2024

prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

JesseMelancholy - Yarramie

Prod By: drma, yunnygoldz, JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: lyrah

Lyrics👇🏼

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

We’ve been here before and we know how it goes
(So why do we try? Why do we try?)
Biting my tongue with a lump in my throat
(You’re telling me lies, you’re telling me lies)
So I got no choice but to step away
I wouldn’t have it any other way, no
‘Cause I’m sick of it, there’s no difference, if I’m not there

Near the house I was in when I was 14
When I was so blind to everything 
She wants me to stay, but I’ve got to leave
She wants me to be anyone but me
I’m sorry I can’t hold your weight anymore
I can’t keep on picking you up of the floor
There’s people I cannot believe I adored
They’re not coming back and I know that for sure so

Can you even see the blood that I bleed?
(Oh my god, just look what you did)
Breaking me down won’t give you what you need
(Oh my god, just look what you did)

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Yarramie

Lyrics: 

how do i know im alive
how do i trust in a lie
patience and virtues all cast aside
i still struggle to look into your eyes

im all alone this time
i know that i'll be fine
(oh im sure that i'll be fine)
ohhhh cause i've got scar tissue on my chest
and i've had wood chips in my neck 
so as long my heart still pumps blood
i'll have no fear for your god
stick me with the terminals
i was slavin to the circles
hunched over tossin blood straight out my esophagus

you can try to find me if you think that i'll be found
but i cant make that promise baby that i'll still be around
cause im stuck in this silence
you cant see my side, this 
might not last long but baby i promise im not hidin

i dont wanna be alone but i still wanna die now
hold me close so i can see your eyes when the light's out 
fate's not a fair life
shit still fades to the skyline
cause leads to effect on every path of our timeline
oh and i know that love fades now
but hearts aren't a playground
i need a little more than you just sayin it to my face now
and as i lay here and tell you how i feel
oh i pray to whats left that you've got love for me still

cause i can make a change for you
i could be what you want me to
but i need you to understand
i wouldn't be trapped in this state if there was something i could do

fate faith + fading

devil may cry prod. rubbish

w/ @probdead
prod @usercl6udy x @splashgvng

(vacant)
im stuck by myself like i usually am
what u did was unforgivable
i try to help and i grabbed your hand
i feel like im not good enough
even though i try my hardest
i gave you all that i could
dont get me started
was i not enough for you
oh i tried for you i did 
i did whatever i do
to keep that smile on your face

i guess im nothing
i try but atleast its something
now i isolate myself from it all
hear your knocks on the wall
like i dont wanna talk to you
i dont wanna talk to you at all

so how do i stop
falling for you
my love
i then fall into your arms
coz im alone

(probdead)
ima lay up on the ice
im not used to it at all
got my phone on dnd
im making sure you never call
omg like you never know that price is
i could take another xan i might ice this

(vacant)
im stuck by myself like i usually am
what u did was unforgivable
i try to help and i grabbed your hand
i feel like im not good enough
even though i try my hardest
i gave you all that i could
dont get me started

unforgivable (feat. probdead) (cl6udy)

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything  (Prod.Coil)

Bats

I don’t own any rights to this song, SoundCloud exclusive

ur a jerk, bitch! prod. cloudymorning

Iconic prod. reside

then, i saw myself

a collection of songs that you maybe will see yourself in

dedicated to rose and onlyfriend, two people that see in me what i can't always see myself

huge thank you to shizukesa for providing a beautiful verse on revisionist

thank you for listening

to grieve [prod eeryskies]

Kairi feat. Sifey2dope prod. 5kjordn

single

Got My Heart Racing prod.cloudymorning_

I Don't Wanna Talk feat. Tommy Bako + Hallobethyname + i6 prod. Shinju

I’m 1entity

lyrics:
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

walking down the street
got doc martens on my feet
haven't slept in weeks
when u look at me im weak
posted with the clique
bitch im sick
i can't catch a break
looking for a way
to make reality just fade away
at my fucking limit
theres not much that i can take today
i got blurry vision
and its better if u stay away
it wont be the same as before
i'll be just fine right here on my own

is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

i've been fooling myself from the start
told myself it's just a matter of time
couple hundred days of night
the fire's not yet to ignite

is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

stuck on u (rainn god)

PROUD TO SAY IM OFFICIALLY SOBER WASNT EASY BUT MAKING MUSIC HELPED AND I HOPE IT WILL HELP ANY OF YALL 2 LUV-SZTAX

devil may cry prod. rubbish

Corey Slabs

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