I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different, I wanna be your friend.
I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different I wanna 

Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.
I wanna be different
I wanna
Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.. 
I wanna be different 
I wanna be your friend. 

When we first locked eyes, 
I couldn't look away. 
Baby you got me stuck up in space. 
You got me going crazy. 
Can't complain. 
When I hear you speak, your voice sounds like an angel. 
Wait tho. 
Taken, she's not single?
I Guess I gotta wait tho. 
But God didn't say so. 
Temptations from the devil. 
Don't drop down to that level. 
They tell me Karmas a bitch, 
I just wanna be your friend tho? 

I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different, I wanna be your friend.
I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different I wanna 

Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.
I wanna be different
I wanna
Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.
I wanna be different. 
I wanna be your friend. 

I just wanna be your friend, so we can fuck again. 
I don't wanna be different, let's go fuck and again.
I just wanna be your friend, so we can fuck again.
I don't wanna be different, let's go fuck and again. 

I heard all the rumors, of what the fuck you did.
Why would I wanna get back with a fucking squid.
I heard the stories of how my friend made you wet the bed.
They told me it was from sex. 

I couldn't believe it, 
til I saw the video,
My eyes was bleeding. 
From the pain of a two face. 
By 2 faces, by the ones I believed in
To be there when my arms started bleeded
We'll see how the fuck they feelin. 
When they get the call,
Saying theres a suicide note. 
It says to my beloved rose, 
May my heart rest from all the pain you arose, 
and that I've eaten. 
I Hope you enjoyed the show. 
I Hope you enjoyed being eaten, 
Good bye best friend. 
I had to enjoy the show, 
Now I get to rest in pieces. 
Now I asked my friend on fire, 
Do you know who John Cleese is? 

I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different, I wanna be your friend.
I don't wanna be another boy you go and fuck again.
I wanna be different I wanna.

Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.
I wanna be different
I wanna
Be your man.
Hold your hand. 
Him so sad.
I'm so tired of feeling this.. 
I wanna be different 
I wanna be your friend. 


Be Your Friend (Prod. By thePXRTY)

Is It true,
You feel my love.
My Love, is it true,
You feel. 
If I explained,
All I felt.
Would you listen til the end.
Cause
I need a lover til the end. 
I need a friend until the end.
Could you be that friend,
I just met. 
So glad I met, and now regret. 

Self inflect, with no esteem. 
Rivers flow without a stream.
I don't hear you calling me.
I guess I'm stuck out in the sea. 
I am lost and I cant see.
My heart it beats,
Anxiety.
Lifes To short to hold on to this scene. 

A movie gone wrong, 
I'm blaming me. 
If only I could've been strong. 
I got weak, to my knees.
You won't be seeing me,
Begging you on my knees,
That's only behind the scenes. 

Where everything so lonely,
And dark. 
Your light lit the void inside my heart. 
You broke the chains that kept me from far. 
I'm missing your smile, I can't go far. 
I have you near,
I need you here with me tonight.
I don't wanna feel alone, in this world.
I'm in fright..
But atleast I still have you in my sight.
So long as you are near me, 

I'll feel at peace.
My friend indeed.
My friend I need. 
The love I need.
The peace you seek.
The friend you need.
The love you need. 
I just gotta ask... 

Is It true,
You feel my love.
My Love, is it true,
That You feel. 
If I explained,
All I felt.
Will you listen until the end.
Cause
I need a love until the end. 
I need a friend until the end.
Could you be that friend,
I just met. 
So glad I met, and now regret. 

Self inflect, with no esteem. 
Rivers flow without a stream.
I don't hear you calling me.
I guess I'm stuck out in the sea. 
I am lost and I cant see.
My heart it beats,
Anxiety.
Lifes To short to hold on to this scene. 

Is It true,
You feel my love.
My Love, is it true,
That You feel. 
If I explained,
All that I felt.
Will you listen until the end.
Cause
I need a love until the end. 
I need a friend until the end.
Could you be that friend,
I just met. 
So glad I met, and now regret.




MyLoveLifeIsAMovie (Prod. By ERLAX).mp3

Cloudy days.
All I really wanna do, is roll up with my crew.
It ain't nothing new.
This ain't nothing new.
Chilling with the bros, having us some cold brews.
This ain't nothing new.
It ain't nothing new.

Walking round the zone.
I keep losing to this dome.
Head is baking from the saking,
They keep on foreseeing,
I'm tired of being so mistaken
I keep bleeding blood tears and sweats.
No regrets.

Tried to find my way back,
But I got lost.
I've been stuck in my zone for way to long.
Kick back, behind stores.
This is all I've ever known.
Kicking rocks, doing tricks.
Feeling like I'm Tony Hawk.

All  this ambition,
Let it loose into the drugs.
I ain't make good decisions,
I'm stuck up, in a rut.
She raised a spell on me,
I didn't notice.
I wasn't focus,
Until she started raising hell on me.

Haven't found myself,
In this realm,
I lost it all.
To a soul,
She gave it the devil,
For it all.
She casted spells,
From a different level.
She's out worldly,
She turned on me,
When she found I wasn't worthy.

Walking round the zone.
I keep losing to this dome.
Head is baking from the saking,
They keep on foreseeing,
I'm tired of being so mistaken
I keep bleeding blood tears and sweats.

Cloudy days.
I really wanna do, is roll up with my crew.
It ain't nothing new.
This ain't nothing new.
Chilling with the bros, having us some cold brews.
This ain't nothing new.
It ain't nothing new.

Mistaken (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

Blacked out these AirForces. 
We out creating noises.
Sirens getting annoying.
Run the ops, right up the door step.
All because you was talking shit. 
Scenes got so tragic.
Hoes yell out, panic.
Shot a few more,
Then got the dashing.

Had to make him drop.
Had to see them flop.
Revenge for fucking up a homie from the block.
And that's the plot.
That's never ending.
Homicides that's never ending.
But happy ending,
For the fucking cops.
That's what they want,
For us to, kills us all.
They want us to,
Kill us all.

I'm seeing demons,
They keep calling out all the hoodlums in a cape.
Walking around with a drake.
Extended clips, to blast away.
All these bodies in their fucking way.
I'm sick and tired of seeing bodies in a grave.
Family and friends,
Cause the best got they best.
And now they ain't here today.

I'm missing you all.
I'm missing them all.
I'm doing the best,
To make it my all.
I'm doing the best,
To make up the wall.
In the street.
Rich you could see.
The root of all evil. 
In color of green.
No longer red,
Like the devil precieved. 
Why should you feel sorry for me.
The decisions that I made,
In my life.
Are decisions, that I thought.
That were right for the time.
Ganking and scheming the people,
Right by my side.
Saddest part is,
I no longer see light.
I'm stuck in the dark.
So why should I shine?

Do you believe in the 2nd chance?
For the 2nd time?
That's 4 times, for the time being.
For karma, to get yo ass.

Had to make him drop.
Had to see them flop.
Revenge for fucking up a homie from the block.
And that's the plot.
That's never ending.
Homicides that's never ending.
But happy ending,
For the fucking cops.
That's what they want,
For us to, kills us all.
They want us to,
Kill us all.

They don't really give a fuck about,
None of yall. 
None of us.
Locked up in a bus,
To a destination, where we're fucked.
Deserted in the street.
That's all they care to see.
To come and pick us up.
In a body bag.
Thats one less human,
That they gotta feed.


Blacked Out AirForces (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

Lake (Prod. By D. Jacobs) AmonFlame X Cosmic

AveN (Prod. By. SeeOBeats)

Ala berry.
Ala berry and they really scary.
I love berry and they call it Mary.
I love berry and she bloody Mary.
Bloody Mary up on the wall.
What am I doing?
I wanna ball.
Fuck am I suppose to do with the cash.
Give me the green.
I wanna dash.
Give me that muhphukin green. 
I'ma need me some weed.
I'ma need me some weed.
Shoulda stayed smoking weed.
I.
Ima dope fíen. 
I am tweek, out in the streets. 
Now I need ice, now I need fix.
I need it quick, me no me giving no shits.
I'm out in these streets 
I'm alone taking these hits
I'm looking for the fix.
Don't fuck with my clique!
We the types to go gat you down.
With these mags up on our fucking waist
I don't tug and play.
Got no time to waste.
Every fucking day, I'm, on  my fucking grind.
Got these drugs on my mind.
And all the time and every time I fly, you can't fuck with mine.
As I'm floating down the drain.
You can meet me up in space.

I'ma dope fiend.
I don't smoke weed.
But ima dope fiend.
I don't smoke..

Cracka killa, ima be the winner.
Wanna be the spilla,
I don't need a hitta to go hit a lick.
Pawned a body upon a shop. 
Go ahead I pop the shots. 
Dope heads are licking my dick. 
On some hippie shit. 
Whatastupidbitch. 
I'ma go hit the shop, empty clips. 
Til you drop. 
I lost my sane, ever since I came, onto your face. 
I'ma wolf from the bay.
Time to move by lake. 
Cos'me so damn insane. 

The darkness is evil is crawling inside me. 
To solve all my problems. 
To leave em in ditches. 
I don't want my riches. 
I just want my fixes. 
I'm picking all up on my face. 
Pinching I'm thinking they bug's. 
I don't have any love. 
Lost everyone I loved. 
Cause of a stupid ass drugs. 
Whippin and Whippin the chicken
The bitches nominate me as agoon. 
On the go for the dope, 
I'll be the one on the floor. 
Never picking up my phone 

Bitch is a dope fiend, 
You can call me a dope fiend. 
I'll be up by the ol'C. 
Up in the morning I'm cracking and peeling, I'm tweeking. 
I'm searching for meds.
While I fuck the feds. 
Ducking and dodging through the fence. 
Hurdle through the cement. 
Police sentence to death. 
I'm so pissed.
Im so grumpy. 
Had to hit a lick. 
Had to get my fix. 
It's not funny I'm so bummy, 
I'm not the same
I
Don't like the way my life has changed, this drug called death done
Methed up my brain, I'm not the same. 
You can take away my so called friends. 
The people I chose to chill with. 
The dip shits I've killed with. 
I'm mush. 
Can't see straight. 
Dizzy brain. 
Off my love. 
I'm in shakes. 
Mrs. Brown shoes. 
I need my. 
Brown shoes.

BrownShoess

Money and the bank everyday.
Making the bank, get the fuck out my face.
Making my pay, get the fuck out my face.
While I switchin the lane, and I'm smoking the Pape.
And I'm getting so high
While I'm smoking the dro.
Fucking with me, boy? I'm smoking the dro
I don't smoke that damn reg.
Ever since I was fourteen, maned up, and switched up in the sesh.
Fuck with the sesh.
Im Choking your bitch, she be smoking my dick.
Smoking my dick, and the bitch is getting so wet
Asking for sex, she nothing less,
What the Fuck you expect.
Thinking that I'm about to spend.
Dollar signs on this bitches head.
Slap my dick on this bitches head.
She told me, don't do that shit again.
kicked her out.
When I busted one out.
Made her walk, bitch lives in the south.
I'm up in the north and the east.
Converse is where you can find me.
Im ready to eat.
Ready the heat.
One in the chamber.
You not ready for me.
You ready to see.
My visions are clearer.
With the pay I receive
its for you to bleed.
I don't end it for free.

NasTy (Prod.By D. Jacobs)

This song is literally just bout fucking a thot with no morals.

Fucked. It's so fucked. 

Hahah

Aye fuck you! .


Comin in quick with a comment.
Comin in quick on a comet
Comin in quick with a comment.
Why the fuck you gonna comment?
Up in a video. Doing a silly show.
I'ma be coming up, 
Stuck in the studio.
Uh.
We be cummin in this a stupid trick.
Acid on yo bitch, we be slammin yo bitch.
She stay sucking our dick.
She be doing it quick.
Bitch? .. I needa get my dick sucked real quick.

Come on hoe.

You like it slow.

You want some more,

I'll gave her more.
Goin to club, opening up doors.
keep it on the low
She wants some kids up in her throat
She wanted it right down her throat.
Six inch deep, up in her throat.
Don't see us, ya we go ghost
Saying peace, to all you folks.
Yeah. 
Shes a freak!
Shes a fucking stupid bitch.
She just wanna go and suck uh little dick.
She just wanna go and suck your little dick.

*What In The Fuck did she just say?*

Talkin about my little fucking dick.
Little fucking shrimp?
Little fucking chud
Little chode.
How in the fuck she fucking choke on my little chode?
Yah, I don't understand how the fuck these things be happening to me.
This just another scene, a dream, a movie, yah Im snapping on you hoes.
I fuck to please, and leave,
got nothing left in stored
Fuck you mean, I mean
I got no single love for whores.

Yah We Fucked her a few.
Yah we peeked, but she never fucking boo.
Pretty girl like you, I had no fucking clue, you would do the things you do.
Shes showing boobs. soon enough.
Shes showing stuff to all our crew she fucked the ones, that making money moves.
Shes a slut, she's a hoe.
Goddamn bitches man.

Me and the homie slaying a thot from the NE SIDE (Prod.By D. Jacobs)

Go get it.
Go get it, don't be at home, and stay in be faded. 
Wht?
You shouldnt be afraid.
You shouldn't be afraid.
Go get it.
Go get it, your dreams and your goals.
Don't be hard headed.
Can't be afraid.
You just go get it.

Uh, I don't wanna be alone.
I don't wanna be here sitting at home.
I just wanna go and chase a beehive
But no one really be about it.
I just wanna be about it.
I just wanna make a change man.
Sick and tired of being a slaved man.
Slaved to a system that don't Really give a fuck about us.
Yah I guess, I'm just a waste of space. 
In this perfect place. 
I cant relate. 
You cant feel my pain, 
It'll kill you, and leave no trace. 
I think about to many things. 
That no average human being will ever think. 
Death, gore, guts, I want it more. 
But love, and kisses from bitches I adored.

Shut the fucking door. 
Don't wanna hear anymore. 
Don't want you here anymore. 
All the points that I scored. 
Just to be scorn, and bored. 
You tore me to pieces, my peace is to you, I hope your knees is weak from begging me please, don't leave, you see "I loved you" , fuck you, you sick whore. 

Man, I never thought I'd fall in love you 
Man, I never thought she'd fall in love you 
Who would of thought, she become a thot. 
You a Fucking slut.
You Fucked my boy,
I wasn't big enough. 
So he stuffed you up but you couldn't take it huh? 
And all these Sick fucks, couldnt budge, cuz theyre always broke as fuck. 
I was used as a simple fuck.
Is that why you can't toughin up?
Because you took a good guy, and you fucked him up.

Do you even realize you had a good guy?
To busy sucking up all the other guys. 
Run around Sue, in disguise, 
The fuck am I suppose to do, 
I did what I'm suppose to do. 
But because of you. 
I live with a heartache, 
A waste of time that can't be replaced. 
A waste of a memory that can't be replaced. 
You can find love, but it can't be replaced. 
The feeling of love, makes you feel so great. 
The feeling of hate, is makes me go insane. 
What the fuck did the nice guy do, to deserve this plate. 
Of shit that you laid upon my face. 
Maybe you couldn't bare the taste being so good, so you rather struggle, and wait. 
Fuck everything in the sea, and see who is worth the faith. 

In my dreams is a bitch, I can't seem to replace. 
 I can't get away. 
With time it'll heal, been three years. 
Guess that time isnt real. 
I'm trippin off drugs, and the simple thought of you, 
Is Killin my buzz, butnow I can't catch my drift. 
Feelin myself going dumb. 

I never thought you'd be that fucking bitch again. 
I miss you, but the old you, and the old you is dead, laid out in a ditch back in twenty 10. 
We were close fucking friends. 
Never should of fucked, you're right. 
I know I was wrong, but you coulda stayed and fight. 

Dip out with no speech on why,
I'll be fine.
You sucking dick now,
So you'll be fine.
I got bourbon,
Five shots at a time.
Just me myself and I.
I just wanna get the fuck outta the house.
I need to go get these duffle bags out. 
I gotta stop fucking around.

WatEver

hey guys heres my album ive been working on, lmk what you guys think (:

9 - You & I (Prod. By War&Peace)

3 - Flocks (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

2 - Narkaleptik (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

Mango gars 

Do what I want, when I'm lit.
Spend half a stack on fit
"goddamn"
And I'm sitting with a thicky bitch
"hell yeah" 
We cheifin on trippy sticks
Yeah we hella sick. 
And we gettin it. 

I Got so many bags, 
A cup with ice.
Filled it up to the top. 
Im Doin it twice. 

Got so many bags, 
A cup with the ice
Filled it up to the top. 
Im Doin it twice. 

See i know it's been a minute since I've been goin in it, didn't mean to wait so so fuckin long. 
I know I know,
It's me I'm the one whose been fucking off
I know, get a grip, but I'm.. 
Getting back on track, murder every beat I eat, I hope yall still really fuck with me.

Come and fuck with us, got big bucks.
And yes we geeked as fuck.
Rolling up big blunts 
Chillin with the squad, we reek as fuck.
'uh you smell like skunk'
That's weed for you, my Bruh.
No I cannot get enough.
That's the weed for you, my Bruh. 
Finished one, another one. 
I'm looking real dumb as fuck
On my ass, I sip myself a cup of Texas tea.
Tasted like the pharmacy,
Right Near the Walgreens, 
Skating, where I used to be. 
Now I'm 23,
Adulting is fucking killing me
But I'm lit as fuck, 
this bitch say she wanna fuck on me. 
She see my gleam. 
Then i told the bitch come thru the vip. 

(Hook)

1 - Mango Gars (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

Shine the light away.
I tried to hold it down.
I'm bringing all the pain.
Don't you give up on me now.
I know, I know, what it's like to feel alone.
I know, I know, I've done the worst to you.

You know that I didn't mean to.
Bad it is, I really need you.
Hard to face.
She sits alone.
I sit alone.
While I think about

Baby!
Been thinking bout you so crazy.
Hate me!!
Don't you say you will not love me.
Scary!!
All these nightmares in my fucking dreams.
Baby!
Ive done fucked up your life once again.
Didnt mean to.
Do the things that I dread to.
I know.
All the things that I told you.

Turn love to pain.
Its not the same.
Promises, he didn't make.
Look at me,
Into my eyes,
While she cries.
Im so ashamed.
I wanna hold her tight.
It doesn't feel the same
It not okay.
To call you mine.
Turn love to pain.
Flush it down the drain.

I don't wanna see you again.
I can't bare to see your pretty face.
If I know, that you're fine.
And I am not, I'm filled with pain.

Baby!
It was me, I ruined a perfect thing.
Hate me!!
Throw me away, into a burning pit.
Scary!!
To feel alone, but I dug my own hole.
Baby!
Can you please Forgive me, one more chance.
I didn't mean to.
Do the things, that I dread to.
But I know.
All the pain that I put you through.

I didn't mean to. 
Shine the light away.
From a perfect thing.
I didn't mean to.
Shine the light away

Didn't Mean Too

You wanna know the reasons why I feel the way I feel .
But you don't wanna talk about the demons that kept it real.
You can go, but listen cause this shits about to get surreal.
If you go, you'll miss it cause this shits about to get revealed.

My hearts been crushed a couple times,
But I can say that's all my fault
I should've saw the signs,
I never shoulda been the one to fall.
For their stupid little games,
But I thought I could be the change.
They'll never change,
I can see toxic traits,
They all remain the same.

Even when I think,
I won't be going down this drain.
Its always the same poison,
Drowning me up this place.
They can't except me for who I am,
I gotta change.
They say its for the better,
That's what everybody claims.

So here I am, 
Hallucinating again,
Its a fucking trip.
Here I am,
I'm taking psychedelics,
To get me in a state.
To escape,
To wander off,
By body stuck,
Spirit away.
My body's here,
But I am gone,
I float away,
Into my space.

Turtles talking,
Window walking.
Mirror shame.
Looking at my face,
Eyes they dilate.
Psilocybin runs through my veins.
I feel at peace.
Don't fuck with me,
Baby fuck off please.
You didn't wanna deal,
With My "stupid negativity".

And since that day,
Ive been aburdon,
I'm the cause of your mistake. 
It's so funny,
How someone you've been loyal to,
Can flip the page.
And point the finger, like.
"You should be the one, 
Who's to blame".
I'm sick and tired,
Of reminding them,
Of what the fuck they did.

So here I am, 
Hallucinating again,
Its a fucking trip.
Here I am,
I'm taking psychedelics,
To get me in a state.
To escape,
To wander off,
By body stuck,
Spirit away.
My body's here,
But I am gone,
I float away,
Into my space.

Hallucinate (Prod. By D. Jacobs)

Originated from Fresno California. 
Moved down to San Antonio Tx when i was just a boy. 
Music is life, so i make it cause why not fuck else i gotta do when i aint got shit to do. 


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