experimental 

lyrics:
(and we're supposed to stand here forever until the fucking policeman drives by-
and then we're fucked!)

(ittttt helped me with my paranoia
i could function like a normal person i felt just like everybody else)

why must these awful things
make me so sad
(sad)
i feel good with you
(im high)
so i guess ill take the pills
klonopin
(klonopin)
valium
(valium) 
xanax
im not on this earth
(xanax)
(and i cant remember how many i've taken)
but i hate the concern
i won't lie to you
(i wanna drown in it)
(klonopin)
i wake up and your gone
so sad feels wrong
the pills
(klonopin)
can keep me
they cant
(valium)
help me
(klonopin)
(xanax)
move on
(valium)
(klonopin)
(xanax)


(having more energy and having better mental clarity better sleep your moods can be affected by this-)

then we're fucked

(feat. doglust on guitar)

lyrics:
i saw you take off your skin last night
you're always wanting me to kiss you goodnight
miss ketamine in the strobe lights
i just wanted you to lay your head on me
i just needed you to say that im nothing
walking in the rain
outside the church
then we're baptized in the holy light

miss ketamine (feat. doglust)

if you turn into a cat would you eat my dead body?
its all cuz of the church of molly water
its my fault anyways...
if you turn into a cat would you eat my dead body?
its all cuz of the church of floor mattress
(sleeping there)
if you turn into a cat would you eat my dead body?
(i know you would)
yesterday seems so far away
its all cuz of the church of molly water
and now the whole room is just swaying
manifesting getting face fucked tonight
manifesting 
molly water
sleeping on the
sleeping on the
molly water

Weirdfuck (mollywater)

FEAT. LAPISTHEHUMAN 

lyrics:

"he was giving up the xanax for good and then he took some xanax that night and i asked how many he took and he said dont worry mum theyre not working-"

i could call you angel
where'd the fuck your wings go?
i don't see no halo
the head you gave was great tho

on public transit
next stop another planet
not sure how to land it
my body is abandoned

grief takes its toll
meet me in the khole
guess i should've stayed home
never answer your phone

(you can call me your angel-
but i don't know where my wings are gone
feeling lost without my halo
i was born alone, im gone die alone
call me your angel
but i don't know where my wings are gone (yeah)
feeling lost without my halo
i was born alone, im gon die alone)

i know you could hurt me
baby you'd desert me
am i not deserving
the love i am yearning
(am i not deserving ?
i know you can tell that i'm hurting
baby im so scared, of myself falling in the void
screaming out for help
xanax, alprazolam in my system
feeling like im going backwards
pluto in retrograde-
making me see everything
all the scars i pushed under the rug, open up
now im falling like iccarus
i lost my wings)

take another xanax-
now im gonna feel great 
focus on my fate
guess that im too late

i could call you angel
(you could call me angel)
where'd the fuck your wings go
(i dont know where my wings are gone)
i dont see no halo
(im lost without my halo)
i dont have to pay tho
(born alone die alone)

"right now im not high but i will be probably very soon- but not right now. i took a little xanax on friday and i died- "what do you mean you died-?"i died. my heart stopped."

No Halo (Feat. Lapis)

Capo 3rd ( G  D  C)
I don't know where to go
I don't know who to be
I dont know what to do 
I got nothing to eat

I was loved once i thought
Lost 3 years of my life 
I don't know i forgot
Its just in my dreams at night

See my dad in myself
Yeah I know we both need help 
I got kicked out the rooms 
Apparently getting high is rude
Thought about you on the bus
and how you broke all my trust
taught me i could never be
-truly complete 

Now im in love with this guy
Yeah his kisses get me high
don't know why I wanna fight 
All the shit that just feels right 

I dont know where to go
I dont know who to see
I dont know what i want
im just gonna go to sleep

Apparently

Ive got my own apartment now
Ive got an wven worse drug problem now
Dont you love when it drips down the back of your throat?
dont you love to read old things you wrote? 

"So they hit him with hollow tips now"
"Sent him back to jail but i dont know when he'll get out"
he says in the kitchen when i was 18
But i guess that was two years ago now

Shared a room with a girl with red hair
She acted tough but i know she was scared 
My best friends been selling crack since he was 13
He blames himself for the way things have been 

I could talk about this girl that i loved
Nothing i did was ever gonna be enough
And she loves powder more than she loves herself
I guess i liked her cuz she was just like me

But that was just something that happened when i was 19
And dont you love when it drips down the back of your throat?
You atole my carhart coat
When i was homeless in the cold

They kicked me out of the shelter at 4am
So i waited till the sun came up to call you

Its the best part of the day 
Qhen you would text me 
It gave me meaning

Dont you love when it drips doen the back of your throat?
I would say im sorry but then i start to choke 
Ive got my own apartment now
I think i loved you but i forgot how 

I think i loved you but i forgot how

Throat

I left home to do drugs 
In your basement

I passed out for like a day
I went missin 

But how could I be gone
If no one's lookin 

I left home to do drugs
In your basement

And I used to sleep
In your bed

And they know that we stole
It's on camera

But I'll take the blame
It was painful

And I used to sleep 
In your bed

But then we almost died
You were drivin 

But then I woke you up
You were sleepin 

And you were so confused
You were laughin 

But then we almost died
You were drivin 

I used to think 
That you cared for me

But it was all just about
Control for you-

It's all about becoming 

It's all about nothing

But then I left home to do drugs

To do drugs 

To do drugs 

To do drugs

To do drugs

But then I left home 
To do drugs 

do drugs

Do drugs

Drivin

To all the dead cats ive ever met

left a dead bird on my porch
i think it was a peace offering
and that summer you stole my grlfriend
im not mad yr still my best friend 
oh you know that i miss you
i wish i hadnt kissed you
and now im on ecstasy 
yr the thing i wanna see

grlfriend (uke version)

2 b forgiving (reprise)

i love 
the bloodstains 
in my
shitty bathroom
i love 
validation 
so im not
free from expectation

i love
the lack of respect 
i know
my body wont forget
and you love 
to hurt me
i know
im nothing

validation

your new girlfriends got a car
i know that shit wont take you far
i hope my pain can entertain you
i know was a mistake to try and save you

but its okay its alright i dont care  (i might)
but its okay its alright i dont care  (i might)

i know you all wish bad on me
its like you spiritually spat on me 
if anything- im the fool here
thats what i get for being unclear

but is okay its alright i dont care (i might)
but its okay its alright i dont care  (i might)
but its okay its alright i dont care  (i might)


entertain u

i was

Lyrics:

And it’s Sunday 
He didn’t take his Prozac 
But im calling him
And I hope he calls me back

I wasn’t honest
-Not that I didnt wanna be 
So I’ll blame you
Cuz you brought out that part of me 

We’re not drinking
Since we woke up
If you see mine is empty
You fill up my cup

Baby im a stalker
I used to watch you walk home
And im calling 
Just to watch you pick up the phone

Me and you are melting
Right onto the floor
Im addicted
But you don’t think that I should have more

Maybe im the problem
It took me years just to see
And youre sorry too
But the one in the wrong is me

And it’s Sunday 
He didn’t take his Prozac
So we’re fucking
To make up for the love that we lack

-doors are closing

Sunday

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