this is about being ghosted, but fuck that cos if you got a problem and can't be around that's not my fault and you can deal with whatever issues you got without me~

Not the Moon

i spend half our days chasing shadows,
muttering apologies in the air.
the other half i'm holding hope close,
wondering if this dream's shared.
and still, it's the best one-
the kind that warms me like the sun.
a story humming soft and free,
a partnership that steadies me.

oh love, i've wandered storms alone,
collecting scraps that felt like home.
but past embers lost their light-
next to you, they never felt right.
and though i crack our melody,
and turn calm seas to misery...

still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach out for what i need.
still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach out for what you need.

in the glow of easy laughter,
the world slows down and stays.
and even when my doubts turn darker,
you soften all my frayed-out days.

and still, i keep returning,
still, my restless heart is learning-

still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach for what i need.
still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach for what we need.

i stumble at the edges of devotion,
unsure of every step i choose.
but you quiet all my restless motion,
turn all my noise to something true.
and when the night grows heavy,
and i'm fragile, cracked, unsteady,
your voice cuts through the darkness blue-
a gentle star that pulls me back to you.

oh love, i'm tangled in your sea,
light as hope, deep as memory.
i've fumbled more than i confess,
yet somehow you still say "yes."
and though i break our harmony,
your hands keep finding pieces of me.

still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach for what you need.
still i fall, still i plead,
still i reach for what we need.

we may falter in our symphony,
but still it writes our history.
compared to this, they never grew-
nothing ever lived like me and you.

still i'll fall, still i'll plead...
still you're all i ever need.
still.... you're all i ever need.

Still

Cosmic Puppy

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