pretty fun song i made a while ago but i still like it so here u go

thanks to LenoxBeatmaker (@lenoxfanpage) for the loop<3

[lyrics]
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall

lying, dying, time is flying
past my head, I can't trust u again
ive been trying, you've been crying
i just wanna say, i'm sorry by the way

ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall

i dont wanna try again
ive been lost in france
i keep losing friends and losing sleep
i cant see whats wrong with them
i cant see whats wrong with me

ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall
ima hop inside the coupe close my koenigsegg doors
so much power got the top speed 284
put my foot down on the gas, fuck it ima take off
im a popstar baby, all these plaques on my wall

popstar

summer is coming :)

lyrics:

I just wanna know
are we there yet, everything is warming slow
don't let it surprise you
mysteries untold, now that we're not cold, let's go, let's go

summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could drink a blue hawaii with our feet in the sand
I could stay here with you forever, got the world in our hands
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could take a few seashells just to remember
how it all felt when it's all over
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could drink a blue hawaii with our feet in the sand
I could stay here with you forever, got the world in our hands
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could take a few seashells just to remember
how it all felt when it's all over

let's go driving up the coast, so much beauty
in the red convertible, kiss me slowly
I'm not gonna leave, that's true
we don't have a thing to do
I just wanna be with you
until we breathe our last breath I'm here to stay
you know, the ocean waves seem to calm the pain
I wonder what it would feel like to run away
run away into the ocean, just you and me
I hope you don't mind me saying this
but your beauty is limitless
I just can't get enough of this
I think this is true happiness
I feel like I've been here before

summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could drink a blue hawaii with our feet in the sand
I could stay here with you forever, got the world in our hands
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could take a few seashells just to remember
how it all felt when it's all over
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could drink a blue hawaii with our feet in the sand
I could stay here with you forever, got the world in our hands
summer weekend, trip to the beach, swim in the ocean
lotion, head to our feet, we're off the potion
we could take a few seashells just to remember
how it all felt when it's all over

weekend

spotify :D

a lil different but i like it

thank you to Banser for the melody :)
https://www.looperman.com/users/profile/4392153

lyrics:
got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

my words go deeper than bullets that spray and I
think that I'm safe here, I hope and I pray
i can't think of a time where I wasn't inside of your mind
of your mind
life just walks away from us
and all I can do it watch it
life just walks away from us
yeah all I can do it watch yeah

got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

life just walks away from us
and all that I can do is watch

got a new place? that's lovely
ima put some lead through your heart
think I'm useless, I'm petty
i thought you knew that, guess not
gotta wonder, am I the enemy?
ive got a, cold, dead heart
I'm immortal, you're not killing me
you know old habits die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard
die, die, die hard

watch

somethin a little different :)

album coming soon

buy this song!!

beautiful, magical

i shouldnt make promises i cant keep

lyrics:

pull me into you lies
look me dead in my eyes
and tell me,
"I won't leave your side"

all these echoes in my head I can't think straight
god I knew that you were trouble from the first day
things I did I should've known weren't okay
it's a mess when I'm around you're better lonely
only 9 + 10 feel 30
I'm addicted to how you hurt me
all the flowers for you started wilting
maybe I should just leave without warning
all these echoes in my head I can't think straight
god I knew that you were trouble from the first day
things I did I should've known weren't okay
it's a mess when I'm around you're better lonely
only 9 + 10 feel 30
I'm addicted to how you hurt me
all the flowers for you started wilting
maybe I should just leave without warning

I held you in my arms
but you shattered in my palms
broken shards of glass
one by one they pierce my hands

(cut sound lol)

all these echoes in my head I can't think straight
god I knew that you were trouble from the first day
things I did I should've known weren't okay
it's a mess when I'm around you're better lonely
only 9 + 10 feel 30
I'm addicted to how you hurt me
all the flowers for you started wilting
maybe I should just leave without warning

(beat go 4 on the floor mode for a bit)

maybe I should just leave without warning
maybe I should just leave without warning

(a buncha ohs)

most personal song on the whole album lol

I should be here

thanks jaden for helping me make this song not (quite as) cringe and also being a beta tester

Iris

my light

playlist (prod. ravine + cyandream)

so long (prod. ravine + quannnic)

thank you

i wont forget you (prod. ravine + blank)

first drop in a while, and it's something pretty different! hope you've all been well :)

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
vocals by me and @lessthanfriends (literally the goat)

picture taken by my brother @r4nchu

lyrics:

me:
I'm sorry
for all that I've done
I know it means nothing
now that you're gone
if there was a way bring you back
I'd do it in a heartbeat
if it costs me my life
you'd be fine without me

I wish I could go back in time
to undo what I've done, start at square one
you stepped on the butterfly
I look at you stunned, and start to run
I see your reflection but I'm in a house of mirrors
thought that I caught you but you always disappear
I cant stop thinking, my thoughts drowning in the fear
of all the nights where I'll cry 'til I'm out of tears
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have

@lessthanfriends:
tell him you love him and tell him you care
even though, even though you'll never be there
you're breaking his heart and it hurts so bad
I know 'cause I experienced it all firsthand
and all the time we spent
it all comes to an end, so
tell him you love him and tell him you care
even though, even though you'll never be there
you're breaking his heart and it hurts so bad
I know 'cause I experienced it all firsthand
and all the time we spent
it all comes to an end, so

me:
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have
life just flies right by us
why do they get taken from us
try so hard to keep them with us
savor the time you have

buy on bandcamp :)

butterfly [ft. lessthanfriends]

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

another rock song with @lessthanfriends!! (he killed it once again)

vocals by me and @lessthanfriends
everything else by me

lyrics:

things never to be completed
boxes of empty picture frames
cobwebs strung 'cross the ceiling
daughter tried to call
but he never answered
her sky starts to fall
storm cloud hurricane season
pretty home up in Asbury
beachfront view as the storm goes on
wash away our dreams
everything we had
watch it float downstream

@lessthanfriends:
watch it wash away
I wish that you would stay
you hit me like a storm
but I'm tired of the rain
you took my heart and still wanted more
and I only wanted you to stay
after all this time
I can't call you mine
I wish you knew how it felt
to waste my time
to waste my time
to waste my time

[voice thing that kinda sounds like a guitar solo lol]

things never to be completed
boxes of empty picture frames
cobwebs strung 'cross the ceiling
daughter tried to call
but he never answered
her sky starts to fall

things never to be completed
boxes of empty picture frames
cobwebs strung 'cross the ceiling
daughter tried to call
but he never answered
her sky starts to fall
storm cloud hurricane season
pretty home up in Asbury
beachfront view as the storm goes on
wash away our dreams
everything we had
watch it float downstream

also on bandcamp!

downstream [ft. lessthanfriends]

working on an album, sorry for the wait [it'll be worth it]

everything by me (with real drums and guitar this time)

lyrics:
wake up
you're daydreaming again
I know you too well
I know you too well
wake up
just to fall asleep again
but this time it's not the same
just a feeling I can't shake

I don't know where I belong
the river of indecision
in between right and wrong
now I'm spread thin between all I love
the people who care are all so unaware
I don't know what to do next or where to go now
and as I break down you tell me I'm not half the man I used to be
I'm not half the man I used to be 
that I used to be!

wake up
I'm daydreaming again
of a place that I can go
clear my mind of it all
I don't wanna wake up
from the world inside my head
my thoughts surround my mind in a flash and leave me there for dead

I tell myself I didn't need them
but that doesn't help me one bit
we hold life so close 'til we've lost it
and only then ask what we did
I fell out of favor with death
I've been around so many times
it's a face that you'll never forget
it hides in the back of your mind

I wish I could be there for you
I wish I could be there for you
I wish I could be there for you
I hurt when you leave
I hope you don't leave

I don't know if it matters
I don't know if it matters to you
just like glass my mind shatters
I don't know if I matter to you
tried to talk to the pastor
tried to talk to the pastor to prove
I'm trying to get better
but we both know that isn't the truth
the only thing I've learned
Is all that I love burns
it didn't have to be this way
that won't change that fact that it is
I know we're better off alone
I love you and wish you the best

daydreamer

Hey everyone, its been a while. Sorry about that.

I've had the most amazing time for the last two years. I moved to the other side of the US, New Jersey to Oregon, and started living life in a way I never thought I would. I've met so many amazing people who inspire me to be better in countless ways. God has become such a large part of my life and I feel convicted to incorporate my faith into my music. This song is my attempt to put the last two years into a song in the best way I know how. I'm so happy to be over my fear of releasing music and I hope to bring back the joy I used to be brought by sharing what I create with the world. Love you all, I'm happy to be back, and thank you to anyone who reads this far. I felt an explanation was far overdue for my absence lol.

Hope you enjoy this song and know there's more to come!

Lyrics:
Met you in the summer two years ago
Couldn't admit that I fell in love
Time passed by now the gates closed
I let fear take control
Doing 120 down the backroads
Red House Painters on the radio
If I lose control
Pray the Lord take my soul
It's a beautiful night to go home

Met you in the winter last year
The day I cried Lord help me
And I prayed that I would find
Something or someone
That would tell me that I'm fine, I'm alright
You told me that you saved me when I looked into your eyes
I knew that it was something bigger, knew I couldn't hide
From who I used to be, a sinner broken on the inside
But I know I'll be alright
That's the beauty of the cross, the way, the light

Take me to the gates
I won't live in sorrow no more
Bring me to my place in eternity with you
You know who I really am
Take me to the gates
I won't live in sorrow no more
Bring me to my place in eternity with you
You know who I really am

Met you in 01, love you til the day I die
You loved me with all you had even when I didn't reply
Still put food on the table even when money was tight
Hardship, rough days, so many mistakes I made
Both of you deserve it all, I miss you every single day
That's life, things change, but I'm scared of that day
When I get a call, tears falling, that you walked away
Such a beautiful soul, guess I'll see you when I fade

I can't hurt what I can't touch
I can't help but feel like I ain't done enough
Every day I get older, still feel young
Immature thoughts just keep me away from love
Older and wiser, watching the embers of time
Burn away my life like a candle left on overnight
Pray I have more time, but I know when I die
That's His plan for my life
And I'm waiting for the time that you

Take me to the gates
I won't live in sorrow no more
Bring me to my place in eternity with you
You know who I really am
Take me to the gates
I won't live in sorrow no more
Bring me to my place in eternity with you

Fell in love with the you way you feel
On my skin, like the sun
The white dove in the middle of a field
I won't run away, I will follow you
Tell me more about who you are
I've never seen something this beautiful
The more I ask the more I'm sure
Fear of death holds me no more

But I'll still sin, and I'll still fail
But father I know you love me still
And I'll still sin, and I'll still fail
But father I know you love me still

I'll keep fighting until I can't no more
Take me home to you

Lord save me from this place I'm in
I pray and pray you bring me up from death in my sin
I'd heard your word before but I wasn't listening
Take me home, Jesus take me home, save me
Lord save me from this place I'm in
I pray and pray you bring me up from death in my sin
I'd heard your word before but I wasn't listening
Take me home, Jesus take me home, save me
Lord save me from this place I'm in
I pray and pray you bring me up from death in my sin
I'd heard your word before but I wasn't listening
Take me home, Jesus take me home, save me

Take me Home

a song I wrote when I first moved to Oregon

I've been waking up inside the same bed
ever since we got here from the north
I just wanna see if there's something more
got a free ticket to the northwest
I've never seen beauty like this before
it feels like I've found my home for sure

I know this is hard on you
and it's just so far away
I want to do something different
than sitting  here day after day
I don't wanna wait until I lose it
keep on making my stupid music
not gonna put it off no more
gotta do what's right for me 'cause I'm bored
not trying to chase a waterfall
just trying to find a stream
they say things always work out in the end
now I know what they mean
even if it all goes bad
how bad could bad it really be?
think I found my home, where I belong
among the juniper trees

I know I'll miss you
and you'll miss me too
but I'll still be here
still be here for you
call me whenever
I'll always answer when you call
I could never thank you enough
for all the things you've done for me
hold on, hold on, hold onto me
cause I, cause I, cause I, I'm just about to leave
and I don't know when I'll be back, but I know I will be
I wish you could come with me but I know you love new jersey 

I know this is hard on you
and it's just so far away
I want to do something different
than sitting  here day after day
I don't wanna wait until I lose it
keep on making my stupid music
not gonna put it off no more
gotta do what's right for me 'cause I'm bored
not trying to chase a waterfall
just trying to find a stream
they say things always work out in the end
now I know what they mean
even if it all goes bad
how bad could bad it really be?
think I found my home, where I belong
among the juniper trees


Juniper

when we visit the dragon
i just wanna be by ur side
everything is imagined
but its not in ur mind

ill stay here with you yah i wont go anywhere
put our beds together and sleep the night away
always wonderin if i can get away from sadness
but the phantoms in my head always drive me to madness
u dont really care if you die
it was never really on ur mind
maybe u should care now its that time
live for yourself, not someone's lies
ill stay here with you yah i wont go anywhere
put our beds together and sleep the night away
always wonderin if i can get away from sadness
but the phantoms in my head always drive me to madness
u dont really care if you die
it was never really on ur mind
maybe u should care now its that time
live for yourself, not someone's lies

its not over when the beast dies
you can live on, build an empire
map downloads, life overload
you can die but it will never truly end
you dont really care if you die
it was never rly on ur mind
maybe you should care now its that time
live for urself not some1's lies

ill stay here with you yah i wont go anywhere
put our beds together and sleep the night away
always wonderin if i can get away from sadness
but the phantoms in my head always drive me to madness
u dont really care if you die
it was never really on ur mind
maybe u should care now its that time
live for yourself, not someone's lies
ill stay here with you yea i wont go anywhere
put our beds together and sleep the night away
always wondering if i can get away from sadness
but the phantoms in in in in

sleepthenightaway<3 // #MINECRAFTCORE

@ev333

[Intro: creativeravine]
Ah
Ah 

[Chorus: creativeravine]
It’s all real, neon lights
Nothing burns like living knives
I can’t feel, losing sight
One unwilling sacrifice
And you act like you don’t notice
As I wipe my tears away
Nothing feels the way it did before
It’ll never be the same
It’s all real, neon lights
Nothing burns like living knives
I can’t feel, losing sight
One unwilling sacrifice
And you act like you don’t notice
As I wipe my tears away
Nothing feels the way it did before
It’ll never be the same

[Verse: ev333]
Close my eyes I can feel my heart shatter
Boys don’t cry if it makes you feel better
Neon lights shining bright heavy weather
I wanna rest now, wanna get out
On the floor passed out feeling stressed out
Another man down, girl you helped me stand up
We were meant to be, will you stay with me forever?
Never gonna give up, is any of this real or not?
Will you take my hand do you trust me?
I can lead the way if you love me
Will you take my hand do you trust me?
I can lead the way if you love me

[Bridge: creativeravine]
It’s all real, neon lights
Nothing burns like living knives
I can’t feel, losing sight
One unwilling sacrifice
And you act like you don’t notice
As I wipe my tears away
Nothing feels the way it did before
It’ll never be the same

[Chorus: creativeravine & ev333]
It’s all real, neon lights
Nothing burns like living knives
I can’t feel, losing sight
One unwilling sacrifice
And you act like you don’t notice
As I wipe my tears away
Nothing feels the way it did before
It’ll never be the same
I wanna rest now, wanna get out
On the floor passed out feeling stressed out
Another man down, girl you helped me stand up
We were meant to be, will you stay with me forever?
And you act like you don’t notice
As I wipe my tears away
Nothing feels the way it did before
It’ll never be the same

NEON LIGHTS (ft. ev333)

ABOVE THE CLOUDS (ft. tayugh)

seasick (ft. cyandream)

thank u all for 1k on this, ily all

@jodyram
thx for the amazing loop sharpbeats (@user-495465239):
https://www.looperman.com/users/profile/2968082

remix of https://soundcloud.com/gwen-stefani/gwen-stefani-the-sweet-escape

sweet (ft. jodyram)

shout out elements

lyrics:

I won't say goodbye
love me until you die
I don't have the time
I know what is mine
I won't say goodbye
love me until you die
I don't have the time
I know what is mine
I know, oh oh
you know, oh oh
I'm flammable
like hydrogen
I know, oh oh
you know, oh oh
I might explode
like hydrogen

you don't know where I've come from
In my fantasy where everything's imaginary

you be me and I'll be you, I don't even care if you
let me down its nothing new, if the foot can fit the shoe
you just put me in my place, launched me out there into space
left me and just flew away, never even wanted me
you think that I'm mad at you, yea I'm mad but hate works too
I know I'm a basket case, now I'm in a different place
please slow down it's not a race, I wish you would give me space
I don't care if I lose my mind
hydrogen, I know I'm alright
I'm still okay 'til the sunlight
until the world ends I'll still fight

I won't say goodbye
love me until you die
I don't have the time
I know what is mine
I won't say goodbye
love me until you die
I don't have the time
I know what is mine
I know, oh oh
you know, oh oh
I'm flammable
like hydrogen
I know, oh oh
you know, oh oh
I might explode
like hydrogen

creativeravine

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