@tillamookbay
@chinapoet
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nevr heard me out on nthin u dnt know
think u better than me rlly it dont show
there are places in this world u dont go
down the rabbit hole i could never float

had to cut him off in an instant
man down need a medic need assistance
u was wondering why i was so distant
dont u put the blame on me u did this

u dont even remember what u said
i remember it so vividly
u tried everything u could js to belittle me
obsessed with control 
god you're fucking sickening

well im done
guess the key to life is in this blunt
tryna front
gain this sentience its time to hunt

after all the smoke clears fucking beautiful
sometimes i wonder what life would be like as a new soul

u never hear me out on nothin u dont know
u dont listennnnn 
need to think about the right things but
my goals are unrealistic
wake up every day n then i start to go ballistic
i think i js wanna get out of here

im trapped feeling stuck i need to figure out how
things have fucked me up 
i stopped getting involved in that crowd
im to scared to be in my own house the voices loud
so i use these coping mechanisms js to keep it down
act tough but u run when theres a shootout
find him dead like cod
no one playing shoothouse
unconscious at the function heh
nun to do now
past demons wont leave me alone
get the fuck out

(epic freestyling xdddd)

GTFO 2 @michimani @chinapoet

lyrics:
Im so tired I need to rest up 
Howd I even getcha
The hand thats guiding me told me to keep my head up
I'm being tested, this shit like a captcha (it dont matter)
In the whip Im going faster look at the dash yea
Yeah I got bars, yeah I got taverns, but I dont have her
Yeah Im too lucky, dont need scratchers, bitch Im a scratcher (mit.edu)
Dont like the note we ended on
This beat gas like chevron
In a malibu, no brakes, bitch Im racing, chevy chase
Its a pace that I cant stop
They need to give me my crown like this a hallmark card
Yeah, I wish I knew you, but I dont, its in your ballpark
All these hours pacing round the room, I gotta stall hard
Giving all I had that's left to you, got it all ah
And the rest is turning into smoke, I watch it go up
Asking how we got the move? Cuz they told us
Watch out what you leave out cuz they gon bite like cobras
Cold art, I wish the Louvre was in north dakota
Yea the shit they gave me had me couched like a sofa
Shoutout $tar, yeah, Im in montreal like so drunk, wheres the bar? yea
Ima give my all, like no fucks, check my card yeah
Feel like Laurie, Gloria, and Nora, play the part yea
My friend Gwen got straps and my friend Laura play guitar, yeah
You cant bench me, I'll be here forever, in the park yeah
You cant push my buttons or my levers, I dont start yea
Dont like daylight savings I feel better in the dark yea
Hate when they arrive, I hate when they depart yeah
Too much piling up, wish I could stay on top of it
Hung out with my happy friend, my sadness rubbing off on him

Louvre prod wstdyth & taylor kulina

spotify

free fall 「cosmik x heroz」

This isn’t easy for me to say, and it’s something I’ve wrestled with for a long time. But I want to speak to you not just as a performer, not as the voice behind the songs you’ve played on repeat but as a person. Today, I’m choosing to step away from the stage. I am stepping away from fame. Being a vocalist has been one of the greatest honors of my life. Music gave me purpose. It gave me a way to connect with you, to share pieces of my soul, and to feel less alone in this loud, complicated world. Every cheer, every message, every shared moment—we’ve built something beautiful together.
But fame… fame is a different kind of weight. Behind the applause, the interviews, and the flawless photos, there’s a human being who wakes up with anxiety, who feels the pressure to be perfect, and who sometimes just wants to breathe without being watched. The spotlight, as bright as it is, can cast long shadows. And in those shadows, I started losing pieces of myself. I’m not quitting music. Music is in my blood, in my bones. I’m just choosing to find it again without the pressure to be “on” all the time. I need time to heal, to rediscover who I am when the mic is off and the cameras are gone. To my fans thank you. Your love has carried me through more than you know. But now, I need to carry myself through this next chapter. I would like to give a huge shoutout to everyone who has supported me through my journey: 
@reo4u
@14106lyn
@7akkiro
@1sana
@overoveroverover
@sxnnai
@pw4prez
@xayaroth
@trustt
@seph 
@knuckllles
@rimerensu
@cruseyyyy
@h3artch3rades
@bazington
And many more

the final calls of a desolate soul (prod decago x akura)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@rimerensu
@makemeapromise
@maknae

is it too late 
in my heart there is space
hope u relate 
ur love it sedates 
but u knew that much
u can make my whole heart blush

see the way u move its so divine
would u walk with me if u found time 
fingers intertwined with yours 
u can be my cure 
got me to my core girl
falling i still see u in my dreams 
so sweet like a strawberry
looks like from a magazine 
but theres something that i js dont know
heads going in a spiral
so would u wna be my world
js say the word 
ill be there in an instant

is it too late to ask from me 
open your eyes help u see
girl js tell me all that you need
know its alright stay with me
just give it one more try
only think ab you and i
know you could see the light
keep on going i can see u fly

if you find the time, walk with me +rimeren (surgeon maknae)

If I go away right now 
girl would u even miss me 
Every thought of u 
Everytime I see ur face I just wanna scream
1 too many problems 
2 many questions so I hide myself 
Wanna hide my truth I can’t lie to u 
I can’t lie to u 

Girl I miss u do u miss me too 
Do u miss me when ur alone 
See ur face right behind me 
in front of me 
When I sleep and when I wake up 

Up up 
when I sleep and when I wake up 
Up 
Girl I miss u do u miss me too 

Don’t know how to fight this 
I can’t help but like it 
No no no 
No more just take it away 
I don’t feel the same 
I think ill just break 

Break 
break 
break

miss (fallen ang3lx)

Thank you to all who helped me and all my friends.  Sorry for the wait but I'm glad to be back.  Message me if you'd like any of these beats.
James 4:7 - Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

0:00 calibrate (solo)
1:10 carbine (@askenemy)
2:30 i wish it was 2019 (@pw4prez, @iheartlindo)
3:38 applause flip (solo)
5:36 protocol (solo)
6:51 retaliation (@fucktwintails)
8:09 exfil (solo)
9:23 corvette (solo)
10:29 strafe (@7saiko)
11:40 50 cal (@skeya_o, @1bleedinggrey)
12:38 just dance flip (solo)
13:48 darktide (solo)
15:03 voyage (@niteclef)
16:07 ballinc (@prodpawl4k)
17:43 ffa (@1bleedinggrey)
18:52 drillgalia (solo)
19:53 evening (solo)

resistance pack [grey, sochi, askenemy, lindo, twintails, saiko, skeya, niteclef, pawl4k]

★ (free) che + sample type beat resident (surgeise)

LUNAR

@therealthery - tg\ig
@hysterichiko - tg\ig 
beat @therealthery
mixed @therealthery

@hysterichiko - no tune [prod thery]

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

@feywinter

free fall 「cosmik x heroz」

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