even through it all, im a husk of what i once was

this one’s for all my irls, sam, reuben, logan, lucius, ash, jack, osian and everyone who i hold close to my heart, online or offline, i love you all <3

i think going into 2025 id like to be a better person and improve on myself as this year ive been a total car wreck and im hoping i can do better with myself. however, this year has taught me so much with the world that i frankly don’t think i could’ve gone without. new friends, new and former lovers, arguments, consoling former relationships, everything has been a blast and if ive worried or treated you wrongly then im sorry. 

i think id also just like to be myself and seek as much help as i can, i have come close to suicide so much and a couple times i was either midway or just before it but i remembered who was there for me and what i spend my time attempting to do and ive stopped myself. i’ve cut myself an unbelievable amount of times and it’s still going on to a lesser extent over my own body and the issues i have faced. i’ve spent so much time hiding them because i don’t want people to worry or make fun of them however i think that it’s okay that i have these scars now. they show me who i used to be and that even though it’s tough at times, sometimes you just HAVE to keep going for yourself and the ones you love because otherwise you’re going to end up empty or you’ll be missed by people who loved you and held you close.

once again, to those ive wronged then im sorry and i hope we can reconcile. and thank you for taking your time reading my sad, pathetic little ramble :)

p.s spread love, spread peace, make sure to be yourself and most importantly, make sure you’re having fun <333

as our fates collided

in the back of the club youve been slipping my mind
even without you i think i got no time
off my head i been wandering about
and i dont know how much i can take of this
i aint been doing fine but u dont know
and i been keeping my lips shut n my guard down low

notes【=◈︿◈=】
probably one of my fav songs ive made! proud of prod and the mix of the song

shoutout 
th13teen for the bass preset 
serena/finch for mixing tips
yut for mixing n the title
pretty, depressed for mixing

back of the club

when you finish saving the world can i be the one to hold you?

zoloft

cold without your touch

cold bleeding emotions

whole life ahead of us (feat. yut!)

ike - footjob (corepost remix)

at it falls

the first rena x corepost collab is RELEASED.

prod by me and @cybrwitch

had fun making this, theres a different version that MAY see the light of day sometime but not anytime soon mrow enjoy :3

shame

7372846.SSSSS///palisades13

ooooooh let it go
i dont wanna leave this house anymore
ooooooh let it go
ohh


look at my hands
look at the sidelines
bleeding all over the floor
maybe when times right

listen to what my mom said maybe the shes right
maybe im losing my mind, losing my mind tonight

fuck around and thrash that
fuck around and pass that
put all funds on the crash kit
motherfuck all the ways that a cash fit
what youre hearing is a motherfuckin has been
closing out my mind like a facist
crashing out all the time like a bad kid
wake a demon, wake a motherfucking kracken
put a hole in its face leave it past tense

reality check

feat. @saturnnnnnnnn

lyrics 

i’ll respect your boundaries & your heart
but you’ll call me crazy and add more marks
it will never be the same as it once was

twist my arm and say your sorry cuz someone was watching
i’ll rot below your feet you never learned to keep your word

beyond the boundary

small lil album throwaway while i work on the ep that’s coming out soon, much love as always and thank you for listening

a cure for creation

a tie over song while waiting for the next project (out soon)

serenepost out soon, me and my twin serena worked incredibly hard on it so yall can enjoy it

alpha

made this today cuz i had nothing to do at all :(

serenepost soon we're working on it :p

unsent

i love my wife and i love my friends <3

#plinkohouse
#bandpractice

corepost

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