everything by me

lyrics:
(my bodys not my own)
(this sickness is my home)

can somebody check my pulse
i don't know if im still breathing
my lungs feel heavy from the smoke
and my eyes feel like they're bleeding
cuz ive been spending nights alone
cuz i can't eat and im not sleeping
now im someone no one knows
because my bodys not my own

(my bodys not my own)
(this sickness is my home)

someone free me from this vessel that im stuck in
never knew my own body could be the toxin
its so scary how i play games with myself
like how these battles with my trauma
turn into battles with my health

and i try (to make a difference)
i can't lie (my life feels twisted)
ill hide my face so they don't see the red in my eyes
ill be gone by the time they realize this is a disguise

im in a nightmare (tell me if im real anymore)
but life is not fair (i don't feel anymore so)

can somebody check my pulse
i don't know if im still breathing
my lungs feel heavy from the smoke
and my eyes feel like they're bleeding
cuz ive been spending nights alone
cuz i can't eat and im not sleeping
now im someone no one knows
because my bodys not my own

(my bodys not my own)
(this sickness is my home)

im broken
im battered my life is in tatters
my insides are swirling
where do i go from here
im broken
im battered
my life is in tatters
my insides are screaming
fuck do i go from here

can somebody check my pulse
i don't know if im still breathing
my lungs feel heavy from the smoke
and my eyes feel like they're bleeding
cuz ive been spending nights alone
cuz i can't eat and im not sleeping
now im someone no one knows
because my bodys not my own

(my bodys not my own)
(this sickness is my home)

not my own

produced, written, performed, and engineered by coste

lyrics:
can you meet me outside
meet me round the back of the house
imma do it this time
do it this time
get me out
all these voices in my mind
voices in my mind tear me down
so can you meet me outside
meet me round the back of the

old habits die hard
but im still living
always questioning this life
that ive been given
i cant help but always feel
like im the villain
telling everybody that im fine
but im really

drinking till i vomit
these days im neurotic
between trying and giving it up
im giving it up this time
these pills that im taking
dont work like the doctor
said they should but im trying my best
im trying my best to be fine

but tonight i dont want to be alone

so can you meet me outside
meet me round the back of the house
imma do it this time
do it this time
get me out
all these voices in my mind
voices in my mind tear me down
so can you meet me outside
meet me round the back of the

meet me outside

everything by coste

lyrics:
Oh you don't like that
Feels like there's only a problem when I fight back
My therapist says I should try to write that
Down
I've been out around town
Smoking trees to keep the feelings down
And I'll put it on my credit
Cuz I can't afford it now
Later you'll be calling me
And say I'm crashing out but

I'm just tryna deal with this pain
Can you blame me
Stop pointing fingers
I'm just what you made me

(Screaming on the staircase)
(I still see the look on your face)
Yeah I'm just what you made me
(Speed away till morning)
(We're not sure if you'll be calling)
So stop telling me I'm crazy
(Never talk about it after)
(Still think about it in the shower)
Cuz I'm just what you made me
(Try not to remember)
(But memories are forever)
Yeah I'm ju-ju-ju-ju

Oh now it's my fault
After I changed every part of me for your flaws
The insecurities you gave me left some deep scars
So imagine my surprise
You caught me off guard
When everyone abandoned me
I didn't get a text
And I got no replies
Hated what I saw
When I looked in my own eyes but

Looking back I can see now
You where shady
Changed who I was
Then you blamed who you made me

(I am your creation)
(Product of manipulation)
Yeah I'm just what you made me
(Took a kid and broke him)
(Then got mad when he was growing)
Yeah I'm just what you made me
(Everyone believed the gossip)
(So I had to cut my losses)
Why the fuck would you play me
(But you know what really went down)
(And it's not my place to say now)
Yeah I'm ju-ju-ju-ju

what u made me

world's on fire hahahahaha

everything by me

lyrics:
feel so tired
there's a pit stuck in my stomach
world's on fire
and there's nothing we can do about it
so we fake laughter
watching tragedies at home
dad used to talk about the apocalypse
saying we would all go home

how many people have to die for you to get a brain
how many people had to lie just so that they could reign
just bout ready to paint the walls the same shade as my brain
haven't rested in a while cuz how am i supposed to

yeah i'm just sleeping while the world ends
the flames are at my door but i just can't get out of bed
i spend most days wishing i was dead
cuz how am i supposed to sleep while the world ends
yeah i'm just sleeping while the world ends
the flames are at my door but i just can't get out of bed
i spend most days wishing i was dead
cuz how am i supposed to sleep while the world ends

yeah i'm just sleeping while the world ends
the flames are at my door but i just can't get out of bed
i spend most days wishing i was dead
cuz how am i supposed to sleep while the world ends
yeah i'm just sleeping while the world ends
the flames are at my door but i just can't get out of bed
i spend most days wishing i was dead
cuz how am i supposed to sleep while the world ends

world's ending freestyle

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“i’m not supposed to be here” EP out March 27

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