Atrophy

It's hard to say when it started, but somehow we both lost our trust,
and we felt so broken-hearted, watching it all start to combust, into dust
And you came to your conclusion, that it's too difficult to repair
but if you see past the confusion, girl, it was real love that we shared, and it's still there
We hurt so bad, we blamed each other, we tried out separate paths
And you seemed to move fast, you found another, while I'd long for you back
Because your my precious girl, I'd do anything to not lose you
We built such a sweet world, we both built our family, family
Our love was like a garden, that we carelessly left to drought
I hope some day you can pardon times when I failed to hear you out, hear you out
If I could show you now, to prove somehow that I've grown from my remiss
and if you gave me time, to walk the line I know we'd get through this
I was asleep for so long
Is it too late? have you really moved on?

I really failed to have gratitude
stuck in a negative attitude
sometimes I'd feel so worthless
Consequently we both felt alone
We lost some comfort in our very home
We forgot how to nurse it
Sometimes people just need help
Before we commit ourselves to someone else
Consider that it's worth it, it's still worth it

Your face makes up my dreams, in the little sleep I do get
I'm breaking at the seams, I'm afraid I'll lose my head, lose it

Oh boy well here I go again, I can't help myself 
don't you know how I am? try to pen it from within it
you said all our ugly sins have been revealed to all our friends
I've got to keep my shit together, bad weather, I'll get better
even some of our coworkers have a horse in the race 
and wanna place just who was wrong all along, who disgraced
maybe long to see me gone out the place where I came in
but it truly doesn't matter cause there were only two, 
that really knew what we went through, only me and only you, 
and I don't know what to do but to say how I feel
and be real with you love, this year's been surreal
I miss starting every day with you, watch our kid play with you
Thought that we'd pull through and I'd grow old and grey with you
that's not okay with you, tell me how to fix it
Can you tell me how to fix it? I'll do anything you need
On my knees, if it'd please we can get expertise
just tell me it's not over
just tell me it's not over
just tell me it's not over
just tell me it's not

Tell Me it's Not Over

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( prod. VOV )

https://youtu.be/jYwhIG9_KB4

swimming pool ( prod. VOV )

Those moments when we're not quite feeling like ourselves; when it's good to take a look at the world around us and remember our place among it.

Hanging Dreams On A Cherry Blossom Tree

Impartial

I thought it was a lifeless dream
I woke up feeling bad with all the pain I had
Took time to remember where I am and where I really want to go
The past will never be my only home

Gotta catch up to your lies
If I want to survive

Clairvoyant in nature
I’m an empath under pressure
Who falls short under disguise
Like dancing with my shoes untied
I never told you a single lie
But I’ll take credit for making you want to die

All this anger and helpless rage
I couldn’t bare to blame
I thought I had it made
The darkness that comes in waves was never a cause for a complaint

Gotta love the hell in me
It helps me to be free

Clairvoyant in nature
I’m an empath under pressure
Who falls short under disguise
Like dancing with my shoes untied
I never told you a single lie
But I’ll take credit for making you want to die

If I couldn’t have my way, I wanted you to pay
Never could trust anyone
You were a victim of mine
Never was the other way around

I couldn’t wrap my head around why you had left
Took a pistol and I fought every demon putting me down
Then I turned it the other way around

Lifeless Dream

From a deep desire to enact change in the institutions that govern and control our lives, to build a more equal and inclusive society, and to look for hope from those we love to endure these moments of change.

Atrophy

Cornelius Julius

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