Fondest Memories

ファナティ (ベアードアード × 柊キライ)

Vocals: Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 4)

Youtube version:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wn3EeyOOUZI

Lyrics:
What's this kingdom meant to be?
A paradise truly meant for me...?
Do I deserve this here throne?
I sit upon it all alone

Do you hear me?
Please don't leave me with my thoughts alone
I can't go another sleepless night
Please don't leave me with this crown of gold
I am not deserving of it, no it isn't mine

The battle's already won
Why do I feel my trial isn't done?
Not a triumph, but a truce
What good am I if this is how you lose?

Please don't leave me with my mind alone
This will be another sleepless night
Please don't leave me in this house of gold
It's a cold and lonely proof of a bleak compromise

Please don't leave me in the dark alone
I'm terrified of these dreams of mine
Please just take me away from this home
Let me splinter under my own crown made of pyrite

Fool's Gold

Vocals: Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 4)

Youtube Upload: (Not available for this version)
DL + VSQX + Instrumental: (Coming soon!)

Lyrics:
Open mind
Searching for a time
Not mine

Here
I can feel the end
Confined

Aching
But not knowing that
I don't know this memory
Yet it feels so close
To what I have seen

Lie down and feel the calm
I see
Do you hear the humming
That near?

Selfish desires to keep this all here to myself
And yet I want to share it with the world

I just want to stay in here
In a world of my own making
It's familiar but mistaken
Of this time I'm purely aching
For a break in time
But I'm not in confusion
There's a time that I'm alluding to
But what were I to do if
these memories came true?
Memories came true

No one here
Silence makes this so perfect
Beauty in the echoes' sounds I hear

Restless
I want to walk these halls until I can't stand
Just let me find a way to disappear

Oh I desperately need to leave here...

Now, with all I had left behind
Life had let its meaning unwind

Again, I'm at the limit
Blaming humankind for all the pain caused by
Leaving undefined

I just want to get away from here

I just want to stay in here

In a world of my own making
It's familiar but mistaken
Of this time I'm purely aching
For a break in time
But I'm not in confusion
There's a time that I'm alluding to
But what were I to do if
these memories came true?

But is it ever worth it
To forget the things I've earned and
Will I ever get over it
And leave earth here?
This is where I found my muses
I admit I am confused, yet
I'm not lost here
It's just so clear
Here's where I belong
(Here's where I belong)

In a world of my own making
It's familiar but mistaken
Of this time I'm purely aching
For a break in time
But I'm not in confusion
There's a time that I'm alluding to
But what were you to do
if I left all of you?

(I left all of you....)

Anemoia

Vocals: Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 4)


Youtube version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qnw2dkKz7-U

DL + VSQX + Instrumental: 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/153_XaOKgO7lTzVWoXiPmFN6aKuoB7ZaQ/view

Lyrics:
Rich violet
It’s her favorite color
So violent
I’m supposed to like it

Royal hue
She’s the evil leader
Soft disputes
I’m her blood red pursuit

Under her reign I can’t
Rest, I can’t have feelings
I’m her quiet servant
I must not show weakness

I must hide my revolt
She won’t let me heal
She won’t see it’s her fault
My battles aren't real

-- 

Golden glow
She says they're delusions
I don't know
Just how to be human

off-white cure
fix me so she won’t say
i’m unpure
there’s no hope without it

I must protect my land
She wants to take my throne
She offers me her hand
She says she's my home

I don’t want to be her
I’m her broken mirror
She turned out just perfect
I’m the stupid reject

--

Wretched purple,
Regal, hurtful
My head’s spinning
My mind won’t think
Is this normal?
I see purple
Such a sickly color,
Ain’t it

---

we are two of a kind
i ended her bloodline
won’t repeat this pattern
respect i have not earned

i’m not what she wanted
what if i could change that
take my mind and taint it
so she wouldn’t hate me


make it fix me

Take this purple
Run in circles
My head’s spinning
My mind won’t think
Is this normal?
I see purple
Such a hateful
Color, ain’t it

Purple (2021)

Vocals: Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 4)

Youtube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Df41S9M5EpY

Lyrics:
I cannot be saved, look what I've done now
Within my finale, you can't be found
The curtains have closed, the scene's at its end
What part of it can't I comprehend?

I tore out the pages of my old script
All the scenes I wrote need to be rewritten
Now that I'm aware of my true colors
I won't be able to ever play "her"

Rich violet, and fool's gold
No more words left untold
Now I take my final bow
I will not be found

Let my scenes fade to black
I will not be turning back
No more tears or red attacks
Let it all just fade to black

What if I could move into my own world?
Nothing like you've heard of, it seems absurd
I just want to leave all the pain behind
Taking with me my bleak compromise

I am always left without a defense
If you had just listened, I do make sense
If I used my voice, I would not be heard
Surely you see that I am not "her"

Off white cures can't be sure
The climax will not hurt
No more lies behind the scenes
Now I play as "Me"

Take the bow, don't look down
Look who I have become now
Breaking off my placid mask
I will not put up an act

Wretched purple, wretched gold
I could never fill that role
I can't be a perfect queen
Not what's left of me

See the credits roll on by
See how I've wasted my time
This will be my final act
Then my world will fade to black

Fade To Black

Interlude ("Daguerreologue")

og; https://youtu.be/pUOs7Cg0XkM
song by nyannyanya ; cover illustration by yokanko

シング＝ライカマジク / sing = like a magic【 nyanyannya / 初音ミク 】

idk what magically changed my brain chemistry but vocaloid is suddenly fun
i still dont know how to mix though . 

vsq / tune / mix - me
song - r-906
art - G子
voicebanks used - tianyi v4 jpn natural/sweet, miki v4, miku v3 vivid, fukase jpn, futaba minato (cevio ai)
base download - https://drive.google.com/file/d/11dIoQPEmVUF-YD_LAGJ-2IceR2ChTH5U/

Pip Puppet / Luo Tianyi V4 +UST

iyowa—actress

【鏡音リン】 孤独≒エゴイズム 【オリジナル】

this sound sure is an ear worm!!

Art, Mix, and Beta: me
Nu: https://twitter.com/notPink_Ri

Ust: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDJreEHw0EI

【βeta - Νν 】Mesmerizer 【UTAUカバー】

Project Sekai Ena Shinonome Charles Full Alt Cover

v4flower is great!

vsqx: idk ;A; sorry (edit: me)
https://net.vocaloid.com/products/show/384

v4flower -「Senbonzakura」- Cover

i made some lines for teto as if she had speaking lines in Project Diva F/X

Vocals: Kagamine Len (Vocaloid 4)

VSQx/VPR/Instrumental: Coming soon!


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LYRICS:

I had a nice dream
I can’t remember
I made up my mind
I don’t really care

Get out of bed
Take a deep breath
Stretch and take in
Face the new day

Today I choose to
Try something new
I look forward to
A new friend or two

Go on outside
Take a deep breath
Take it all in
Face the new day

I had a nightmare
I don’t really care
It’s not much worse than
The shit I face here

Get out of bed
Take a deep breath
Stretch and take in 
Face the new day

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Fade To Black

CROW

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