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[Counter]
now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

Shoutout rai for his insane verse
@darkr4i

Counter:
and I've got all these eyes they're staring at me
hate how I constantly think negatively
they keep asking me where will I be
I don't even know myself so stop watching

no just stop watching
just keep your eyes off me
i hate looking at myself in the mirror
(i hate it)
i dont know where i'll be

darkr4i:
when i look in the mirror,
i see a reflection of myself its who i wanna be,
insecurities near,
they watching every move i make while saying that its not me,
but how could they tell me when i don’t even know myself,
feel like someone’s always watching worried bout my mental health,
lock myself in at home because my head is mental hell,
struggling to fight the voices im trapped in a mental cell,

going through the motions again,
will i make it out alive,
they say my name but its bent,
not forward always to the side,
look up to god with a grin,
asking him to be my guide,
i tell myself imma quit,
the voices say my choice is right,
going through the motions,
i know ill make it out alive,
i say my name with a smile,
look forward fuck the other side,
look down to the devil,
you wont catch me tonight,
i tell myself imma quit,
my confidence tells me otherwise,

Counter:
*Otherwise*
*Just wanna see you tonight*
*Before I die*

and I've got all these eyes they're staring at me
hate how I constantly think negatively
they keep asking me where will I be
I don't even know myself so stop watching

no just stop watching
just keep your eyes off me
i hate looking at myself in the mirror
(i hate it)
i dont know where i'll be

Watching

watching w/ darkr4i (sheepy_kid x z3nny)

Something different 
We messin w/ the hyperpop??

On to Me

ON TO ME (nothempts x prodsecretsss x hayasee1k)

[Lyrics]:

I try
I try
It always ends up as a lie lie lie
It seems that I can't do anything right
So i'll just lay up in my bed all damn night
(x2)

So I take a chance under the sunset
Feel your eyes lock to mine
There's not regret
Can I take this time to show you what I meant
Holding tight 
I won't forget

(no regret)
(lie lie lie)
(under the sunset)

You came and stole my heart right out of my chest
oh god oh god
how did you forget
now you're getting undressed
i turn bright red
don't stop don't stop
I think its for the best

I try
I try
It always ends up as a lie lie lie
It seems that I can't do anything right
So i'll just lay up in my bed all damn night
(x2)

lie (grayskies)

Shoutout Bleed for hopping on another song! @slaughter-tone-records

[Lyrics]:

[Counter]:
You said (x3)
You would love me
I think (x3)
You're just crazy
Always (x3)
Tryna save me
You'll never understand that I hate me
Hate me
I hate me
I hate me
Someone come save me
Oh no I'm bloody
Will I ever feel the same way'
Hold me
Pull me close
I want you to keep me warm so
I can't remember the night that you left me so cold

[Bleed]:

You left me so cold
You're still the one
I wish I could hold
I wish I could hold

Why do my eyes keep staring at the phone
I still remember the night you left me alone

And now I'm back to the point where I'm trying not to hate myself
And now I'm back to the point where I feel like I'm just an empty shell

Will I ever feel the same way ?
Should I fake the fact I'm not okay ?
Why do I feel like I'm wasting another day

Will I ever feel the same way ?
Should I fake the fact I'm not okay ?
Why do I feel like I'm wasting another day

[Counter]:

i know i said that i would always be there
but its not the same as it had always been
i hope that you heal and understand just how i feel
the next guy you go with i hope he knows your loves not real

Cold w/ IBleedICare (yungspoiler)

Prod @jichuuu <3

[Lyrics]:

you said that i should stop fuckin with you
so why's it always you thats tryna switch my mood
i dont think that youre cool so can you get out my room
because tonight im gonna change myself and be someone new

get me out this party
i dont wanna be here
everyone is so weird
talking like they know me
they wanna be me
they will never be me
i can only be me 
i can only be me

so can you stop pretending
like you were even there

cause i hate this now
can we stop pretending
like you really even cared
cause this is messing with my head
its making me go insane
feels like my minds dead
and it feels like im starting to regret

i just want you
to feel something
ive been trying so hard to get you with me
i get jealous
then i get scared
that youll leave me to rot just like she did (x2)

regret

Regret (jichu)

Appreciate @srrygate for hoping on!

Prod by @shatter3d x @jichuuu

Lyrics redacted :[

yokai

yokai w/ srrygate (shatter3d x jichu)

prod Dan Darmawan

[Lyrics]:

i saw you at the movie
you were sitting so close to me
if id known how to talk to you
maybe our futures would
 
change for the better
cause i love you
i never told you 
cause im scared too
ill drown my sorrows
in my pillow
ill let my feelings
fade with you

change for the better
i love you
drown in my sorrows
fade with you

take you home in the back of the 85'
one hand on the wheel other's gripping your thigh
i never ever thought that it would come to this
lets skip the town and kiss until were sick of it

is this real
mind conceal
dreaming feels
like my heart stood still

change for the better
cause i love you
i never told you cause im scared too
ill drown my sorrows
in my pillow
ill let my feelings
fade with you

Feelings

feelings

Shoutout @hartfxlt2k for hopping on

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKqo5oxLTwU

(cboy):

soon i wont care
say that you're home 
but i know you're not there
why do you try
when you know its not fair
now my brain decomposing
and im ripping out my hair 
why do i even care

(x2)
no time
im fine
you're right
i lied 

(hartfxlt):

why do I care ask myself that all the time
something in the air something doesn't feel right
tryna disappear cant read between the lines
I can't find help not a single alibi
I can't find help I don't really care to try
can you tell I lie every time I say I'm fine
can you tell I lie every time I say it's alright
I've been having problems since I didn't even try

(cboy):

soon i wont care
say that you're home 
but i know you're not there
why do you try
when you know its not fair
now my brain decomposing
and im ripping out my hair 
why do i even care

(x2)
no time
im fine
your right
i lied

i'm fine w/ hartfxlt (dom x jichu)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6QgdJQWQV4

(cboy):

 i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

ill say what i want cause i know noones listening
i started taking medicine then i got addicted
i dont even really know if i can ever fit in 
cause i got so much free time im 
spitting nonsense

(owtiss):

i've been chilling living in different realities 
every time u open up it always saddens me 
what goes on in ur head
dont know what i could say
always bearing the pain
i wish i could relate
i dont know a single thing about u
cant help but worry that just what i do
cuz u kno that i always care about u
but idk what i should do

(cboy):

i just wanna feel again
everytime i walk thru the door i feel my throat tighten
air is radiating in my lungs
feel like im poisoned 
getting up so early none of this was ever really planned
same old shit like everyday 
i wake up just to go to bed 
i dont have a purpose so i tried to fit you right in 
none of it will even really last cause im worth nothin 
i dont have a purpose thats what i say for attention

Purpose

purpose w/ owtiss (MaxOTT)

sellout w/ evilmiku (uguwap x yqinnny x skady)

big shoutout for baz (@012207)  for hopin on <3

Full AMV here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZxKBe2YHX8

Lyrics:

[counterfeitboy]:

everytime
that im in love
i think about you
all the time
was it lust
cause i can never understand
why you gave up
hoping i dont give a fuck
who you love

as time goes on will you do it
cause i feel so fuckin clueless
heart stops beating 
will you save it
or will you run away screamin

[baz]:

I scream out loud
I keep it in you want me out
I won't back down
I won't go out

She on my case but I won't take it
but when she leave me ima hate it
my pride up on the line yea ima stake it
you left me out to dry but now its raining

[counterfeitboy]:

everytime
that im in love
i think about you
all the time
was it lust
cause i can never understand
why you gave up
hoping i dont give a fuck
who you love

give up

give up w/ baz (jichu + 10shi)

mui a GOAT for this one @muieternal
prod @neohnq



Lyrics:

[cboy]:

waste my time
and i wont get it back
fading lights
i fall into your trap
sleepless nights
stuck inside my head
remember why
it ended like this

you fuckin with me
yeah you fooled me twice
you thought you had me
but i know whats right
took your hands
and you showed me the light
it turned to darkness
when i let you inside

[mui]:

u said
ur doneee
im worthless
im so numb

i bet
you feel low
remember myself
cryin on ur pillow

ur cuttin all the ties
with no regret
i smoke til im high
i dont think i'll ever forget

im upset
that u left
dont worry
i dont care
that ur there
while here im hurting

[cboy]:

waste my time
and i wont get it back
fading lights
i fall into your trap
sleepless nights
stuck inside my head
remember why
it ended like this

waste my time

waste my time w/ mui (neohn)

prod @johnnyfriend

[Lyrics]:

and baby I've been too damn stressed
hoping i can quit while i'm ahead
baby i just hope that you know
why i tried so hard to be alone

i've been trying to get better every single day
i've been trying to forget that look on your face
you eyes sparke in the sun
and they shine in the rain
the rain
the rain
i can't forget your name

(i just cant do that)

i can't believe the things i've seen
can you show me what i need
feel the tension in the air
it feels so fuckin unfair

say everything's fine
lets pretend you're right
and you cant stay away

and baby I've been too damn stressed
hoping i can quit while i'm ahead
baby i just hope that you know
why i tried so hard to be alone

stressed

stressed (johnnyfriend)

@counterxo

Lyrics:

[cboy]:

say what you want
i dont give a shit
ive been doing better
than you have since 2010
posted on that list
but i can never win
its been too damn hard
cant afford the bed im in

i dont wanna talk right now i think i need to go
i cant think of anything i feel so comatose
people coming at me left and right theyll never know
the kind of shit you did to me pushed me six feet down below

[counter]:

hurt inside cause we lost what we had
You know it’s not right so it’s makin you mad
We lost sight it was bright till you pushed it all back
Now the light might just die as the room turns to black
But I tried as hard as I could 
Hoping you’d come back to my arms
As much I doubt that you would
I don’t think it’d do any harm

comatose

comatose + counter (northeastlights x jayysoul)

prod @yashio20k 

[Lyrics]:

old habits wash away
ill take em the grave
always wanna leave
so im begging you to stay
caught up in a dream
i know you wont decay
wanna be the one
you think about all day

is this too much to ask for
stuck on the same floor
im caught up in your eyes
all i wanna see tonight

time goes on, i can't forget
all the memories replay in my head
every single memory, you tore them to shreds
but i'll love you til the end


old habits wash away
ill take em the grave
always wanna leave
so im begging you to stay
caught up in a dream
i know you wont decay
wanna be the one
you think about all day

is this too much to ask for
stuck on the same floor
im caught up in your eyes
all i wanna see tonight

Habits

habits (yashio)

All plats soon !!

[Lyrics]:

hey you
ive looking at you all night long
you don't have too
need to feel like you belong
feel the tension
i feel the spark between us two
while you're undressing
baby, let me set the mood

wake up
i realize youre still on my mind
no sleep
you kept me up like all night
your makeup
is not where its supposed to be
and i dont
see you here right next to me

and i said it all the time
i wont ever call you mine
we can talk all thru the night
once again youre on my mind
but i know it wont last this time

hey you
ive looking at you all night long
you don't have too
need to feel like you belong
feel the tension
i feel the spark between us two
while you're undressing
baby, let me set the mood

all night long

all night long (aidennxo)

on my mind ft. riensu (kidu)

Art by jmvgyd on twitter

Lyrics:

i dont wanna talk right now
ima stay in my zone
so much bloody tears 
yeah its drippin down my nose
red stains on the floor
i cant do this anymore
im losing my mind
tryna be this way

but i cant do it
ill pop another pill
ima be an artist
that'll never sell
im bumpin funeral
while laying on the hill
dreams fade away
life unfulfilled

the things you said to me
a distant memory
its all a faded dream
of what i used to be

i dont wanna talk right now
ima stay in my zone
so much bloody tears 
yeah its drippin down my nose
red stains on the floor
i cant do this anymore
im losing my mind
tryna be this way

bloody tears

bloody tears (16kibo)

shoutout @sensuku

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/65v9zhkgbFE7OAduXBgYmO?si=82bbfeee6a2f42dc

what do i know ft. sensuku (irisv)

call me w/ counter (16kibo)

prod clozz

Lyrics: 

no matter what we do
i'll keep on lovin you
when the skys are grey
ill turn em blue for you 
it doesnt matter what
what they gotta say 
cause everything is fine
when its you and me

they don't know
what we've been through
im sorry
if it's hurt you
but everything just falls right back to me (yeah)
but i dont wanna be a centerpiece to ya

youre in my mind
and i cant let go
why do i try
to fix what i broke
why did i care
when you left a note
i chased after you
but you had left home

so why do
i care
to fix what
we had
its all cause
i love you
no matter 
what we do 

no matter what we do
i'll keep on lovin you
when the skys are grey
ill turn em blue for you 
it doesnt matter what
what they gotta say 
cause everything is fine
when its you and me

cloudy skies (clozz)

Lyrics:

im trying to fit in
but i dont know whats workin
i dont know how to live
when everyone is watchin
all this weight on me
is gonna be a burden
noone cares for me
so ill just sit in silence

ill try to find a way around
pull the knife
rip the thread
and tie the knot down
noone knows how i even feel now
its so hard to be me when im a letdown
so i try to find another way
erase em all
clear my head
live another day
noone here would even notice if i tried to stay
break down in tears lookin for a way

im trying to fit in
but i dont know whats workin
i dont know how to live
when everyone is watchin
all this weight on me
is gonna be a burden
noone cares for me
so ill just sit in silence

silence (wixxy)

i make whatever genre 

@team_taka

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