disorder

https://open.spotify.com/track/7o1QmLSt2aycZ7kmqmwBTs?si=w57ZCIskQoud_KutX4WcTA

prod. me 

(lyrics)
walk around and im hating your bones
when i get home im ending it all
i feel someone is not going home
and that someone just happen to be you

and i can’t stop
thinking of you
get out my head
you have no clue

and i get u don’t want to grow up
but its time for you to fucking get up
stand up straight and forget what’s gone wrong
cuz i want you to get ahead from now on

im better off all alone
just if it means you’ll do okay on your own

but better if i can go
it might just be that i can fail on and on

and i can’t stop
thinking of you
get out my head
you have no clue

and i can’t stop
(better to rot)
thinking of you
(im wasting my life)
get out my head
(breakneck suicide)
you have no clue
(you fucking thot)

when i get home im ending it all

first song with real drums!

https://open.spotify.com/album/3XY2sSp5Uw6nT7GVz7daVB?si=2eQD4cVBRWmMntIq8wj3GQ

Lyrics:

Hey, Mr. Cunningham
I said hey, Mr. Cunningham! How’s your entailment gettin‘ along?
Don’t you remember me, Mr. Cunningham? I’m Jean Louise Finch. 
You brought us some hickory nuts one early morning, remember?
We had a talk
I went and got my daddy to come out and thank you!
I go to school with your boy, I go to school with Walter!
He's a nice boy, tell him hey for me, won’t you?
You know something Mr. Cunningham? Entailments are bad.
Entailments-
Atticus, I was just sayin‘ to Mr. Cunningham that entailments are bad, but you said not to worry, takes a long time sometimes… 
What’s the matter?
I sure meant no harm, Mr. Cunningham...

No harm taken young lady. I'll tell Wally you said hey.
Let’s clear out of here!

wont you forgive me?
will you grow up?
wont you get near me?
give your father a hug

wont you forgive me?

i think they like it better when i miss 
i got a hundred different ways that i dont give a shit like
talk to me with a tight closed fist 
if you come for the king than you better not miss like
my mom said i should try to make friends
but i cant stand it i cant talk to them
i hate you and all your dumb friends and all your dumb bands 
and all your dumb ahhhhhh

the girl i love

uploaded my first song 1 year and 2 days ago, thank you to everyone who has listened to my music in that time



all
all of the time i wasted
wait 
waiting for the day you 
call
call me back you promised
back you promised
back you promised

i cant let go
i know
i know
i know

i
i know that im gonna 
wait 
wait for you to see me
you 
already forgot me 
you forgot me
you forgot me

cant let go

born to die worlds a fuck
hundred million dead cops
fuck the world, kill em all
homie we dont give no fucks
born to die world's a fuck
hundred million dead cops
guck the world kill em all
we don't ever fuck with opps

1989
haunted mound only see us in the night
graveyard lullaby
trash man gonna come and skin your hide
red room valentine
crimson dripping down pouring wine
swan song cupid wings in the sky
luna ghost with a match blowing fire
spaulding stick with my fireflies
pull up in the death wagon
kill em all, this the ballad of the dead
dematary rocking with ghost mountain
fire walk with me brothers til the end
when you see me in the night
better make your way back down
hundred million graves on top ghost mountain

born to die worlds a fuck
hundred million dead cops
fuck the world, kill em all
homie we dont give no fucks
born to die world's a fuck
hundred million dead cops
guck the world kill em all
we don't ever fuck with opps

@semataryy

worlds a fuck (sematary cover)

there's just nothing to look forward to
everything is getting boring again

and when i try 
to be happy
i just lay down
and shut down

its all too much
i don't wanna lose you
they're all getting high
and i just wanna die

i cant handle change
everyone's being different
they're all fucking gay
and i just wanna die

Can't Handle Change

prod me
uh yeah i think this is not completely abhorrent unlike my other songs so uh hope you like

verse -
you can't hurt me
know im worthless
you deserve him
please desert me
im so angry
i can't take it
can't explain this
ruthless hatred

other part (idk chorus or bridge dwijahdiwuadw) -
im not good enough
im not good enough to be with you
im not good enough
i hate that you just run away from me

not good enough for u

Prod. Me

Lyrics
I wish I were Finn the human
So I can get a girl like Bubblegum
I wish I were Finn the human
So I can get a girl like Bubblegum

I want a girl like you
Pink dress and fancy shoes
She would call me her prince
We'd stare off from the cliff
I would be candy king
And she would be my queen
But I am all alone
I don't sit in a throne

If I were Finn the human
Everyone would love me
I would have so many friends
And have zero enemies
But that would never happen
because I am in the real world
And I cannot take that
So I have to go and Hurl

I want a girl like you
Pink dress and fancy shoes
She would call me her prince
We'd stare off from the cliff
I would be candy king
And she would be my queen
But I am all alone
I don't sit in a throne

I wish I were Finn the human
so I can get a girl like Bubblegum
I wish I were Finn the human
so I can get a girl like Bubblegum
I wish I were Finn the human
so I can get a girl like Bubblegum
I wish I were Finn the human
so I can get a girl like Bubblegum

I Wish I Were Finn The Human

I'm sorry if this song sounds boring and uninspired ;-;

I remember when you came down
Like a comet going into the ground
At night you shine amongst the stars
At dawn you become my own sun

I wished that we'd hang some more
When you left you got me on the floor
Now I'm down here just all alone
Never thought you'd hurt my soul

An angel sent from above
Broke my heart
And shattered my love
Why is everything so tough
Filled with disgust
I hate my guts

I miss the nights we spent together 
Sadly there's no such thing as forever 
I think this is for the better
But I still keep sending her my letters

If I had one more try in life 
Then maybe I could make her stay by my side
But that's just a fantasy 
In the end life's not a movie

an angel from above

sorry if my music got recommended to you >.<

not good enough for u

cosolus

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