KITE

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

run song fun song

prod me 
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Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

guitars by @alkylartist

prod @31sentinel and corefish



I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

I'm walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Living in a basement, I cannot escape this fate

I'll fight the cost
Let it off
Put it on my tab
I wasn't lost
I just thought
That it was my bad
Moving on
Holding up
And I'm running through the same bad
Fun, moving on
But I'm running through the same bad luck

Walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best, oh

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

VAGRANT

guitars by @ease-up-kid
prod corefish


I don't think that I could be any better than the
Way they perceive me, ah
I don't believe it
4, 5 tether my own feet to the ground, I can't be seated
Fuck it, I'ma breathe this
I need some sequence
My head feeling over and out
I steal the pieces
Put it back together, the sound was just a pretense
4, 5 tether to ground, the stance anemic
Lost my head up over the clouds while I was geekin'

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

I think I lost my spot on the roster
Was I an imposter?
Don't know, but the cost made my pockets hurt
Play the slot, let the rot burn
I fiend in the sheets for success
Why can't I be the best? It's like

Spend another damn week
Learning something I'll freak out about
Oh my God, is it something I seek out?
Without any prompt, rhyme or reason
Playing my scene, stage right, I'll be leaving

Fucked up bad and never looked back
And I got things I regret but never wasn't that
And now my whole body's spent
And I couldn't attend
My own breath pitch the depths, breaking sober attempts, fuck

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I let my soul curl down to the deep
Oh, how can I compete when that boy's better than me?
It's obvious the methods are ephemeral
Please pick up a lonely message
Just a friend to appease
I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
Tie a string, brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And hope that my reaction would end

I let my soul curl down to the deep
I lost all my friends 'cause they're better than me
So pick up a pen, write a stanza or three
Get big on the web and go back and retreat

I guess I fucked up bad
Then never looked back
And I got things I regret
But never wasn't that
String brew a spell
I'm under an attack
I hold a drink, wish you well
And sever my attraction to spend

4, 5, TETHER

prod @mxjia4123, @oldcollin, and corefish


I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

I couldn't pay the debt
Now that everybody around me fuckin' with deception
Hands down, everybody looking at my neck
Man down, baby, you gon' turn me to a wreck

@alkylartist

Victim
Oh, get it all out of your system
You said you killed them, but you missed one
Bloodstained carpet, do you feel some?
You're sick of me, I'm sick of the shit you pull
I'm not needing you
Did you get what you wanted?
I'll get just what I need
By the skin of my teeth

@me lol

I've been feeling like it's all for comfort
Fuck it, I'ma be the one to slay this monster
Everybody has a way to save themselves
But maybe I'm the one without a pain to help
So lately I've been feeling like I'm out of sequence
Right step forward, the left began to seethe
It's light start baiting my breath without a reason
Heart start pumping, I'll rest when I'm a free man

@thatcherblackwood

And I know that you don't wanna talk about it
So hard to change your mind
Sick of all the misuse
Lie and say I'll miss you
Folding to pieces, I guess
Baby, please don't make a sound
Maybe I won't turn it down
You know that I don't mess around
Gonna clip a couple routes

@oldcollin

And so you said that I was wrong again
But here we are and I can't pretend
That all this talking off and on again just hasn't gone straight to my head
If it's all just a ruse
Then what should I do to forget ya?
It's nothing new, I'm still trying to catch up
Know that I hurt you, but I never meant to
You said something was off, but I just couldn't sense

VICTIM

VICTIM (feat. alkyl, thatcherblackwood, old collin & MXJIA)

guitars dannyboyoo 
prod corefish

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet

And I didn't know that
Everything was fucked
Before we thought to face the ground
And now I'm
Tryna find the sun
But I can hardly settle down
Oh why am I staying up out of the sightline
Laying in wait from a far cry
Praying I'm late when the heart die
The heart die

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
I know my soul
But if I know myself I can't do the same
Fear of the toll and the blurry vision
I can't stay away
Lost in atonement, going overboard to fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet
It's easier, I know, but then the feeling of control slips away

Bitch, I might
I might talk
But my gut is spinning all night
You give likes
Give me something and it's all right
A new cartridge in my pen made me all right
Made me all right
Made me, made me

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

HEART

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

prod @dramatrial and corefish

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could saddle it all up and take it away
What's to say, you wouldn't give me all of that
Time and space, couldn't wait
Fuck it, here we go again
That's right, you and I are stuck approaching another end

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

I got a problem and it's all my fault
This feel of drama keeps me up all night long
The marijuana frees me from my slump
And maybe if I felt a little better, I could get up and eat
I sob it all into a sweater and then I sever the leash
And we could really get along if we just let off the peace
And if you really think I'm wrong, we could give it a week

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could make up the breakdown a little bit
Shake, rub, and ache out the feeling
Take in the great love revealing
Patience, son, been pain since the ceiling

Now I've got a fear of falling and I wanna let it go
Sick of huffing back a gaseous pack and sitting like a stone
And the trauma gave me honest responses to get it out of me
Circle all the drama and atrophy all the artery

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision