awh man this one literally made me cry 🥺

Playlist 12/12/21

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/stay/1566083025?i=1566083026
YouTube: https://youtu.be/95aim9tU9rk

[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

headaches.

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lyrics:
I feel I've written this note about a dozen times
I feel like I always get close but never get it right
I know that it might seem cold leaving up through the night
But I've been making my own I've gotta catch this flight

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Say you need me 
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone
Say you need me
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone

All of these problems I hold they're never getting right
My patience is growing cold, and I don't wanna fight
You know that I love you so you're always on my mind
But baby I gotta go I gotta catch this flight

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Say you need me 
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone (oh oh)
Say you need me
Tell me not to go
And leave you all alone

Give me a reason that I should stay
Give me a reason that I shouldn't walk away
Give me a reason to stick around
Settle down, make a home
In this little broken town

Spotify/Apple music

broken town

so this is goodbye...

=========== LYRICS ===========

======== VERSE 1 ========
how many times did i say i wanted true love
when you read stories and held me to your breast
how many times did i ask i wanted to stay up
but my daddy told me i should go to bed

======== PRE CHORUS ========
and they left me there
wide awake so excited
i crept downstairs
and heard something break in the room
oh and then my dad left the room

======== CHORUS ========
and i said mommy please dont cry
oh i'll stay up with you all night
we'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights

and she said baby it's alright
just look around it's warm and bright
but i still felt so cold upon that winter night
i was 5

======== BREAK ========
oh oh oh i was 5
oh oh oh oh oh

======== VERSE 2 ========
that star on the tree
that i cannot reach
is looming weighted over me

and the presents beneath
dont mean shit to me
if i can't have my family

on this christmas eve
i can't let you leave
i need you to stay, here with me

but these little hands
no they can't grasp
anything

======== CHORUS ========
so i said mommy please dont cry
oh i'll stay up with you all night
we'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights

and she said baby it's alright
just look around it's warm and bright
but i still felt so cold upon that winter night
i was 5

======== BRIDGE ========
and they left me there
and they left me there

======== OUTRO ========
so on the 25th tonight
i'll just wash my .45
and pull the only thing that i can hold tonight

and i wrote mommy please dont cry
just know i loved you all my life
there's just so much shit i feel at 25
goodbye

A CØZY CHRISTMAS

a selfish holiday gift

Buried Alive

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7ziotsoQJ9Sc1hnBodbesL?si=d731d90e037d49d7
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/is-there-anyone/1614267269?i=1614267270
YouTube: https://youtu.be/z7zB8dKa4Uk

[Verse 1]
Lately I’ve been hating everything that I’ve been making
I’ve lost the motivation for the dreams that I’ve been chasing
I know this ain’t a race, no, but all I’ve done is racing
I’m noticing how everything I’ve built is slowly fading

I’m dedicating all my time to overthinking,
Drinking & the heavy medications I’ve been taking
I’m slowing down and breaking
I’m tripping out like I’m on a vacation

[Chorus]
Is there anyone that is strong enough to save me 
If I fight for love, will it come back around to bite me?
If I fall in line, I am surely gonna break it 
Take me back in time, life is moving too fast for me now

[Verse 2]
All I want is for someone to understand who I am
Someone to sit there in the silence by my side and hold my hand
But all I have is me, myself and I and my imaginary friends
And a broken hourglass that’s running out of sand

Life is tricky, time is ticking, life’s a ticking time bomb
I’m dying slowly like the battery on my phone
I’m alone, I don’t like to be lonely
But I’m pushing away everyone that say that they love me

[Chorus]
Is there anyone that is strong enough to save me 
If I fight for love, will it come back around to bite me?
If I fall in line, I am surely gonna break it 
Take me back in time, life is moving too fast for me now

Is There Anyone? (feat. XAM)

Lyrics:

Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now it’s done will I ever find another one?
With a knife in my back I am holding on
And everything that we once were fighting for
Is burned up, all gone and I’m on the floor

We used to kick it in the summers at my pops place
You made me red velvet cake at my birthday
I still go down to our place and it still hurts
I wonder if you still got my Mayday Parade merch

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now I’ve moved all the way to the other side
I wake up in the morning, got me a life
And yeah, I try to be happy but I’m hella tired
Nowadays I’m just hoping I’mma be alright

You know I still run up to that hilltop
To see the view of the place where we grew up
It’s messed up cus they building like a city
On the fields where we used to kiss, pretty

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

thank u for listening <3

Locked Inside

lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

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everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

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written + produced + performed by umru
additional vocals by carrie intent
mastered by matt colton
artwork by http://tmthyl.uk + umru
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breathe

LEVITATE (feat. July)[prod. Monolith]

Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Wake up pop another pill,
I’m sad but that’s jus the deal now,
And I don’t wanna have to die- don’t kill-
And I can’t ever even tell what’s real now,

Fallen of Athens, all I wanted was your kiss
Pretend it ain’t happen, but I know that you still miss me x2


Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Girl of my Dreams

prod. me

Lyrics:
I've been wondering if you'll call,
And i never really thought at all,
That i would become ur burden,
But all ur love is what I'm searching for,
And all of u is what i adore,
I'll pass out on my bedroom floor,
And i wish that i didn't wake up anymore,
(x4)

i miss u

Love You All (with Fedma)

The Longest Interlude

Twenty 4 (feat. Skrillex)

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“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
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a selfish holiday gift

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