selfish +lovesickxo (yandere)

@owtiss
prod @icetrouble

like u
i dont wanna be like u
and i hate everything u do
all my calls u always refuse
like you
now i dont talk to anyone
fuck love i dont want anyone
fuck love i dont want you no more
lucks up but i never won

now i feel like im dead
like a zombie on the floor
lay all day in my bed
i dont wanna get up 
the story never ends
imma be alone again
i dont wanna give up
its not over yet
you wanna break up
i just want this to mend
i wanna make love
not a one night stand
n i fend off
all the bad omens

like u (icetrouble)

@x_fujioka @y4ndere
mix: us :P
master: fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

better than this +xfujioka (yandere)

@mental
@venusiann
@shinjinv
@vilexx

[coldspades]
i dont wanna see you
just leave me alone
you think i’d believe you
please dont call my phone
after all we went through
i guess i shouldve known
that your lies were see through
you think i didnt know

girl why you gotta be like that?
you dont have to be so mad
every day i wake up sad
tell me why it gotta be like that?
baby i care for you and i hope you mean it when you say you love me
you know when i stare at you my world collapses you take it from me

[mental]
girl why u gotta be like that
why u gotta be so mean
umm i been tryna count my cash
i been tryna count my green
i took a plane overseas
im seeing shit that they never would see
i knew they never were ready for me
if im winning then like everyone eats
walk in the mall and they stare at me
i got money but rly dont care about it
i got money and yes i got great at counting
need ur love i dont think i can live without it
need ur love but i swear that it hurts
i couldnt tell u whats worse
they never put my life first
i kick my feet in the dirt

[venusiann]
you told me a lie, looked me right in my eyes
nothing but pain inside, i hate that you were mine
afraid that you were right, there is no you & me
that’s when you ruined me, yeah you ruined me
treat me brutally
you shoot words, like weapons
out numbered, in seconds
rocking new selections, cop new shoes and step in
avoiding being sad!!
said we’re not authentic
girl why you gotta be like that?

i hope you really meant it (x4)

spotify

like that ft. mental & venusiann (shinjin + vile)

bandcamp

NEBULA

guiding light - angelicxmei + arid (sense + kuru + cure)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

vocals by me
prod. reijiro3k, mis4ortune

(chorus)
shoulda known when to die, yeah
had to make mistakes, shoulda known when to cry yeah
talk it when i had to get it
shoulda known when to fly, yeah (x2)

(verse 1)
first take, take it slow
im on my break, play it low
moon shines on the high end
the sun rises when its breaking

voices in my head
i cant handle it
cant wrap my head around it
twist my feelings so i cant feel again

(bridge)
feel again, i really miss when we kissed on the first thing
in the morning
wake up beside you
take the kids to school right beside you

(chorus)
shoulda known when to die, yeah
had to make mistakes, shoulda known when to cry yeah
talk it when i had to get it
shoulda known when to fly, yeah (x2)

(verse 2)
swear again and again
acting like a kid when it rains
wasted, im wasted
chase red when i see it

phone up, phone up
calling just to help us, im ambitious
see you on the other hand
wish life was the best end

shouldve known (reijiro3k + mis4ortune)

zonedout - WEBCORE TRACK 533 (prod. phntmzn bR)

"Ruins of Infinity" drifts through the echoes of broken worlds and fractured signals. From fragile neo-classical openings to glitch-torn pulses, glowing downtempo textures, and a climactic surge of techno-driven energy, the EP moves like a journey through creation, collapse, and the haunting silence that follows. A cinematic blend of experimental electronic, ambient, IDM, glitch, and downtempo, this release from Echoic Mind captures both the weight of destruction and the fragile beauty that lingers in its wake.

Echoes Between Worlds

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

@feywinter

NEBULA

cosmik

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