A haunting reflection on personal ruin and regret tied to destructive choices and family legacy, rooted in the metaphor of a doomed place—the House of the Rising Sun.

The Rising Sun

A poetic and contemplative piece about hearing God in silence--emphasizing divine presence not in noise or ritual, but in stillness and surrender.

In The Still

Blending relativity theory with spiritual searching, this song captures the feeling of being caught between seen and unseen worlds, wrestling with doubt, failure, and finally glimpsing divine presence again.

Between the Worlds

A cry for renewal and clarity, longing to escape the limits of time and suffering in search of God’s nearness. It’s a vulnerable exploration of faith when comfort feels far away.

Beyond Time and Space

A spiritual plea for help amidst isolation, doubt, and emotional exhaustion—ending with a fragile but hopeful desire for divine rescue and connection.

Feeling Your Pull

A raw confession of internal conflict between belief and behavior—acknowledging God's grace while struggling with recurring sin, guilt, and the tension between willpower and mercy.

An Empty Theorem

Cosmic imagery and black hole metaphors frame a spiritual and existential search for truth, asking whether God can be found at the center of our deepest unknowns and emotional chaos.

The Singularity

A declaration of transformation—rejecting past pain, sin, and emotional brokenness. This song is about liberation from the self and the false identity shaped by the world.

The Shifted Mind

A victorious reflection on being led, protected, and transformed by God. Drawing from Psalm 139 and 1 Corinthians 13, it celebrates love, divine guidance, and spiritual maturity.

The Mountain

A meditation on spiritual disillusionment and perseverance. Even when feelings fade and the path is unclear, the message is to keep walking—because “the light still shines.”

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