keep your head up steady grinding,through pain and destruction comes knowledge and growth/rebuilding 

I heard this song at a perfect point in my life

The Last Goodbye (prod. ZBeatz)

dead or alive ft. pinkcig (prod by aspekt)

Color Blind

Everything is going to be okay, we're going to a better place now 
Verse 1
I saw you drowned in the bath tub/
But
The pills hit hard like a Mack truck 
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you/
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff/
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all/
To the feet of a greatness Ima failure/
Stranger standing in room full of takers/
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in/
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains/
Your Id was scraped had no name/
Your body left was white like the cocaine/
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain/
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd/
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off/
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft/
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft/ okay
Chorus//
You were my angel 
I couldn't saved you
You don't trust nobody 
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body breaking
I don't trust nobody 
But I didn't give you enough 
Verse 2
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart/
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked/
From place it ends till the time it start/
Heaven bleeds/
From the holes that you made in you sleeves/
And I shake and I pull and I scream/
And I rip and I stare and I stay/
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave/
Now my life is a maze/
Now your eyes a blazed/
With the gas of your heart/
And the room is in flames/
With the pain in your hands/
With the pain in your head/
This was never the plan/
Now I'm falling instead/
Rummage through the puke/
Swallow all the blood/
I don't wanna chose/
running out of luck/
Lobby full of drugs/
This is all a dream/
My Bodies full of puss/
Your corpse is where I sleep/

Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now-prod(datboidj)

@prodreaper

Art by Beka Nicole

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I aint got a job Ima be a fucking bum
Still broke still sad still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I cant afford
unknxwn. aint the person that you should adore
Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit
I aint gone never gone get me a bitch
I aint gone never gone feel any bliss
If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Aint gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

unknxwn. - Despair

I'm too busy in despair.

spotify.

i'm too busy in despair: part 1 | Produced by reaper

Stream on Spotify

numb4ever

Lyrics---

Memories 
Oh-Oh-Oh
So buried
Oh-Oh-Oh
Set me free tonight
Set me free for life

So here we are 
Weightless above the edge of the places this life has taken us
What's taken from a forsaken sum 'cept peace and love
I'm reading up on the body language of famous ones
Sickened watch em run they mouth
Quick with the tongue 
Stricken with venom kill their lungs
Exactly why all these niggas been out here feeling numb
Ain't angeldust maybe its cause our days have turned to dusk
Nowhere to run so turn the fuck around and keep your spirits up
Can you hear the crackled bones of an old soul
As I walk this long road once more 'fore I lose control
And lose my mind
'Fore I let it go becoming lost in time
With no way to rewind 
With no way to look back
So I leave it to you to put the world on your back
Know it seems like an impossible task
Guess it really shows the levels of trust that I have in you

Memories 
Oh-Oh-Oh
So buried
Oh-Oh-Oh
Set me free tonight
Set me free for life

And I'm shining through the blinds
Of a world so far beyond the eyes
If you listen real close you can hear the cries 
As a thousand teardrops kiss the skies
I am burdened no more by the weight of time
I've carved my path time to trace the lines 
Tryna get the energy I ain't wasting mine
Everybody gotta eat I'ma take what's mine
Hah-Hah-Ha-Hah-Hah-Ha-Hah-Hah-Ha
Hah-Hah-Ha-Hah-Hah-Ha-Hah-Hah-Ha

Memories 
Oh-Oh-Oh
So buried
Oh-Oh-Oh
Set me free tonight
Set me free for life

Here Lies

Here Lies (Prod. by Sarcastic Sounds) *OUT ON SPOTIFY*

Vocals: sadgods
Mix/Master: sadgods
Prod: sadgods

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Spotify

I Don't Mind U

you were everything to me..

produced by erik ron

music video
https://youtu.be/q7VM7BFzgzM

lyrics:

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor

treat me like that
oh you know i still miss you
i sent you text
but i know you never read through
I still want it bad
Way worse then i need to
i won’t hold you back
if you wanna be free so

i think i’m letting you go
easy to say it I know
days when i’m out on the road
wish I was with you at home

what i’m doing ain’t workin’
wish that i could be certain

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor  

I know I changed
you know i had to
I got attached
the day i met you

i’ve gone insane
not feeling the same
i hate to face
that i love the pain

workin on letting you go
memories making me choke
feelings are taking its tole
livin this life as a ghost

what i’m doing ain’t workin’
wish that i could be certain

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor

amnesia (music video on youtube)

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I’m still afraid 
and everything hurts
you’re not around 
and the problems are worse
I feel like a kid 
who grew up too fast
I’m 27 and want it all back
last year was fucked,
I’ve seen too much
but I’m always torn 
when I wanna give up
my parents are proud, 
that’s not enough
I’m on the ground 
and my time has been cut
so this ones for me 
& nobody else
this weight is nothing 
like I’ve ever felt
I’ll give it my best 
& you’ll be surprised 
like you must’ve missed it 
did I even try
that person is me 
it’s hard to believe
no one can be 
everything that you need
so I just stay here 
I know my place
I think theres beauty 
in all of the waste
that was a piece, 
this is the whole
my feet are tired 
and burned from the coal
I’ll make it through 
dead or alive
but long as I’m breathing 
there’s nothing inside

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Snap/ Anthony.maz, roman-velazquez
FORGET THAT IM FORGETTEN

you were everything to me..

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