you have a very distinct sound for damn sure

nothings gunna change [prod color hue]

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

Free Download

every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

GREAF

i'm sorry i misinterpreted our friendship [prod. greaf]

ft. @scummusic
prod. @sorrow_bringer

all my money go to smokin
all these hoes is just provokin
i just wanna live my life
without feelin like im broken
always tryna do whats right
even if its wrong for me
im not tryna pick a fight
i just wanna smoke my weed

rest in peace
from the east
in my dreams
where the passion leaves
i pull up wit a heavy heart
you knew this from the start
let it out in my art
imma cry in the dark
baby girl you think im worth it
but i know im fuckin worthless

you think im worth it
i know im fuckin worthless, aye
yeah baby, work it
you always knew i loved to play
the problems surface
unless you really wanna stay
but whats the purpose
if youre leaving anyway?

yeah, and i'm feeling lost and broken 
and i'm hoping that you'll hold me when i'm lying the cold floor 
and i know you need me now but just leave me on the ground 
i don't wanna talk about the things i did
i know i fucked up
i  know i did 
but i don't wanna be who i was back then
i'm trying to be a better me 
i'm trying

Follow me <3

broken (ft. scum) [prod. sorrow bringer]

Guccihighwaters-you cant really save me

Guess this ain’t temporary 
Cause you kickin me out 
Said you want me gone 
Threw my phone at my mouth 

I got blood all over yo carpets 
It’s freaking you out/get distracted 
And now I’m thinking bout freaking 
You now 

Our relationship crazy
We both know that’s is true 
I don’t always just come 
Correct for the shit that I do 

I don’t care bout these 
Other bitches/ to tell
You to truth 

Me and they chemistry just 
Too different 
It bleed at the roots 

On my own 
Feeling Everyday the same
Always stuck in my ways 
For a little

But when I’m grown
And the reaper call my name 
Will it all in be in vain 
Will I just remain, calm

Like a tear in the rain
Falling slowly 
Like a lock in the brain 
Always knowing

call me like where Is 
You at? I’m out the way 
With my dogs 

Kami you need to comeback 
The city been pissing me off 

Being surrounded by giddy
Niggas not getting me off 

Even when I be off the drugs 
You be lifting me off 

You just appeal to these bitches 
Given you handsome and all 

Make me a promise if they
Come flockin you treat em 
Like dogs/

Kami the god of the space 
Bambi the deer in the fog 

I get to stressing 
Hop in the reverend 
And blow the exhaust 

[Hook]

We in love with the pain 
Call you with nothing say 

Girl this music shit stress me 
Out it be fucking my brain 

I’ll make love to you in the ocean
We one with the waves 

Off the drugs at my mama 
And I’m one with ya face 

I be spazzing on niggas 
You be calming me down 

You be stressing a lot 
Cause I’m never around 

Spend a day in the city
Then back outta the town 

Im just chasing these 
Faces baby keep holding 
Me down

BAMBI x Kamiyada+ - Lockdown [Prod. Mason Flynt]

a remix of the original "snøw" song with my friends <3

--------------- LYRICS ---------------
LE PLAY
there's holes in the sleeves in my sweater
i love it but know that i'm better
i'm jumping from heaven i took off my wings 
and pray that i'm falling forever

just grab me ahold of my skin
all of these thoughts coming in
remember i took all these pills and you watched
cuz all you could think was revenge

our demons look good as a pair
i can't smell the love in the air
i'm hurting myself cuz a moment
alone for me is just too much to bear

roses they falling in the front of my face
it hurts to know that you're winning this race
i'm floating in space i just need a taste
and i fell in love with my grave eyy

CØZYBØY
find me on the ground
kneeling in the snow
fucked up in my head
so i guess it's time to go
i dont wanna be alone
no one wants to be alone
no one wants to be alone
no i shouldn't be alone no

i'll be dead if you really want
i'll come home if you really want
baby girl they tryna hold me back
fuck it i'm still going back
going back

miss your touch i know i'm tryna pass
it's not enough
six feet underneath the snow all alone

TRENDEN
you put scars over my soul baby
you used to hold my potted clothes baby
you used to call me on my phone baby
just to tell me i'm the one

but now it aint nothing
now we just fucking
forget all the messages
all the discussion and
all of the times i told you i love you
i been so lonely but i never show you yea

so we pop another pill for the pain
erasing all the thoughts in my brain
and i dont even know myself
i think that i'm going insane yea

snøw pt. 2 (ft. Le Play & TRENDEN)[prød. TRA$H]

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

spotify

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

vocal mix: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

I know I’m not the same 
I know you fucking hate it 
I give this everything 

Won’t sleep I’m wide awake 
Time slept is just time wasted 
Why’s no one listening?

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?”
 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 
You can fucking hate me 
It’s alright 
Don’t stay the night 
You’ve been off it lately 
You can try 
You can try 
Find another maybe 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 

Act like I’m fine
Another night 
I’m good Inside 
Don’t wanna fight 
Stay all alone 

It’s hard to find 
My peace of mind 
It’s not the time 
Don’t wanna die 
This time I know 

I can just hide 
I think I might 
I see the light 
Don’t go outside 
Stay up all night 
Don’t ask me why 
Don’t waste your time 
Don’t waste your time 

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?

heartless

cozyboysleeps@gmail.com

“sleeping beauty” - øut nøw 🥀
a new chapter... if you listen, thank you 💙

snøw pt. 2 (ft. Le Play & TRENDEN)[prød. TRA$H]

cøzybøy

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