clam crab cockle cowrie (joanna newsom cover)

mix & master by @imaabs
additional vocals on track 7 dragoncat by @francespylons

When I’m with you I’m alone
You just sit there on your phone
I gave you all but now I’m gnawing
At your bones for a bit of warmth

Feel us roll back like a wave
I guess we’re just bored
Waiting for our fall
Back in your arms but so cold
Back in your arms but so cold

Yeah you look at me,
Taking off all of my clothes
You say you see me,
Do you really though?
Naked but so closed
You never know 
Never really know
Never know my soul

ashes

mix & master by @imaabs
additional vocals on track 7 dragoncat by @francespylons

Injuries
fractures my body remembers
the blowing of time through my fingers.
Breathing in the memory
the event so dim
fall to slumber and dream
shaking off December
all my leaves have thinned
Im heightened, spilling at the brim
dragging you like a deer through the marshes
maybe tomorrow I’ll feed
my lacking in all, my paling love
my ghostly loot
my thief

Injuries
fractures my body remembers
the blowing of time through my fingers
heavy rain and
the roof’s slippery
run away from him
run away from me

sunshine grey

mix & master by @imaabs
additional vocals on track 7 dragoncat by @francespylons

Burning city
My eyes shine red
With petrol skies
A nuclear sun so high

So high, the city’s dead
No one in sight
Nobody left

Burning city, my eyes are bled out
All this seeing and unseeing
Embers, end
I just wanna lay it all to rest
Strike a match

Blood moon I’m gonna let it
Burn through me
Gonna get it out now
No reason not to let it out now

Running through the clouds
Trying find my way out
Drop by drop
I can’t face the heat
I’m tapping out

So many layers
I can’t make sense
I’m scared of all the faces you present

Burning city
My eyes shine bright
With butane skies
A nuclear sun so high

So high, the city’s dead
I just wanna lay it all to bed
Strike a match
Jump the train
Go nowhere
Go nowhere

blood moon

mix & master by @imaabs
additional vocals on track 7 dragoncat by @francespylons

Revenge is sweet
Hushed in your speech
But from my beak
Not a tweet
How can you look at
your own two feet?
A sight so steep

I could’ve done more damage but I wouldn’t have it
Couldve spoke your language
Still you spite me
I hope you spat my blood out
Poison rabbit
You bit me like a chicken nugget
You fucking savage

A snake in silks and velvet
Yet this is the most bitter thing
Anyone will hear from me
We both know what we did
It’s hardly even a memory
Even at that it’s pretty weak
Fuck what we both did
Fuck it, fuck it

haha

written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆cellos by Roya, GÜLAY https://soundcloud.com/guelaycananbari
☆harps by Indi https://soundcloud.com/aridniorca
☆and backing vocals on evergreens also by Indi
☆backing vocals on penance by Charlie https://soundcloud.com/francespylons
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

angels ft. angels cry

walking through the evergreens
talking to the creatures
see every leaf grow
see time swelling
we're suspended in forever
we're forever

all the little bugs and friends i hold together
in my pocket through cold weather
cold cold weather

walking through the evergreens
carried by the snowfall
beckoned by the wind's call
space is swirling
lets me know i'm forever
it's all forever

i'd been down by the river, it rushes
to kiss a tear of my cheek 
now it blushes
tomorrow we'll be ashes
stardust and ashes

yeah, nature is here
nature is real
and its you and i

no disbelief anymore
no blurred lines of right and wrong
every pine cone
knows its truth
every stone
gripped to the soil
us and them
together
us and them
forever
a crow is your friend forever

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆harps and backing vocals by Indi https://soundcloud.com/aridniorca
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

evergreens

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆mix by me & Louis, master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

shoreline (interlude)

lay upon my bed
we built a clear path
telling a story of the past
webbing a thread that wouldn't last
feel the hunger while i fast
stayed on my skin
on my skin like a rash
we turned the lights on 
in the mausoleum
so we could see them
withering fast
paling petals
heavy dust
your smile is just a photograph

your eyes dull gems at the pit of my drawer
spit on the floor while i sit on the foyer
salty lips
im faulty
i dont expect you to trust me
brown marbles full of nasty
flesh and wasted time
is all i am 
and ill be fine
pouring down the poison wine
pouring down the poison wine

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me. I wrote this song when i was 18, it was a dark synthy garage band track back then. i remade it for the acoustic guitar. maybe one day i'll post the og version for the lols
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

grim city

snow moon (interlude)

isn’t all you want
broken?
in the strive for bleak 
there’s beauty
 
burning candles
ceilings bleeding
hide from the world
 
if you’re content
living empty 
high horse
blood-red throne 
you do you 
you do you
 
i'm seeking something better
been collecting all the dust
knew it was no life for me
i've made a nest out of shells
lest it tries to get through to me
 
not trying to be
this lonely hunter
prowling not feeding
always thirsting
always cold
 
picking wounds
 
but you do you babe
take your crown
 
i'm seeking something brighter
been collecting all the dust
knew it was no life for me
and in this nest out of shells
i feel it washing over me
 
from the fall of Black Iron Prison
to the Garden of Golden Palms
i've collected all my rings
and when you see me again
we'll do away with misery
 
i'll be all black and blue
stitching my guts back up
i'll grow into the moss
and forget my own name 
i wish I’d never seen it

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

hunter's moon

in a dream
i cut off my hand 
it grew back
i cut it off again 
bloodless spill
is this the dream i'm in?
 
now i live with
this lack,
so apparent
i can’t hide this stump 
it sticks out so sore it feels like lightning
 
i can’t sleep
i can’t even imagine 
a world without it
i’m awake for ever it’s so jarring
my eyes are holes in my head
i’m just a void its frightening
deep well pull me out please
i'm all fallen leaves, 
all knots and ivy, i am nothing
i am nothing
 
holding on by barely teeth and skin
in ritual cutting
now i'm wearing thin
dancing in the realm of dreams
now new day breaks
i awaken
all the birds are
screaming out my name
what it means to win
 
and i can’t feel
anything 
beyond the callus
forming all around me
i'm so barred in
my eyes 
are holes in my head
i'm just a void it's frightening
deep well pull me out
please
i’m all fallen leaves
is this what i need?
all or nothing
all or nothing


☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆cellos by Roya, GÜLAY https://soundcloud.com/guelaycananbari
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

penance

trying to sail away, 
the water froze and i’ve
been skidding on this hardened pond
and I can’t really throw any more ropes
won’t you break the ice
before I decompose
 
wish i could see into your mind's eye
wish i knew why
instead of chasing twisted streams
with nothing but my sodden map
 
the stars have aligned too many times
too strange to deny
and then been broken and muddled
by higher forces and liars
 
the sky falls to pieces over my head
in fear of cosmic power
In fear of cosmic power

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆harps by Indi https://soundcloud.com/aridniorca
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

pebbles

baby, your teeth bite
i don’t want to cry
left alone to watch the moss grow slow and silent

by the riverside
finding porcelain shards
under lilac skies
muddy boots, the tide is rising

if i lunged myself in like a corpse
would you find me?
would i sprout next summer in your garden? 
would i sprout next summer in your garden? 
 
a cliff 
foaming at the mouth
sharp edge and a cloud
i don’t want to linger
where the black waters whisper
 
by the riverside
where i drowned my pride
under lilac skies
muddy boots 
the tide is rising
 
If i lunged myself in like a corpse
would you find me?
would i sprout next summer in your garden? 
 
we bled through our borders
why the shell?
it’s too porous 
everything corrodes us
it's embedded in me
 
oh no
how could you do it?
oh why
i never saw it coming
should’ve seen signs in
pottery and rings
the city's memory

☆written, produced, guitars and vocals by me
☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

babyteeth

written, produced, guitars and vocals by me

☆mix & master by Louis https://soundcloud.com/yusnadi99

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