HATERS ON MY DICK LEMME WIPE AWAY THE SLOBBER 🌟🌟🫡🦾🦾

Tears+++

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

U.B.B. (prod.okthxbb)

RECIPE (prod.TAYLOR MORGAN + MENTAL)

♡ behemoth in the alleyway ♡

gotta few things to say
don't judge me

behemoth (dercept, bended)

no 1 wanna txt me i cant get it rite
wanna say im sexy but i cant spend the nite
lookin 4 the check then i gotta catch a ride
i been hitched 2 the game stay commited every time
i dont wanna tell u bout myself w/o a rhyme
u dont gotta ask me how im doing always fine
u could lose yr soul 2 somethin u wont ever find
nothings rly like that in the real life
when r u gon realize when will u open yr eyes up
lookin @ a watch but u cant tell me that the times up
trynna let the clock tick down w/ the small talk
i dont wanna stop right now til u show up
im just trynna show u how i like 2 show luv
but i like 2 b alone 2 just tell me if im 2 much
i dont wanna own u u could have control of us
cant picture w/ any1 it would go 4 long enuff
if my nrg is misplaced dont u give it back
i could keep a str8 face if it made u laugh
saying grace @ the table 2 appease yr dad
im not passing u the salt yr already mad
meet u @ yr place if u wanna chase that
frozen on yr face single tear so sad
couldnt stay awake on the road so i crashed
i saw every1 i love in a flash u were last

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by the sound clown
recorded @ the gloss temple 12/18/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

misplaced NRG (+ the sound clown)

music video:
https://youtu.be/Q4iEJa4KwIY

id rather waste away
me cant turn the page
more time i spend inside my head
well im getting sick of it 
she cant get rid of this
hate how u get when im not with
bury me in ur xo's 
hold me close while i turn cold
what i want when the days over...
your love keeps me sober

just tell me im all u want tonight
only thing i want right here beside
break inside this, waste u watch me rot
dround inside the same, my mind dont like
why i feel so broken
but not when u hold me
feel its too early 
to be this hopeless
ill buy u all it
want u in pilot
i need u close
right now im falling

Bury Me

bury me - bayymack [venus as a boy] **mv link in desc.

Track 04
prod https://www.instagram.com/1michaelharrison & @daks9k
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/leeyeux

https://open.spotify.com/track/4WNSXo8b6AmAFiuxcp3U9z

lyrics:
[Chorus]
Roxies, hold me
Demons, control me
Dyin', quietly
Need you beside me
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Woah, woah, woah (Woah, woah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Woah, woah, woah

[Verse 1]
Thought that shit had changed but it didn't
Think that I'd be sober? Must be kiddin'
Jacquemus mask my face, guess I'm hidden
Call me on the phone, guess I'll listen, guess I'll listen
Then you callin' all your boys, like I'm the one who fuckin' did it, but I didn't
Then I'm runnin' to pills, I'm so depressed but then again who isn't?
Might just end up missin'

[Bridge]
Wanna blame you for all my pain (My pain)
Get your phone out your hand you're so vein (So vein)
Push me too far I'll go Cobain (Cobain)
And lodge a bullet straight through my brain (My brain)
Wanna blame you for all my pain (My pain)
Get your phone out your hand you're so vein (So vein)
Push me too far I'll go Cobain (Cobain)
And lodge a bullet straight through my brain

[Verse 2]
Yeah, you make me sick
I don't wanna talk, yeah, you know a bitch
Talkin' on the gram, yeah, you know you ain't shit
Told me put the drugs down but I'll never quit, quit

[Chorus]
Roxies, hold me
Demons, control me
Dyin', quietly
Need you beside me
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Woah, woah, woah (Woah, woah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Woah, woah, woah

roxies (prod. michael harrison & daks9k)

existential

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

look at me now (ft. Gab6)

hello im critter! ;3 all bad bitches go to heaven

U.B.B. (prod.okthxbb)

cr1tter

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