아가지 않을래
sick of lonely nights
don’t want to make some big mistakes
너와 있는 세계라면 너무나도 행복해
let’s not let go of each other
we will be together always

기억나 우리가 서로 함께한 시간
let me love u right,
I’m sorry for being bad
기억나지만 나 바뀌지 않을 거야
don’t need m my past,
I’m sorry for being bad


다시 안 볼 거야, 내 과거야 이제 잘 가
all that I was trying to fix
was me and my past as u see
이제 난 only u 다른 건 안 될거야
never knew that I will meet u
and live as lovers, for me

you’re my dream
you’re my mind
you’re my world and everything
말로 표현할 수 없어 난 과분히 행복해

want to be you
want to be me
want us to last till the end
함께하자 우리 영원히 네 옆에 있을게


한 번 더 기회를 준다 해도 나 돌아가지 않을래
sick of lonely nights
don’t want to make some big mistakes
너와 있는 세계라면 너무나도 행복해
let’s not let go of each other
we will be together always

기억나 우리가 서로 함께한 시간
let me love u right,
I’m sorry for being bad
기억나지만 나 바뀌지 않을 거야
don’t need m my past,
I’m sorry for being bad

FELT

corefish

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