w @1sanaa @ssoh
weigh me out 
told her i cant stay
I told her run away
I can not feel a thing
it misery
why did i leave her
my dignity 
my egos first
i miss your love 
i miss your touch
had to cut my arm
and it all went numb
I know im fucking up
no i cant love
my lover is gone
and i gave up
had to look for her 
yea my feelings hurt
she broke me
had to learn
you making it hard on me
very hard on me
youre breaking me apart
you broke me at the start
and your love wont take me far
no your love tore me apart 
our love was not on par
and i cant be with ya
cant be with ya

I Cant Stay Prod 1sana X Ssoh

sept 2024 song

prod @rewind214 and @rpsu :pp

lyrics:
cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

@7akkiro
i can try, but it dont seem to work
a thousand times, but you dont seem to learn
look into my eyes
what is it you feel?
baby please dont throw it all away 
please dont throw it all away

you put the blame on me
like im all alone
the things you say to me 
makes me lose control
i could never understand why you treat me this way
the way you make me feel is like i suffocate



cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

suffocate prod rewind + adrien

prod me mate. rough mix idk where file is bru

working too hard
took alot to get to where i am
n im not even half way there to where i wanna be
blood stains
blood stains right on my tracks
feelin all the eyes surround me
im still wondering how much they can see
ugh havent sleeped in weeks
i think that i might just fucking give up
i cant fucking breathe
but ill b just fine
250 on my tee
yea walkin round the city why they lookin at me
like why they always staring at me
there aint rly nothin special bout me

i gotta run my bands up
8 js from this laptop
told me "turn my vox up"
fuck no
cuz im js talkin bs
n ts aint worth hearing
cuz if i said smth that really meant smth they wouldnt listen up
all my bros want me 2 blow up
but i js dont want to
if u drop just for urself then maybe numbers will find u
this musics smth im tied to
not tryna profit from nun
im just tryna help my bros out

half way 𓍼𓍼 @ukug

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free fall 「cosmik x heroz」

@h3artch3rades
@1sanaa

wen i wake up y i act surprised
how most dese bitches act
n yea like everytime i see u
i forget how should i act
like tis aint rlly who i am
i push the blame on to the xan
but wen i look into ur eyes
i lose a piece of my reality
the drugs dat i been doing
its been fukkin wit my head
n all the drugs dat i been doing
girl i kno that iss not good 4 me
its blurry like my memories
i wish that we could talk again
tell me whas the point ur tryna make
cuz ion understand

does it even matter in the end
cuz i could never tell
u were never rlly there for me
idc if ur goin down
dey said i been spazzin onna beat
like fukk im goin dumb
kan u tell me whachu want
cuz i kant do tis jus 4 anyone

when its me n you against the world
we could do like anything we wanted to
i seen myself in everything ur goin through
the way i do my shi
the least im finna do is raise the bar
yea i gave tis shi my all
but nothing seems to ever change

wen i wake up y i act surprised
how most dese bitches act
n yea like everytime i see u
i forget how should i act
like tis aint rlly who i am
i push the blame on to the xan
but wen i look into ur eyes
i lose a piece of my reality
all the drugs dat i been doing
its been fukkin wit my head
n all the drugs dat i been doing
girl i kno that iss not good 4 me
its blurry like my memories
i wish that we could talk again
tell me whas the point ur tryna make
cuz ion understand

i dont kno wat im rlly running from it dont go wit a fight
n all we do is yell n fight so could u pls just stop the lie
deep inside my mind idk if i could get out
i dnt wna think abt it girl u kno it hurts sm
i dnt wna wake up i been trying so hard
but whas the point of it all
i think were running out of time
i dnt wna live my life like this
i wish i wsnt like tis
yea its been a long time since the last time dat i saw shi

2ü#Worddd.... prod me, h3artch3rades, sana

@yfwqp , prod @cruseyyyy 
additional production from @v2nthan

that's your true nature, the real you (5.15)

flash w milli prod crusey

its okay ft zoos prod rewind + molly

Stream: https://open.spotify.com/artist/36r4ltZmLqtiDBdAs9XSqn?si=RyfT2vjoTk26CalrtRAsqQ

XXXXXTAL

prod @hartfxlt n @decago

sorry 4 being gone 4 so long 
thank u 4 all the love
ep @ 100 followers

Lyrics:
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring


love scars im breakin 
im fadin 

im fadin 

look up 2 the sky where the angels fly 
thinkin of all those times u lied
thinkin of  those times u made me cry 
hundreds of lies left tears in my eyes 

sayin that u love me but i knew it was a lie
sayin that u love me but the timin isn’t right 
secrets that u kept swear it breaks my mind 
lies that u told left scars that hide 

every single day swear it feels the same 
got this feelin in my head that i just cnt shake 
girl i swear u hurt me every time u lie 
stayin up all nite hope u’ll change this time 
wishin u could go n clear my mind 
of the memories when u held me tight 
broken promises swear they break my mind 
saw the lie in ur eyes 
when u said it would b the last time 


cut u off now it really was the last time 

cnt take back the tears that i cried 


worst parts of our fights replay in my mind 
sayin that u love me kno u done it this time 
pain in my hart got pain in my mind 
n i swear that it keeps me up all nite 
love scars im breakin love fadin 
words that u told me hart breakin 
tell me sweet things till the mornin 
treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

treat me like a doll put me down when its boring

love scars (hartfxlt + decago)

Paradise Sped Up

cover and all beats made by me, im proud to say that this is my biggest project and the most work ive ever put in so enjoy <3

4. Look into my past

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

@feywinter

free fall 「cosmik x heroz」

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