cold (rubbish)

decapitation

look in2 my eyes n say u'll kill 4 me fr i js put a pill inside my cup ima keep it #real
i get lost get my feelings mixed up i do drugs when im not sure how i shld feel
iwish it was perfect but its not ya im well aware i got liquid thc chillin ina beer
i get high when i think abt last yr i got scars on my arm ya frm last yr
i get rly numb it get hard 2 shed a tear i got xanax in my cup make it hrd 2 feel
ik tht ur fed up ik tht im hrd 2 trust
off the shrooms its me & u 
ur the only 1 i want

last yr

last yr (silver+flipmakesbeats)

prod @mnmnmnmnmnmnmnmn & K2

lyrics:
ill do whatever that u say tho
ive been walking round these streets with no halo 
ive fucking off the shit 
but can not hate tho
ive been fucking up alot 
but u cant hate tho 
they try to see me when i walk into the store 
they try to hate on me but they are easy to ignore
i can not help u cause im already on tour 
girl dont call me cause im walking out the door 

they try to see me at the altar 
i cant take u anywhere cause ur a stalker
if u see me outside you better prosper 
i cant go anywhere anymore cause shit is awkward 
they try to talk to me but i am not the one
they try to talk to me but girl i just ignore 
they say they see me  im on tour well bitch of course 
i dont really care about you anymore 

they try to play me like a sucker 
i cant talk to you anymore causse shit is awkwardddd
they try to play me like a fool but im their fatherrr
and i cant take u anywhere cause ur a bother
i count up 3 bands and  im going to the store 
i cop a bag and now im praying to the lord 
i can not stop ur shit sounds really fucking boring
i can not stop cuz shit is getting really blurry

ascension (maiden + K2)

be (voidrave + kozish)

prods: @1alx @aeriiith // I love these guys
https://open.spotify.com/track/6cyu9FiFJKmGAp1Kj5kdvf?si=3d2862dfca364808
https://music.apple.com/us/album/luv-urself-single/1696466464
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toP7ssd8p1I 
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truth is I really tried
but I go off of lies
3 years has gone by
maybe its the end of line
let it bottle up inside
moet chandon all alone tonight
but in the end youll never ever ever know
the shattered dreams looking back you won't ever know
but in our minds thats living forever immortal
the millions in the theater acting with me 
I found some comfort that ill never know
the shattered dreams, my ego 6ft down below
in the green room shaking for no crowd what show
the delusions light and pave the path i chose
self hate, do you wanna relate
bad luck, never ending relay
self pity, like melody replay
feedback, you know thats on delay
괜찮은 척해
내 머리속의 갈등은 강강술래
열정이 식었어 난 쿨해
그만 둬도 난 우리 음악 틀게 
trivial
why you say it with such emphasis
its not like anybody listens to you
shout in the dark
thought it would light up a beam
low sanity
at least i got my team
the usual
pour time like refill bottomless
its not like anybody waits for you
well I wish they did
is that too much to ask
uh huh
when half the time i don't even feel like liking myself
uh huh
when you only talk to me to feel better about yourself
uh huh
just know that i love you all the same
uh huh
just know that i love you all the same

luv urself (prod. alx // aerith)

prod.
@51five

notes:
me n twin
why they turning on us?
...


//

[shiro]
ik ur not the same,
tryna keep u out of my brain,
cant stop it not goin back,
yeah im not listenin, im goin back
tryna get away from u
but its not workin out ok,
i need u, or my lifes turnin gray
can i have a chance to change my mistakes?

yeah, shit is not okay
people in my brain
they be on my head like its a game
but its not a game
am i the one to blame
for all of this madness that turning against us
yh i thought u the one but u were really against us
why is life js turning on us
shit dont feel the same when they turnin on us

slide in with a k
would it be ok
if left u for a second and then go away
i feel like im the one 
thats the cause of everything to go astray

u dont got my back
feels like u the only one thats really on attack
push me to the back
yeah im questionin whether u got me
or u got the last laugh

[hook]

//

im not fine...『51five』

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://soundcloud.com/negativecreeper?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

(Lyrics) 
Keep on looking away I don’t wanna see your face 
You promised that you would stay 
but now you walk in shame 
I kno u wanna be the same but I had to change 
Blood filling up my pockets 
Going up bby you cannot stop it 
These haters be like flies 
the way they dropping out the sky 
I can’t feel the ground beneath my feet 
I won’t make a sound the green speaks4me
Like stars in the sky I wanna gleam
Bury me in the smoke till I can’t see 
I lie awake all night I don’t wanna dream 
I wanna live that shit till I can’t breathe 
Ghostface on me bby don’t scream 
Looking at me funny cs i party like mf freak

Ghostface (asurah X Negative.creeper)

spotify

apart「lurv」

prod.
@51five

notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
...

//

[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


//

trust issues / gaslighting『51five』

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