Any trip could change your life.  Every trip could be the best you ever had. Every time you get fucked up, you swear it's the last.  But you'll be back. BABY.

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Apes attack

Hagler by Johnny BeBad prod. Wilderness

This too personal, you Ain't even gotta understand man just listen.
I know I'm not consistent but Ima keep trying like this. 
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This one been long overdue 
It is finally here!!!
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Prod. & mastered by NT Slim

I wish you well

I Wish You Well (The End)

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Lyrics:

People always ask me what the fuck is my deal
They’re just voices in my head and not even real

People always ask me RILEXXX what's the deal
They're just voices in my head and not even real
So I'm like what the fuck is up and go on my way
So what if I'm crazy my ass is here to stay

I can see the demons forming inside me
They a bunch of bitches come on and fight me
I can even sleep with your screaming right beside me
The voices in my head try to unalive me

S-A-V-E

T-H-E-M

No I don't want another friend and again
No I don't wanna lose control ever again
Else I'll leave you dead in the end
Once again, you’re not the threat
It's the voices in my head

People always ask me RILEXXX what's the deal
They're just voices in my head and not even real
So I'm like what the fuck is up and go on my way
So what if I'm crazy my ass is here to stay

People always ask me RILEXXX what's the deal
They're just voices in my head and not even real
So I'm like what the fuck is up and go on my way
So what if I'm crazy my ass is here to stay

S-A-V-E

T-H-E-M

No I don't want this to end again I'm almost dead
I'm not happy where I'm at in my head
I don't even know where I should begin
I think getting rid of you is my plan

Is what I said, In my head
Now I think it might be time for bed

When I'm done with you there will be a whole lotta red
In your bed
Beat you black and blue until your dead
If you thought you'd get away then you should have fled

I don't even know where to begin
I think I’m-oh my god I messed it up again

SCHIZOPHRENIA

All music written, recorded and performed by Ryan J Raffa in Taipei, Taiwan during late 2021 on moog matriarch, modular, fender rhodes, snare drums, cymbals, percussion, op1, tape machines, and field recorders.

Every sound was captured for this specific occasion

Mastering by Taylor Deupree
Vinyl cut by Barry "Baza" Grint at Alchemy
Layout by Drew Heffron
Photographs by Ryan J Raffa

4 e and a is about the infinite spaces between. As a classically trained percussionist, Raffa sat in front of a metronome for the majority of their life. And in their mind, they would play with the spaces between those clicks. In especially challenging times, Ryan would attempt to expand and stretch those spaces into forever. Just existing in the between. This record is about these moments (and places) when we are living in those infinite spaces.

That time of intense musical focus was also Ryan's first introduction to an analog synthesizer. As a teenager, their drum teacher was Herb Flower, an incredible human with light beams of creative energy pouring out of him and his musical family at all times. A parent of another student of Mr. Flower’s was an electrical engineer who had recently been laid off during large cutbacks at Carrier, one of the major employers at that time in Syracuse where Raffa grew up. This parent, with their newly acquired free time, hand-built a drum machine, housed in a large wooden cabinet with 8 or so unmarked knobs, and they gave this synthesizer to Mr. Flower. The sound from that machine was glorious. And Mr. Flower, their drum teacher, would turn a few knobs, make a pattern and have me play along with it during rehearsal. These moments were such a gift, and I know those moments are still reverberating today. Raffa thinks about that time of experimentation, of exploration, of shared love of sound and music as a place that they can go to, a place we can all go to, whenever we choose.

4 e and a

Thoughtful In Late Nights

ISaidAll/Instrumental/producedby Dj Soul

Santi - Nobody That Loved Me Ft. Andul

Tracklist:
1) College Murder 2) Gondola Metasphere 3) Dogma Madre 4) Aretha Magnificent 5) Existential Makeover 6) Bella Majesty 7) Fahrenheit Sugar Mark 8) Cosby Spills & Mash 9) Gold Sugar Machine 10) Do-Something Man 11) Asymmetrical Snow Monument 12) Fractional Mecca

A Circle Of Fifths: Beat Tape by Ace Ha

Learning to live, and love; telling stories of empathy and sonder on the way ❤️

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