my first album 

with guest vocals from @rit_hk @svapnaa @experiencer01 @daycares

featuring produciton from @texxuu @oiwassupp @i437 @svapnaa @hrtshpdbd @kyoakyo

cover art by https://cryingstatic.tumblr.com/

spotify

stardust

kiryano + 4am - layinbed (user bootleg)

spotify <3

lie to me (fxckyeahako)

dark secrets 「heartshapedbed」

ft @svapnaa @experiencer01
prod me and @svapnaa

just keep moving w/ svapna + experiencer「cosmik x svapna」

apart「lurv」

back to hell w/ rit「texxu x oiwa」

this song is a glitchy mess, but I'm really proud of it 🤍 
I've been really worried about making music that could blow up on tiktok or just in general, but I'm just gonna go back to making what I find fun :)

cover: https://in.pinterest.com/pin/686095324459656760/

lyrics: wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

guess' it wasn't mean to be
I've been thinking pretty things (kuru reference)
I do you, and you do me-
I mess up everything
tons of things I can't believe
I knew it wasn't make believe
and you're hating my everything, I guess' that you were meant to leave

(guess that you were meant to go, don't even know who you know)

wake up morning, wasted, I can't think
if I had a problem, would it leave in a blink?
how I'm in my own head, but I still can't think?
going down with the shores, yeah I watch the ship sink
crushing all my walls and I don't like that now
pushing down my doors, I'm getting sidetracked
but you push me into you and I won't fight back
I been falling off the rails, guess I get side tracked

sidetracked (prod. rainn god)

Life = Fortnite

honeymoon phase

walk right thru this nightmare
wish i wasnt so scared
dont u cry im right there
im always here to protect uuu
putting my heart right up on the ground
ion wanna talk to u rn
that bitch gonna come around

dam girl u wish me dead
kill myself to get over u
baby dont u cry now
you'll find someone newwww
yea when im dead
yeah when im gone
Il never be to far beyond
my devil my angle
il nerver be mentally stable
put ya cards up on this table
lets find out if our love is fatal
theses fake lies these fake lies
i hide away u know i cry
u left me 4 another guy
i wish i wasnt so suprised
dam girl u were my lifeline
and now she ruined my dam life

walk right thru this nightmare
wish i wasnt so scared
dont u cry im right there
im always here to protect uuu
putting my heart right up on the ground
ion wanna talk to u rn
that bitch gonna come around

lock me in ya basement
loves so hard just face it
wish id l never u let u down
please be quiet dont make a sond
ion wanna come around to uuuu again
yea please even dont leave me alone in the end
if u made me cry why do i still miss u
i blocked ur number leave me alone
dont u ever call my phone
stare at the screen i think again
was it even worth it in the end
got the clip i see shadows
kill myself up in my home

walk right thru this nightmare
wish i wasnt so scared
dont u cry im right there
im always here to protect uuu
putting my heart right up on the ground
ion wanna talk to u rn
that bitch gonna come around

NIGHTMARE(J@mz x  andrzxz)

Happy heart day lmao

Lyrics -

same shit
different day
who's this?
new place
fake face
offset
one pill
two takes

same shit
diff day
ys it never go away
i been thinkin way 2 much n i cant ever get away
(https://soundcloud.com/nuuld/ssdd)

they want me gone but idgaf
n sure i made a few mistakes but im not givin up
n ion care at all
u can talk all the sht u want
cuz rlly whats it gonna do u 4 u???
ik im better
better than i ever was
im goin crazy
doin sht u never could
i jus got way 2 fuckin good thats why im toxic
u cant tell me shit x2

u say that its ok
n then u say its not enoughhh
i would die, but then u be callin my bluff
n i jus rlly dont kno wht 2 say, but i guess thats my luck
n now my mood is all over the place, but i guess thats my fault

fuck off
ok
wanna talk?
like no wayyy
i been gone
all along
x2

talkin like u kno but u dont care 4 me
stalkin all my pages till ur blocked, cuz u aint playin me
rlly had 2 stop stop stop, feel u changing me
switchin up u opps opps opps, u aint stay w me
oh ye, fck u
pssy ion luv u
thought u were my blood
u just a fake so now I duck u
cut lose
ion care bitch cut lose
kno these words gon cut u
fuck it imma gut u

dkdc (defnottyrell)

they thought..



i fukin hate dis shit
yuh
i think i cannot take it 
no more

i get blamed for everything that happens 
i wake up not knowing what even happened??
im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

idek what to do
i aint got a single clue

i i done fucked it up again
i i i i i done fuked it up again x2

u got me feelin like a homewreck
didnt even notice
im feelin like im coated 
i didnt even notice

im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

808 ON FUCKING BLAST

i feel so fkin mindless
took u long enough to fkin find dis
i think im fadin.. into misery
bullet in his head.. makin history

i fukin hate dis shit
yuh
i think i cannot take it 
no more

i get blamed for everything that happens 
i wake up not knowing what even happened??
im slowly rotting away 
all this fkin ketamine not making me.. feelin ok

idek what to do
i aint got a single clue

rotting away (fumiko)

https://soundcloud.com/nfu/58-person-lab
@8clockwork
stems used 4 this
ep start - meta
sq lead - idmfan87
arp - covert
eq guitar - luvpurp
sine lead - dimpleb

(bass drums n wtvr me)

meta 58 person lab but the dubstep bass also has dubstep drums

7.62 (feat. reapsoul & crusifye)(lil biscuit)

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

@feywinter

back to hell w/ rit「texxu x oiwa」

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