better late than never?

[verse]
i woke up in a nightmare in january
i don't think spring could have gone worse
come summer, i hoped it might have been temporary
autumn showed me i should've given up at first

last year, i got a couple of socks, a cup of nog two weeks expired
and a stocking full of coal
i've been on best behavior, there's not much on my mind
just want to escape this miserable undertow

[chorus]
on christmas day i'll try to smile
but i'm not really sure i can
haven't seen the sun in a while
i don't think you'd understand
cause life's not fair like i wish it were
and i wish that i could get through to her
everything's wrong, everybody's gone
so i'll take the tree down and pray for a better year

[verse]
i crashed the car, broke a leg, and my cat died
blew all my money, i got drunk and i cried
i couldn't catch a break
and if things don't work out really fucking soon, i'll put the muzzle in my mouth
and drive into the lake

[bridge]
i really like you (i really like you)
but i'm such a fuck-up (i'm such a fuck-up)
and babe, in this world
it's put up or shut up

and you blame me (yeah you blame me)
well i blame you (yeah i blame you)
i am not free (i am not free)
i fucking hate you (i love you, i need you)

[chorus]
on christmas day i'll try to smile
but i'm not really sure i can
haven't seen the sun in a while
i don't think you'd understand
cause life's not fair like i wish it were
and i wish that i could get through to her
everything's wrong, everybody's gone
so i'll take the tree down and pray for a better year

A Better Year

^ pictured above is my chud meal

LYRICS:

waiting for the bus in the rain
coughing up the car fumes
i'll be late again
again

so i never show my face
way too busy cause i did my homework late again
again

i've been such a chud, yeah it's crazy
i've been such a chud, as of lately
will i find a foid for me, maybe
it's been tough but still i am staying
(x2)

wake up and eat my goyslop
got microplastics stuck in my bloodstream

i just want it all to stop
all this city noise is messing with my head like

can i go somewhere
somewhere far away
where i don't need to
log in everyday
and the system won't
peer into my life
but for now I know, yeah I know that

i've been such a chud, yeah it's crazy
i've been such a chud, as of lately
will i find a foid for me, maybe
it's been tough but still i am staying
(x2)

i've been such a chud, yeah it's crazy
i've been such a chud, as of lately
look to God, i know i need saving
it's been tough but still i am praying

loser commuter student

Always in pain(ft ihatevirgina)

when I'm older
I'll be the one to hold you
I'll give you all my love

when we're together
I'll be with you forever 
and I'll die right by your side

you could fix me
you're the one that I need
I swear you're from the heavens above

when I'm older
I'll be the one to hold you
I'll give you all my love

when im older

(verse)
blackout curtains, 3PM
Sunlight feels like a loaded gun
Discord blinking, no one’s there
Just a meme about columnbine 

i sit in my room all day
hoping i can get a song out

but i cant even write new lyrics so i feel like shit

(chorus)
404, girlfriend not found
Screaming into Wi-Fi, no one hears a sound
Heart buffering  round and round
Tried to load love but it crashed my town

(verse 2)
my love is killing me
i never felt this bad
there is this thing id like to say you 
but i know shit won't work and it's just gonna be bad 
and you are all that i had 
i wish i would just be dead 

(chorus) 
404, girlfriend not found
Screaming into Wi-Fi, no one hears a sound
Heart buffering  round and round
Tried to load my Glock but it fucking jammed 
404, girlfriend not found

(verse 3)
LED moonlight on my face
Same four walls, same headspace
Timeline scrolling, doom parade
Laugh react like I’m okay

Drafts unsent at 2:09
Type “you up?” then backspace twice
Every crush just times me out
Server says I’m not allowed 


(chorus)
404, girlfriend not found
Screaming into Wi-Fi, no one hears a sound
Heart buffering  round and round
Tried to load love but it crashed my town

404 (girlfriend not found) ft temporarytimeless

You Never Will (demo)

hell on earth 2006 (demo)

@chickencel / xo willow cover

credits to @gratrunka0 for inspo

(this is a test for new mic and new drum preset)

lyrics:

You're not incelcore, and
Your music is a bore, it's
Indie slop I've seen
One thousand times before, and

You can't play guitar
Just searched "h4rtbrkr type beat"
Put some emo shit as the cover, and
Used retarded text-to-speech

It's not fun to go on Soundcloud anymore
It's not fun to go on Soundcloud anymore
Your music's really shit
Go back to rap, you have no talent



youre not incelcore

Country Album in support of the USA, her veterans, the ones who went in and never came home, her warriors and her allies. If we stand together, we can do anything. Never forget our warriors and the sacrifices they have made and continue to make for us and all over the world.

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AMERICAN RETARD vocal cover bc im a loser and i cant self prod

You Never Will (demo)

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