I wrote this song in an effort to establish self accountability. Though I may not always know of the consequences of my actions until afterwards... none the less I've made the decisions I've made, and subsequently created the reaction, the result, the consequence: all on my own, because I wanted to. I wanted to do whatever it was I wanted to, when I wanted to. It's all my fault. I don't want to be forgotten. Although I accept I've made my choices, I pray they are understood , and remembered: that I did this, because I wanted to. 

If Iwanted To

Something very important to me is my connection or relationship with my creator. I've struggled through many of life's typical challenges: self doubt, insecurity, denial and depression. Sober is loosely utilized term. Extending far beyond drunk or high. Drugs today are as identifiable as caffeine or alcohol. 
This song became an honest interpretation of my chosen release.  I would simply purchase a two dollar beverage, walk on the railroad and explore the struggle I had come to know as my own. But I knew I at least had this song..that I wrote down on the brown paper sack the merchant provided my release within. Thank you for that. One night at an open mic event, I jotted down a pitch on a napkin, and this was the result of the story. This song. 

Walk With Me

If this were my last stand.. would you give me a chance? 
I believe we all sacrifice more than we knew we would... when chasing our dreams. Thinking that somehow that because we chase our dreams and know to do this, that it will be supported and encouraged, most of all by our loved ones. Often in an utter disappointment, the lack of acceptance. However resulting in a self oriented acknowledgement of the effort and exhausting idealism of your dream come true.  
Live it for you, and sing the song for the blues. 

When Water Cried

We all deal with internal indecision. For some of us, it is more often than others. It is where I found my strength. Facing my own personal demons, Respect them, they are no less no more, apart of you than anything else that makes you, you. Learn from yourself every chance you can, That's just the way I am. 

Just The Way I Am

Sometimes things that are most beautiful to me are gone before I realize it. I believe you grow stronger not because you survive something but because you learn something. Wisdom is the new wealth and free is the new rich. I say wise up and be free, that's what this song is about to me. /contrast.

Rainbow Down

I wrote this song as I sang it. I felt like I have sang this before. Or at least lived it still... I want to grow, I don't want to be forgotten. But I have to move on. I understand life has it's own lessons for me, but I aspire to show it a thing or two while I'm here. 

Angry At The Seems

It's funny sometimes when you try so hard and never seem to make it, but by letting go you finally make it. 

Letting go

I fell in love. No matter what, and just because. 

Fall In Love

Timing is everything, and I've found I never have good timing in romance. Always connecting so beautifully so purely, never at the right time.  They say you fall in love fast and fall out of love, never. Or at least I say it.  The truth is we are who we are and I know you gotta go. 
IT hurts sometimes to know the truth, but no it doesn't, it's better than a lie, lies hurt. I love you on, now and then. goodbye, for now. as they say. 

Don't Go Far

In general there will be people that come into your life that you will never forget. It's likely they won't forget you either. 

Corey Wellman