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Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Love, A Broken Dream

Too Attached

inferiority complex v3 - JOHNNASCUS

C8H11O2​+​C10H12N2O​+​C43H66N12O12S2 [untitled_0017​]​] [Slowed/Modified]]

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

Sewer metal, sewer past
Dead amongst the world at mass
WHat! WHat!
Swimming through the fuck of man
WHat! WHat!
Swimming through the fuck of man
Pipe down
Right now
I don't wanna think
I just wanna drink
From the pool of Dao
And vow
To see the hell of the inner earth thats in my mouth
My scowl
Burning through the silhouette of my shadow self
Myself
What the fuck am i gonna see

Grab the VR Headset off the bloody ground
Hold it in my hands then put it on my crown
Window to a world that i’ve never seen till now
An endless room of pods that are strung up to wires
Endless pods filled with humanoid figures
Maybe taxidermied, their souls might be gone
Everything i see 
I cannot process
All the bleeps
All the chrome
All the flesh
Humming drone
It is not safe for anyone
Feel the eyes stabbing my guts
I forgot how to run
Just turn the world on

Sewer metal, sewer past
Dead amongst the world at mass
WHat! WHat!
Swimming through the fuck of man
WHat! WHat!
Swimming through the fuck of man
No inertia
Feeling the extreme motion on my back
I cant get trapped
By the claws of the metallic shadow men
I wont be a lab rat
Running through these rooms that are fucking massive
Then i just stop and flop on the floor
Headset shuts off 
See nothing anymore

You were never 'sposed to see
You were not to see
I saw [x4]]
Start deletion

"Back in the throws of the dessert land[×4]]”
Waking up hurting on my side
VR headset on my right
In the same place that i grabbed it
It’s as if i dreamt that action
Brain experiencing foreign states
That don’t feel natural in anyway
Grab that piece of tech again
And trudge on thru the barren land
Its a barren land yeah its a barren land
Its a barren land yeah its a barren land

VR Horrors

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

Let the screen bleed
Burn the psyche

I get it
I said i fucking get it
Reminded of my fuck ups with the flash of an image
The ghost of my memories etched into my vision
Shadow self is here to stay
Stuck inside of Plato's cave

Cathode ray is burning hot
Scorching through my moniters
Deadlier than bloody smog
I'd rather have the brain fog
Cathode ray is burning hot
Scorching through my moniters
Deadlier than smog
Rather have the brain fog

RATHER HAVE THE BRAIN FOG
Cathode ray is burning skin
Scorching through the filament
Brand the mark on the faces
Of the lost and mistaken
Scarring the mind
I don't wanna close my eyes
Or they'll be stabbed by 
The blades of a thousand knives
Burn-ins cannot escape me
Only if i break the screen
Only if i break the screen

Walk outside the cave
Tattered screen shining in the heat rays
Where am I to stray
Aimlessly till the end of my days

Heaven leaks through the sky of the bitter
Presenting my body full of aching splinters
Some are real, some are draped in illusion
But what is realer than a mind in confusion
[×2]]

What is realer than a CRT stuck inside in a vat
What is realer than brain being watched back to back
What is realer than the words coming out of my mouth

I can't hide myself
This is what i am
[×4]]

Walk outside the cave
Tattered screen shining in the heat rays
Where am I to stray
Aimlessly till the end of my days

Heaven leaks through the sky of the bitter
Presenting my body full of aching splinters
Some are real, some are draped in illusion
But what is realer than a mind in confusion
[×2]]

Phosphor Burn-In

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

[Music Video]]: https://youtu.be/tTeglm3eeys

Verse1:
YEAAAAH
Short circuited the sapien 
[Me!]]
I Speak in mono phrases
Tongue Twisted
Dick a pepper 
Mouth entrenched in fucking feathers
Words are not my bloody language 
My universe is too massive
5,000 light years in a second
T’was in my grasp then I lost the pattern 
Surrounded once again by the null matter
While the other elements move to mega-clusters 
Was never the source of the life 
Fail in the time of urgency 
Try to utter the right verbs
But fuck up the spell of healing
I wish we could paint a portrait 
But my hands are made of teeth
I wish I could be a person
But so many patches are missing
Every time I operate, my motherboard glitches out
Ramblings of a mind in & out of gnosis
Communication lost amongst the leet and the code
Now I’ve lost your focus
I Have a mouth and I must scream
I want connection
Connection
Connection

Verse2:
All the world has withered away
Skeletons all over the place
Phantom limbs continue what’s erased
Where do I go connect? 

Verse3:
Construct a new connection made of flesh, metal, and bones
Gouge out the eyes of a lizard 
So my new friend can see
The desolate plane of existence
The planet has been overwritten with
Touching the land with the legs of a mannequin 
It speaks telepathically
It speaks telepathically

Verse4:
You can walk, you can speak
But you have no heart
Eyes are the soul
But yours are null
^[x2]] 
I’m still here alone with machines
How do I connect, connect

Connect

https://cpubuddha.bandcamp.com/track/pre-alpha-build-demo

will i remember FM

CPU Buddha

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