jaydes - birthday (glumboy)

@sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

horror movies

[prod. 1sickboy] lyrics;
I never falled, off,
You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all  

IVE BEEN STUCK UP IN MY HEAD, I NEVER SLEEP
IVE BEEN.. FUCKED UP EVER SINCE YOU WANTED PEACE
VOICES CONVERSATING AT NIGHT AND THEY NEVER WANNA LEAVE
TRIED TO NUMB ALL THIS PAIN, BUT YOU CUT ME WAY TO DEEP
NOW I’M DROWNING IN REGRET, AND I CAN’T FIND MYSELF RELIEF
EVERY PROMISE'S BROKE UP IN MY HEAD, ITS LIKE A DREAM,
AND YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME TO DEATH WELL I GUESS YOU NEVER MEAN
I'M  LOOKIN’ IN THE MIRROR I DON’T KNOW WHO I SEE

YOU TOOK A PART OF ME, NOW IT’S EMPTY, 
INDEED
I WAS BLEEDIN’ FOR YOUR LOVE,
NOW I’M FINALLY FREE
BUT FREEDOM FEELS LIKE HELL WHEN YOU’RE,
LOST IN THE SEA


i never felt this type of, way
every time i think about you, i just see your face
i wanna end it fucking, blow out my brains
you did me dirty i thought you were gonna change
running circles in my head, i cant escape
all these gun shots, gonna ricochet
i wanna move on but I'm so afraid
you fucked up everything, but left me here to blame

(wo-woa-woahh)

You kept on lying to me,
You knew that you were so, wrong,
Now you’re crying on your knees,
Your love was just lost,
Tortured by the memories,
You played but then you paid the, cost,
Now you’re begging, screaming, “please,”
But I don’t hear your calls, 
Your voice gets lost up in the breeze,
You watched me build these walls,
Now you’re locked without the keys
you said its all my fault
oh your so sure that you know it 
but your not miss know it all

I never falled off

claire

saviorrr

all plats soon..
ft. @pursuitofreverie

exo:
baby can you get up out my head
can i take back everything i've said
i'm so fucking useless
i stay in my bed
i haven't left my house in a month so i might as well be dead
just save yourself
what's the point
i'll just end up ending myself
just save yourself
what's the point
i'll just end up ending myself

rev:
Yeah girl it's true
Yeah girl I like you but damn,
You might find my body hanging from the roof
Oh I try not to kill myself
These drugs won't work and you can't help
I take back everything I said (damn)
I should've left you on read
But it's too late
And we got so deep into it
Now I can't get you out my head
But girl I'll try not to waste your time
But, It's too late for me

#rott4ever

saviorrr

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