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December Part 1

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Billy Pilgrim Has Come Unstuck In Time

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I Just Wanna Party! (prod. Pixel Hood)

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

w/ @jacynyte :)

produced by @prodsoma , @zekzo099 & @nicopatty
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

i laid bare everything that made me weak
yet every1 knew me more than i did 
and i could never see myself from where they stood
until i finally looked deep inside my soul
and now..

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

but it just feels so fucking fake
told all the time that i should change 
in truth, u never believed in me 
to overcome what i became 
but it’s not ur fault
it just wasn’t enough
everything that you say 
(is) like a knife through my heart
and to think that we could end it all
in the blink of an eye, these lines just halt

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

the way i look and how i talk
don’t say you’re sorry it’s not your fault
my eyes are tired of it all
my every flaw always gets involved
already know what is wrong with me
the silent words just make it hard to breathe
try to force it but it’s hard to be who you’re supposed to see
wanna fall asleep till i…
cannot think about it anymore
let it hurt till it’s silent in my core
try to be me, just another thing i force
now every word you say is like a sword to my heart
let it all
fall apart
right where you can see it
these heartstrings tangled up with vines
let go, it’s way too much to hide

Lines of Death

lines of death feat. Jacy Nyte (Prod. Soma, Zekzo & Nicopatty)

produced by nicopatty @nicopatty & soma @prodsoma
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
these eyes on me just staring me down 
they pretend like they know who i am
but i’m not the person i used to be
and i’ll never look back on with grief

endured all your pain
but i never want to see your faces again
they all laughed and stared at me
fingers pointed and always ashamed
always anxious
always fearing what’s ahead
but i’ll never heed your words of defeat
who i am doesn’t matter to me  

i apologize for not failing now
guess i’m not as weak as you thought i’d be
i’ve ignored it for so long, all your doubts
all just paperweight, the shit that you said

these eyes on me just staring me down 
they pretend like they know who i am
but i’m not the person i used to be
and i’ll never look back on with grief
the years i spent just wasted on 
what you could never change
it still hurts inside what you forced in me 
and i fucking hate that now you just stare 

watching me, my every move
just waiting in the dark
for me to fall down asleep
awaiting till i’m weak 
all i wanted was to be left alone 
but it was never enough for you
you wanted more when i had naught
but it was never enough for you
you wanted more when i had naught

hate how you stare (Prod. Nicopatty & Soma)

produced by nicopatty @nicopatty
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
been thinking of what i'll do next
but i could never think ahead like that
and ive been stuck just gazing at these endless lines
wondering where they lead
cuz ive been runnin circles round n round
a never ending spiral of my doubt
this path ive paved
i never felt it ever fit me

dont know how much i can blame it 
on my mistakes, but im breaking
but i cant sit in my misery when i'm so close to what i want

its in my hands, its in my hands
all my hopes and dreams inch closer to me
all up to me to finally grasp what ive yearned for my entire life

been so dependant on what came to me
that i never made any chances for myself
was it really worth the risk
to try again and again
repeating my mistakes
to think it'd all just end this way

this dream that i once had
just leave it to decay
it lingers, it just stays
ill let it rot away...

in my grasp (Prod. Nicopatty)

2am +kaneda7 +sltted (nightclub)

@es_cher

i think i need a time out 
cuz lately im not doing well
i dont want you to find out 
that everyday i go thru hell
i think bout all the time i lost
i cant let go im holding on,
to every little moment
i remember happiness 
but now theres nothing left of it 

i think i need a time out 
i dont want you to find out 
that everyday i go thru hell
cant let go i, cant let go i'm holding on
cant let go, cant let go 
but now theres nothing left of it 
left of it 
left of it 
left of it 
nothing left of it 

where do we come from? and where do we go?
why do we go on? even if its for nothing
i can't wrap my head around, 
why its so hard to break out
from this prison that i built inside my heart

i think i need a time out 
cuz lately im not doing well
i dont want you to find out 
that everyday i go thru hell
i think bout all the time i lost
i cant let go im holding on,
to every little moment
i remember happiness 
but now theres nothing left of it 

cant let go i, cant let go i'm holding on
cant let go, cant let go 
but now theres nothing left of it

can't let go「es.cher」

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new little song lol
wait for more i swear ill do something cool

put ur paws up :D

im back... after 5 days!!! LOLLLLL MORE ORYX MUSIC FOREVER
honestly if u think i upload 2 much,,,, just stfu 
ORYX NATION FOR LIFE
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bold (prod. frost)

Mickey X Syris- yu were never there (prod.deadyami)

16rythms

OPUS

are u giving up (ft. capoxxo & Keyblayde808)

Bones

Eyes of The Beholder(demo)

sewerslvt - mr. kill myself
sewerslvt - yandere complex
machine girl - MG1
nftrack - bleeding reflection 
bakground - gotham love
sewerslvt - blacklight
sewerslvt - inlove
sewerslvt - swinging in his cell

i dont own any of these songs. go support the artists.

luvr✧(breakcore mix)

she/her

everything by me unless stated otherwise

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