i wish i could talk to you
and i can put my hand right though
best thing is it doesnt hurt
i dont want to hear a sound
why are the horses lying on the ground
they must be sick or something
i can belive im nothing
and i try
but i cant get over the things you said
who knew that you would break my brain again
listen to me and dont say anything

i wish i could talk to you

track list
1 i know where its going to begin
2 worms on the ground
3 flutter away
4 demo #1
5 demo #2

i know where its going to begin demos

i see ur scars 
i see ur scars
u fall apart 
u shatter away in the dark
u broke ur tooth 
i saw the truth its not ur fault
i wanna let loose all my trauma 

let go of all ur trauma
its not all worth it 
if u see the whole world 
is that too much for u girl

u rip like paper
tore my heart open with a razor
i had to change her 
now we're stuck like salt pepper shakers
i wish i was in ur world more
and buy u that contour
and whatever u ask for

and i hope that i 
can see u smile more
dont give a fuck what they're talkin about
im so lost and im downer then south
isn't it something when u talk with ur mouth
i wanna see the city lights so bad
is too bad

spotify

Untreated Scars

oh its this again :/ i dont wanna lose a friend no0o0o0o
so much lose don't what it feels like to win
when will i have my friend havent felt the same since
baby im the problem and i cant solve it
put myself in a hole like a moshpit
ever since u left never felt the same
everyday i wake up and im still in pain
and i really do hate those certain dates
cause i remember when we were out those days
maybe its not me and its all you but 
i cant say that cause i could never call u
got me blocked again thats my second half 
but we all know that nothing ever lasts
think i got the short end of the whole draft 
cause of everything we did and how it lasted
cause your such a attachment 
around u id prolly get caught lackin
thats the best type of love but im laggin 
make a joke for the cope and ur laughing
dont hate me or love me just ask what happened 
baby im the fucking problem come get tapped in

if im a problem or the problem then how the fuck do i solve myself

this is old asf but here u go 
@deadpunchy
@alphieafterlife

my eyes bleed with alphie

@neetsongs cover

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I feel like a fish up on land
Im out of control, I don’t understand
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever
I can never talk to you
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

please be patient i have autism

2023-05-08 23:48:56
saint peter and hail mary ive been waiting and preparing
i bought a barrel and some ammo soon my mind will be dismantled
imaginary fairies the reality is scary
as i rot alone and write another verse
i don't know why im talking i dont know how im walking
i fell like forty metres but im ???? (bro what)
just meet me at the middle my confidence is little
im running outta lyrics and my brain is growing brittle
just meet me at the middle likе malcolm in the middle
my confidencе is little so im alone singing riddles
oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no fuck no

star - oh no

attempted to remaster, still dont sound that great tho

fucking incredible song im so proud of this nigga

my eyes bleed with alphie

cough when i breethe

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